Please help me understand .... why is this happened to me..?

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Hi,

 

It might look funny but this is true, I have a problem. When I was

young say from 4 - 5 yrs old since then I was very afraid of death, I

use to avoid topics of accidents, deaths, natural calamites etc..,

and was very fearful.

 

Now its absolutely reversed. I get some very good feeling when I see

some one die, when there is a calimity, when I here of roits etc...,

 

The feeling of pleasure is so immence.., say for eg some one in your

home gets married, or the pleasure you derrive of some good event

like birth of child, some festival etc...

 

I get the same pleasure on hearing aobut roits, bomb blasts, deaths

etc..

 

I cannot tell this to any one at my home because they will think I am

joking. I cannot tell to my friends for they will look me down. I

need some help and if any one can look in to my horoscope and suggest

me why is this sudden transformation happened.

 

I used to be so fearful and afraid and now I have overcome the fears

and enjoy them.

 

My birth details:

 

Date of birth : 5th October 1978

Time of birth : 3:37 AM

Place of birth: Mysore

 

Please help...

 

Regards,

Rajesh.