Guest guest Posted December 27, 2006 Report Share Posted December 27, 2006 Hi Preston Yes, I did have an amazing darshan. What the hell was that? I have no idea. It was a forced entry into my head. I didn¹t feel like I was dreaming it.. Rather, it felt like it was being forced onto me. I was able to hold the sides of my bed, but could not see my room. It was totally real, totally strange, totally unexplainable. At that time, I had been drug free and was drug free. So it was pretty shocking and unexplainable. However, it is obvious to me that the whole thing reflected what I had been taught by Hinduism. I didn¹t see Jesus for example, I saw Hanuman, and the world he took me too seemed a lot like the Vaikuntha of Hindu paintings. Oddly, there is a young girl these days doing amazing paintings of God and His World, and they look a lot like Hindu paintings and what I saw. Her God however, looks like the typical Jesus picture. These kind of experiences in myself and others do not sway my current conclusion that we simply do not know who or what ³GOD² is. Because: The way the brain and senses work, they are not impartial or at all free from the potential for creation and illusion. At the time that the vision happened, or thereafter, I was greatly altered. I was floating on a cloud of belief and awe. It lasted awhile, but faded into reality later as they always do. All persons who experience such things usually do return to normal thought and life eventually. I am not an atheist, nor an agnostic. I am logical. I believe there is something we come from. This place cannot stand on it¹s own, and consciousness here is not complete and independent. We are in a sub system of a greater system. That much is obvious to me. I think there is either another world, and we are it¹s dream, each of us being in this dream together, much like the proposal of the movie ³The Matrix², or there is a hidden spiritual world, and we are from there, and return to there perhaps, and we are here to learn hard lessons about oneness and independence. I am convinced that things here are controlled, related, and pre-destined. Nothing is separate, independent. Nothing. But there is that illusion. This leads me to believe that in fact we are from a oneness oriented place, and are here to learn WHY it is based on oneness. In other words, here we experience all manner of separatedness, and suffer. My life contains many lessons around religion. I have done a lot of service to religious thought. I don¹t do that anymore, not traditional religions anyway. That¹s just part of my lesson set. Hanuman¹s visitation upon me was the climax. I had prayed all my life for such a thing, and it happened, and was awesome. I did not publicly talk about it for a long time, but finally I did. Peace Richard Edward Wurst aka Das Goravani or Please use email if possible das (AT) goravani (DOT) com Secure online ordering of Goravani Jyotish 2.5 and Jyotish Studio 3 (JS3) Hindu Astrology Software and Video Training All Transactions made out to/mailed to: Original Celtic Art http://www.goravani.com/art.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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