ANS: # No. 2736:promoatl@a... You have ignored my request for months!!!!!

[Guest guest]

My Country is United States. I have waited patiently, and I hv

personally emaile you this information weeks ago. Why do you only

respond to others whilst skipping over my inquiry?

 

lalkitab , " Umesh Sharma "

<mudit982001> wrote:

> Dear Ami,

> Plz mention your Long. & Lati. or country.

> Thanks

> May God bless you

> Umesh Sharma

>

>

> lalkitab , " obatalaschild "

> <promoatl@a...> wrote:

> > Hello Umesh, I would like to start by saying that I am grateful

for

> > the invitation to the group.

> >

> > I have studied Traditional Astrology for 13 years, but I have

very

> > little knowledge of Vedic or Jyotish Astrology.

> >

> > My birthdata is Oct 9, 1974 Clifton, Illinois, 4:27pm

> >

> > Umesh, I have had an extremely hard and difficult life. I was

> > abandoned by my father and abused by my mother. I do not have

> > contact w/ either parent. About 10 years ago my father made it

> very

> > clear to me that he is not interested in me, and my mother just

> > doesn't care much about me. When I was 21 years old I had a

child,

> > and my child's father kidnapped him, and to make a long story

> short,

> > I hv no relationship w/ my child. My child's father (born Oct 1,

> > 1973 Cleveland, Ohio, time unknown) was cruel, abusive, and

> > controlling, and his keeping my child from me is part of his

cruel

> > and controlling nature.

> >

> > I have never had a successful relationship, every man that I hv

> dated

> > has lied to me in some way, and twice I hv been in an abusive

> > relationship. Many times I have experienced abandonment in

> > relationships, as they usually just leave me for no discernable

> > reason. Most of my life has been spent alone, I live alone, I

have

> > no family or support system, and Ive lost all hope of having a

> > partner whom is loyal and loving.

> >

> > In 1997 I contracted the herpes virus from a boyfriend who failed

> to

> > tell me that he had it himself, and then he accused me of giving

it

> > to him. Since this time I have been relatively alone.

> >

> > I do not hv any desire to hv any more children (after the trauma

of

> > hving my 1st child taken from me). And I have no desire to ever

> get

> > married. Through the little that I do know about Astrology I

know

> > that the T-Square between Saturn, Sun-Mars, and Chiron will

> probably

> > prevent any truly happy family life anyway. And also that the

> Saturn-

> > Mars square tends to attract painful relationships w/ men. Mars

> > being in my 8th house, Saturn in the 5th, that explains me

> > contracting the herpes virus. The funny thing is, Saturn being

in

> my

> > 5th greatly diminishes my sex drive (and perhaps opportunities

for

> > relationships), and I am not even overly sexually active. Like I

> > mentioned previously, I hv spent most of my adult life alone,

> marked

> > w/ long periods of abstinence.

> >

> > And last but not least, I have lost the will to live. Everyday I

> > think about death, and I often pray for it. I hate the hand that

> has

> > been dealt to me in life, & I am extremely bitter and resentful

> > (although my combust Mars rarely outwardly displays my anger). I

> am

> > a sweet and giving person, apparently to my own detriment, and it

> > constantly eats at me how I've allowed others to abuse and take

> > advantage of me. Most nights I cry myself to sleep, and Im just

> > tired of being here. I feel like my life is not worth living, I

> feel

> > like Ive failed. I have very little energy left to continue

(dont

> > worry, Im not suicidal).

> >

> > My two quesions are this, is there anything that I can do to help

> > release the past 25 years of pain and heartache?

> >

> > And also, I do not have medical insurance or access to medical

> care,

> > and when I have herpes outbreaks they are very painful physically

> and

> > moreso emotionally. Is there anything that I can do suppress or

> even

> > cure the virus? For the past 2 years I hv had to take Echinacea

> > EVERY DAY twice a day to suppress infections. If I miss even a

day

> > my arms, legs, and feet fall asleep and I will have a break out

in

> > two days' time. It's miserable!!!

> >

> > Thank you for reading my post, I know its long, but Ive been

> through

> > a lot.

> >

> > Emi

[Guest guest]

Dear obatalaschild,

Read Your answer in message no. 3901

Thanks

May God bless you

Umesh Sharma

lalkitab , " obatalaschild "

<promoatl@a...> wrote:

> My Country is United States. I have waited patiently, and I hv

> personally emaile you this information weeks ago. Why do you only

> respond to others whilst skipping over my inquiry?

