I am in trouble

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Hi All,

 

I don't know how to put it, but I just want to say that I am in

trouble. I am so depressed that sometimes I think of giving up my

life back to God. I have never done anything bad with anyone and

always think and do good with others, still I am getting punished.

 

Since I was born I have seen fights in my family. My dad has always

dominated his wife and his children. I am a educated guy and doing

professionally well but today when I am on the verge of settling

down with a girl, I find myself so upset.

 

It was my dad who started communication with girl's family, now it

has been 4-5 months since we have been talking to each other and we

are in love. It's my dad who is again spoiling the things and having

demands from girl's parents.

 

I want everything to go smoothly, but I see darkness ahead. I cannot

share everything with the girl because I want to respect my parents

and at the same time I will die without her.

 

I have never seen myself happy, and now I had some hopes that I may

see a ray of light.

 

Please help me coming out of this.

 

regards,

Rohit

DOB : 1st Feb 1980, 06:25PM

City: Meerut, UP