a miracle called Suspicion

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Physics tells us that when waves/particles slow down they turn into

probability-clouds. And so the closer we try to get to particles the

more they vanish into probability-clouds. Similarly, the faster we

try and chase light the more obvious it gets that we are standing

still.

 

The only explanation for this is that these particles/waves are

just thoughts, as is space and time.

A story of thoughts.

As with the study of particles/waves, there is a problem observing

thoughts.

 

In the same way physics' particles cannot be observed (because

they turn into probability clouds) so too the mind's thoughts

cannot be observed because they are never there. This must sound

insane. But it is no more insane than physics' probability-clouds.

 

The only difference between observing particles and observing

thoughts is that it takes a physicist and lots of fancy equipment to

observe particles. It takes nothing, not even effort, for anyone to

observe thoughts.

 

-- two brick-walls of observation --

 

Anyone can use meditation to try and observe thoughts.

When the mind slows down then its thoughts appear to slow down as

they appear to come out of nothing and then disappear back into

nothing.

 

But when we study how these thoughts appear to come and go we hit a

problem, a brick-wall: there is no comings or goings. This is

because " thoughts are either there or they are not. " In

other words: thoughts can never be observed to come and go.

 

And when we study this " thoughts are either there or not "

we hit another problem, another brick-wall: thoughts can never be

observed to be " there. "

 

-- seeking some sanity --

 

Thoughts are like a mirage or shadow or reflection – to the mind

they appear to exist, even be solid, and yet, somehow, like

probability-clouds, they are never there.

 

The problems physicists have, and the brick-walls the

" observer " of thoughts has, is that the observer makes huge

assumptions.

 

HUGE-ASSUMPTIONS:

 

The first huge-assumption the observer makes is that there is an

observation. Perhaps what is being observed is not even like a mirage

or shadow or reflection but a hallucination. OR, maybe, the

observation is not even a hallucination because the observer himself

is the hallucination.

 

That the observer can be a hallucination might appear to be utter

insanity but the scenario is absolutely valid for each one of us. Not

only is it valid but it is valid at least 1/3 of our so-called

lives.

 

At least one-third of our lives we are not only hallucinating but we

are the hallucinations. This is the scenario in our sleep-dreams.

 

Then the next huge-assumption: when we wake up in the morning we stop

hallucinating and " life " is for " real. "

What evidence do we have that when we wake up in the morning we are

not just starting another dream?

The only evidence we have is the mind, thoughts, like " I must be

awake because fire burns. "

 

The fact that fire burns just as surely in sleep-dreams never

seems to bother this huge-assumption that: in the morning I wake up

because the mind just knows… I (my mind) could not be that

deceived… I'm too smart to be that stupid. And finally, I

could not be deceived because I got a PhD is smartness and so I'm

educated not to be stupid.

 

This is a story about: only dummies need education, and a miracle

called Suspicion to Wake-up.

 

=-=

the Suspicion

 

To go beyond physics and its chaos of particles (waves) and the mind

and its thoughts we have to assume that there is an

" observer " that is separate from thoughts, the mind.

Without this observer the mind is the police, judge and jury of

everything: all its thoughts, reflections, mirages, shadows, dreams,

visions and indeed hallucinations.

 

To somehow find this observer all we need is one assumption. We have

to assume that : there is something – let us call it a

Suspicion – that suspects that thoughts are not what they

appear.

(A suspicion that the mind might not know the difference between its

visions and its hallucinations.)

 

 

So how does this Suspicion find out what thoughts are all about? It

is very simple.

To uncover this simplicity we need a simple analogy. This simple

analogy needs an autopilot, and its Pilot. This analogy is simple

because we need no plane.

 

-- the Autopilot and its pilot --

In this analogy a dummy-plane is designed to fly by autopilot. It was

specifically designed and programmed for a pilot. (Pretend this

dummy plane is a simulator. Or, it is a dream of a Pilot )

This " pilot " finds himself inside the dummy-plane. And the

pilot does not know about the autopilot.

 

(The words dummy and pilot: to the outside observer the Pilot has to

be a dummy if the plane is a dummy. But to the pilot : if the plane

is real then he is a real Pilot. Just like physics tells us: the

observer determines what he observes: Pilot or dummy.)

 

The educated-Pilot:

 

But this Pilot is more than just a dummy because it/he is

educated. The Pilot is educated to know that there is no such

thing as an autopilot.

 

And then this educated-Pilot also has a biblical-truth.