>

> lalkitab , " Umesh Sharma "

> <mudit982001> wrote:

> > Dear Ami,

> > Plz mention your Long. & Lati. or country.

> > Thanks

> > May God bless you

> > Umesh Sharma

> >

> >

> > lalkitab , " obatalaschild "

> > <promoatl@a...> wrote:

> > > Hello Umesh, I would like to start by saying that I am grateful

> for

> > > the invitation to the group.

> > >

> > > I have studied Traditional Astrology for 13 years, but I have

> very

> > > little knowledge of Vedic or Jyotish Astrology.

> > >

> > > My birthdata is Oct 9, 1974 Clifton, Illinois, 4:27pm

> > >

> > > Umesh, I have had an extremely hard and difficult life. I was

> > > abandoned by my father and abused by my mother. I do not have

> > > contact w/ either parent. About 10 years ago my father made it

> > very

> > > clear to me that he is not interested in me, and my mother just

> > > doesn't care much about me. When I was 21 years old I had a

> child,

> > > and my child's father kidnapped him, and to make a long story

> > short,

> > > I hv no relationship w/ my child. My child's father (born Oct

1,

> > > 1973 Cleveland, Ohio, time unknown) was cruel, abusive, and

> > > controlling, and his keeping my child from me is part of his

> cruel

> > > and controlling nature.

> > >

> > > I have never had a successful relationship, every man that I hv

> > dated

> > > has lied to me in some way, and twice I hv been in an abusive

> > > relationship. Many times I have experienced abandonment in

> > > relationships, as they usually just leave me for no discernable

> > > reason. Most of my life has been spent alone, I live alone, I

> have

> > > no family or support system, and Ive lost all hope of having a

> > > partner whom is loyal and loving.

> > >

> > > In 1997 I contracted the herpes virus from a boyfriend who

failed

> > to

> > > tell me that he had it himself, and then he accused me of

giving

> it

> > > to him. Since this time I have been relatively alone.

> > >

> > > I do not hv any desire to hv any more children (after the

trauma

> of

> > > hving my 1st child taken from me). And I have no desire to

ever

> > get

> > > married. Through the little that I do know about Astrology I

> know

> > > that the T-Square between Saturn, Sun-Mars, and Chiron will

> > probably

> > > prevent any truly happy family life anyway. And also that the

> > Saturn-

> > > Mars square tends to attract painful relationships w/ men.

Mars

> > > being in my 8th house, Saturn in the 5th, that explains me

> > > contracting the herpes virus. The funny thing is, Saturn being

> in

> > my

> > > 5th greatly diminishes my sex drive (and perhaps opportunities

> for

> > > relationships), and I am not even overly sexually active. Like

I

> > > mentioned previously, I hv spent most of my adult life alone,

> > marked

> > > w/ long periods of abstinence.

> > >

> > > And last but not least, I have lost the will to live. Everyday

I

> > > think about death, and I often pray for it. I hate the hand

that

> > has

> > > been dealt to me in life, & I am extremely bitter and resentful

> > > (although my combust Mars rarely outwardly displays my anger).

I

> > am

> > > a sweet and giving person, apparently to my own detriment, and

it

> > > constantly eats at me how I've allowed others to abuse and take

> > > advantage of me. Most nights I cry myself to sleep, and Im

just

> > > tired of being here. I feel like my life is not worth living,

I

> > feel

> > > like Ive failed. I have very little energy left to continue

> (dont

> > > worry, Im not suicidal).

> > >

> > > My two quesions are this, is there anything that I can do to

help

> > > release the past 25 years of pain and heartache?

> > >

> > > And also, I do not have medical insurance or access to medical

> > care,

> > > and when I have herpes outbreaks they are very painful

physically

> > and

> > > moreso emotionally. Is there anything that I can do suppress

or

> > even

> > > cure the virus? For the past 2 years I hv had to take

Echinacea

> > > EVERY DAY twice a day to suppress infections. If I miss even a

> day

> > > my arms, legs, and feet fall asleep and I will have a break out

> in

> > > two days' time. It's miserable!!!

> > >

> > > Thank you for reading my post, I know its long, but Ive been

> > through

> > > a lot.

> > >

> > > Emi