Aradhana , Aum, Keshavaji everyone.. i saw something ... Oh my god..

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I cant believe my luck.. Aradhana, my dear sister.. just now i came

form Hari Jap..

 

 

Aradhana, i was doing harijap in between i felt as if i am not able to

spell the two letters, i felt as if my nervous system was arested.. i

got scared.. Aradhana..

 

but your words came to mind.. i continued wihtout any fear.. but last

time because of fear i had stopped and i had written all my

experiences in the previous thread do you all remember..

 

again, i continued , but today .. did not stop.. again i felt the

same, but i felt blissful again i got a small shiver in whole body for

a fraction of second, as if something touched me...

 

 

and imagine what .. again my center of eyebrow started burning

sesation .. heavity ... not burning but electryfying sensation..

something like very near to your eyebro and influencing it.. but

nothign there like that ..

 

 

and i cointinued... and imagine what .. oh my god.. i again saw

towards northern sky .. but i was nto able to see the sky... somehting

like my eyes not working.. or though seeing not able to see it ... or

rather understand it..

 

 

i got a sight .. i saw druva..

 

 

and a bunch of stars... in a sort of eliptical oval type with ending

heart shape..

 

 

and this heart ashape of enidng star is druva.. .. Aradhana... the

pole star .. and in this bunch of star inside.. i got a vision of

soemthing so divine.. something my hari..

 

 

i dint see hari., but felt his nature, the nature which has always

pulled me.. as if someone takign of my soul form me.. so much

attractive.. always pullignmem towards, as if i will leave myself and

fgot here like that .. and i felt hari...

 

yes .. i also felt as a glimple of Milky ocean ..

 

 

Aradhana its full of sattva.. the environment is itslef sattva.. the

lord is always celebrated by many stars.. .druva.. is the direction

pivot..

 

 

the great druva.. saying all the lord is in this direction..

 

 

 

it is in center of this bunch of starts or clusters donno what pattern

it is.. My Hari resides.. our father int his universe resides...

 

 

 

the milky ocean is there... Aradhana..

 

 

it is there.. i felt it.. i am able to feel ... i was out of sight and

i felt hari.. i dint see Hari but i saw the milky ocean.. its inside

these bund of stars somewhere in the center.. and felt as if the whole

universe is acting at the gravoty of this..

 

 

aradhana, when doing hari jap... i am able to feel Hari, in the

northern sky..

 

 

Aradhana, its wonderfull ... our father is seeing us always..

 

oh my god, i am losing fear .. he is directly seeing me.. i cant stop

tears.. he is always ALWAYS ALWAYS seeing.. us ..

 

 

just like a father keeps a watch on his children..

 

 

oh my god.. hari is there.. i felt him .. i felt my source.. my life..

mystic.. the Lord sleeps there.. the whoel universe and all its

components rovolve and rotate around My Hari..

 

 

Now i am not afraid of anything. my father is watching me.. always..

nothign can harm me aradhana.. oh my god.. i lost fear.. i have fear

of nothign materiall;..

 

 

kesava dasa . y brother , our hari is there... just meditate on Hari

and once your center of eyebrows gets ac tivated by his wish and he

will reveal himself to you..

 

 

just the two letter, of his name, he will himself reveal tyo you..

 

 

i felt as if some millions of years old link.. i felt pulled, iu felt

pinch in stomach , as if my intestine is pulled and twicted... oh my

gfod i am still feeling someone is putting hands in my stomach and

pinchign it whole.. .

 

 

i can feel hari.. i want to do hari jap... we have left our father and

come here aradhana.. we have left everythign and like one idiots and

foolss are wandering here... our father is doign all duty just to keep

us happy..

 

we are senseless ch8ldren of his... Aradhana. ... our father though

in pain, he is doing everyhting to maintain this universe, so that we

can enjoy in illusion as we desired... pure goodness i never

experienced...

 

 

till now this good ness , i experienced only inside my heart deep...

 

 

oh my god.. Aradhana .. where are you ...

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RAM RAM

 

Deito Sir ji

 

you are right

absolutely right Sir ji

 

the Lord bears pain because of the fullfilment of our desires , that

brings love for the Lord. that makes me to think or to feel the love

for the Lord . i am stupid because inspite of knowing that i do have

desires to fullfill for own enjoyment that is why i am not able to

love the Lord. i do not know what should i do , but i prey to the

Lord that guide me , i will not take any decision with my own , but

continue with the desires . i know that desires would be desolved

and i will get the Love of the Lord one day , par phir bhi pata

nahin o baat kyon nahin aati..

 

 

 

HARE KRISHNA ,HARE KRISHNA ,KRISHNA KRISHNA ,HARE HARE,HARE

RAMA ,HARE RAMA ,RAMA RAMA ,HARE HARE

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