The autopilot in this dummy-plane is programmed to put the dummy-

plane into a dummy-dive when this educated-pilot lets go of the

(dummy) controls.

This dummy-dive is all the biblical-truth that the Pilot needs to

keep flying the dummy-plane.

 

So just how educated is this Pilot?

This Pilot is so educated that he is certain that there is no

autopilot, that there is a plane, and that the plane is OBVIOUSLY

going somewhere, and that he OBVIOUSLY has not only the control of

the plane, but also its destination. The dummy-dives turns all this

certainty into a biblical-truth. And the pilot is certain of this

biblical-truth because there is no other that could be flying the

plane…

 

NOW remember this educated-pilot because without a Suspicion we are

all educated-dummies. We have to be educated-dummies to

understand/believe that the universe needs probability-clouds to be

rock-solid.

 

 

-- Only a Suspicion can wake-up; a dummy stays educated --

 

 

THERE IS ONLY ONE WAY the Pilot can wake-up to the fact that he has

to be the same dummy as is the plane.

 

The only way a pilot can wake up is to have a Suspicion. Only with a

Suspicion can he hope to figure out that there is an autopilot and

then figure out how it works … Without this suspicion the Pilot

is nothing but an educated-dummy.

 

The mind is just like an autopilot. Unless we have a Suspicion and

figure out how it works, doesn't-work, we are no better off than

this Pilot that, without a Suspicion, is just an educated-dummy.

 

brick-walls cont:

 

To study how the mind works a Suspicion has to observe thoughts when

they slow down. The tool for this is meditation.

In the thoughtless-silence of meditation a Suspicion can try to

observe slow-thoughts. The first problem, brick-wall, a Suspicion

hits is that it cannot observe thoughts. If this does not make the

reader also suspicious then there is no need to read further.

 

To observe thoughts they have to come and go. The problem is that

they never come and go. Thoughts are either there or they are not. OR

ARE THEY?

 

When a Suspicion studies this " BEING THERE OR NOT " – it

hits another brick-wall. Just like physics and its particles/waves:

A Suspicion can never observe thoughts to be " THERE. "

 

There is only one explanation for not being able to observe thoughts:

the mind is doing the observing and the mind is the thoughts that it

is observing.

 

I. The mind cannot observe the thoughts that it is.

Any other scenario leads a Suspicion on the same educated wild-

goose-chase physicists need to try to catch their timeless-light.

 

II. thoughts cannot be controlled

Just like Physics' Uncertainty Principle tells us, when the mind

slows down, there is no way a Suspicion can predict the next thought

it is going to get, " have/be " or " observe. " And if

this is the case when the mind slows down then it must be valid when

the mind speeds up. The only conclusion: thoughts cannot be

controlled.If this does no make the reader also into a Suspicion then

there is no need to read further because it gets far more un-

educated, and thus insane.

 

III. thoughts are disconnected

By observing slow-thoughts a Suspicion can observe that there are

very-very obvious GAPS between thoughts. These gaps are just like

physics' quantum-gaps. IN these GAPS there is nothing that can

possibly connect one unpredictable thought to the next unpredictable

thought. And if thoughts are totally-disconnect when the mind slows

down then they also have to be disconnected with the mind speed up.

The connection of thoughts is thus an illusion, just like a mirage,

hallucination.

If thoughts are disconnected and unpredictable then there is no such

thing as thinking. This is because thinking is just a thought.

If there is no thinking then the mind cannot work. The mind cannot

work because there is no mind only the thoughts that think they can

work, think.

 

-- a thought called choice --

 

There is no choice because it, choice, is just a thought, the mind.

While the mind has no choice a Suspicion does. A Suspicion has a

choice but only because it, the Suspicion, is the choice that is

nothing short of a miracle. This miracle goes far beyond

anyone's wildest dreams.

 

 

The miracle called Suspicion: Without a Suspicion we must stay

educated so that we can then laugh at, or kill, any Suspicion that

is stupid enough to tell us: you are just an educated-dummy if you

don't know how your mind does-not-work.

 

A Suspicion, on the other hand, is the miracle-choice that can

figure-out how the mind works/doesn't-work and Wake up to be the

Reality that is far-far beyond anyone's wildest dream … a

Reality that not even Buddha or Jesus could have dreamt about –

not even in their wildest dreams.

 

 

Suspicions have to be killed, incarcerated or drugged because they

are not only uneducated but indeed insane.

 

But the miracle of Suspicions is

that the vast majority are exactly like thoughts

and just vanish

into dreams.