My life is miserable I want to kill myself

January 19, 2008

Dear Guruji,

I was born on 15th July,1951 at 10:40 AM at Kolkata, India

Whole life I have suffered because of bad luck. I have worked hard

but paid heavy penalty both in studies and earning. I had to change

jobs frequently as every three months I was terminated. I started

business but this also made me pauper.

I married a girl who struggled with me. After delevering two children

divorced me and gone away. With hard struggle I have grown up my two

children who have fared very well and is now on their own.

I had accepted another lady with three children deseted by her

husband. Our condition was that she will look after us and in return

we will take care of her children.She has driven first my two

children out of house. She has presserised me to leave the house.

Now she has an affair with another man and wants me to leave this

town permanantly. demanding that I write the house in her name.

I have consulted many astrologer and worn many stones but none of

them have given any thing good.

My question to you guruji is that how long should I suffer. Will it

not be better if I kill myself and get rid of this humuliation once

and all for ever.

Please advise.

Subroto Sarkar

January 20, 2008

My dearest, Please listen to me, I'm not your guruji, but I have been down the same roads you travel today. I didn't know what good luck was, I just never had any, I struggled all of my life, I did try one day to end it, but somehow the goddesses were looking over me and I woke up and thought goodness me even that doesn't work. I had very very serious operation n was told I would probably not live, well I did. I started studying this and that, and Hindu came into my life and I embraced it with much happiness. This year I will be 60 years old and it is funny now my life is very very good. Please listen to me. I do not know who your god or goddess is, but if you truly talk to them go to them and tell them your troubles, tell them that you are now releasing all your life to them, you have tried to make decisions but nothing has worked, now just turn your life over to them. Live in the present moment,

on a very auspious day, i would do it on valentine's day, take your pillows and toss them out, get the negative away from you, everything negative get away from you, i don't mean get rid of everything by any means, i just mean things that no longer service your purpose give to others no matter how small it is, clean your house from top to bottom, clean out closets, clean everything, make everything shine and glow with happiness, and then tell the UNIVERSE that you are ready to receive all of its gifts. Then that nite lay down on new pillows and don't let any tears fall on ur new pillows. Just be thankful and mean it that u r thankful for what you have. Start to think yes I have all of this, I love my life, my life is good, I have beautiful things, my life is full of love, and each nite get down on ur knees and pray to whomever u pray to and then really let your god or goddess or both take charge of ur life, and ur life will be filled with happiness.

I know I do that every nite and morning to Krishna, Rama, Sarawasti, Laxmi, and Lord Balaji. I never do anything anymore, I let Krishna, Rama, Sarawasti, Laxmi, and Lord Balaji lead my life. They will come in and fix it for you. Just do this for me before u do anything and let me know how u r in a couple of months, or weeks. Just do this for me, please, I know it works. I have been where u r so I now just let Krishna and Rama mostly lead my life. Good luck to you and many many blessings to you. Sherry Marsalis, please let me hear from you soon."sarkar.subroto" <sarkar.subroto wrote: Dear Guruji,I was born on 15th July,1951 at 10:40 AM at Kolkata, IndiaWhole life I have suffered because of bad luck. I have worked hard but paid heavy penalty both in studies and earning. I had to change jobs frequently as every three months I was terminated. I started business but this also made me pauper.I married a girl who struggled with me. After delevering two childrendivorced me and gone away. With hard struggle I have grown up my twochildren who have fared very well and is now on their own.I had accepted another lady with three children deseted by herhusband. Our condition was that she will look after us and in returnwe will take care of her children.She has driven first my two children out of house. She has presserised me to leave the house. Now she has an affair with another man and

wants me to leave this town permanantly. demanding that I write the house in her name.I have consulted many astrologer and worn many stones but none of them have given any thing good.My question to you guruji is that how long should I suffer. Will itnot be better if I kill myself and get rid of this humuliation onceand all for ever.Please advise.Subroto Sarkar

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January 20, 2008

dear maam,i am in the same jyotish shastra group.read your email for this chap who seem suicidal.it was very inspirig and kind of you maam.you words even inspired every one who reads it.thank you.have a blessed day there.you are meant to inspire peoplegod bless you alwayssherry marsalis <manilska wrote: My dearest, Please listen to me, I'm not your guruji, but I have been down the same roads you travel today. I didn't know what good luck was, I just never had any, I struggled all of my life, I

did try one day to end it, but somehow the goddesses were looking over me and I woke up and thought goodness me even that doesn't work. I had very very serious operation n was told I would probably not live, well I did. I started studying this and that, and Hindu came into my life and I embraced it with much happiness. This year I will be 60 years old and it is funny now my life is very very good. Please listen to me. I do not know who your god or goddess is, but if you truly talk to them go to them and tell them your troubles, tell them that you are now releasing all your life to them, you have tried to make decisions but nothing has worked, now just turn your life over to them. Live in the present moment, on a very auspious day, i would do it on valentine's day, take your pillows and toss them out, get the negative away from you, everything negative get away from you, i don't mean get rid of everything by any means, i just mean things

that no longer service your purpose give to others no matter how small it is, clean your house from top to bottom, clean out closets, clean everything, make everything shine and glow with happiness, and then tell the UNIVERSE that you are ready to receive all of its gifts. Then that nite lay down on new pillows and don't let any tears fall on ur new pillows. Just be thankful and mean it that u r thankful for what you have. Start to think yes I have all of this, I love my life, my life is good, I have beautiful things, my life is full of love, and each nite get down on ur knees and pray to whomever u pray to and then really let your god or goddess or both take charge of ur life, and ur life will be filled with happiness. I know I do that every nite and morning to Krishna, Rama, Sarawasti, Laxmi, and Lord Balaji. I never do anything anymore, I let Krishna, Rama, Sarawasti, Laxmi, and Lord Balaji lead my life. They will come in and fix

it for you. Just do this for me before u do anything and let me know how u r in a couple of months, or weeks. Just do this for me, please, I know it works. I have been where u r so I now just let Krishna and Rama mostly lead my life. Good luck to you and many many blessings to you. Sherry Marsalis, please let me hear from you soon."sarkar.subroto" <sarkar.subroto (AT) (DOT) co.in> wrote: Dear Guruji,I was born on 15th July,1951 at 10:40 AM at Kolkata, IndiaWhole life I have suffered because of bad luck. I have worked hard but paid heavy penalty both in studies and earning. I had to change jobs frequently as every three months I was terminated. I started business but this also made me pauper.I married a girl who struggled with me. After delevering two

childrendivorced me and gone away. With hard struggle I have grown up my twochildren who have fared very well and is now on their own.I had accepted another lady with three children deseted by herhusband. Our condition was that she will look after us and in returnwe will take care of her children.She has driven first my two children out of house. She has presserised me to leave the house. Now she has an affair with another man and wants me to leave this town permanantly. demanding that I write the house in her name.I have consulted many astrologer and worn many stones but none of them have given any thing good.My question to you guruji is that how long should I suffer. Will itnot be better if I kill myself and get rid of this humuliation onceand all for ever.Please advise.Subroto Sarkar Never miss a

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