Guest guest Posted November 30, 2006 Report Share Posted November 30, 2006 Dear Anna, Sorry did not mean to make you feel guilty. We have, if I am not mistaken communicated with each other on other Forums too. It is just when a person is already bruised it just takes a small shot to make his emotions over play once again. You will agree all of us are humane with feelings . You are good from inside it seems so you find good in all and no malice. But I have seen many darker aspects of life and still supicious of many, so its difficult for me to become as good as You and see good in all . Our main aim in life is to control our emotions and mind and think positive, and we are all learning always. Its a process and a slow one for me at least. I cannot so easily control myself if I get a hit and the resulting factor is impulsive reactions from me ,which has definitely landed me in trouble many times. Though many well wishers have advised me on many a occasion, to be silent, its difficult for me. Maybe I am child like in this aspect and not learnt the ways of the world. But the realisation is there and trying to get better all the time, and pray to God too, daily ,to make me good, as he would want me and worthy of Him. I am sure His Grace is there on me, as always a feeling of remorse comes in me when I hurt a fellow being, whatever degree of harm he may have done to me, I should not hurt him. But as I said its a slow process for me. Hope I succeed in this life time. Best wishes, Yours, Bhaskar. , 108ar <bona_mente wrote: > > > -Peace and Love to ALL- > Dear Bhaskar, > > You're pushing me on 'guilt trip, convicted me without even attempting to see any good faith in my comments! I was just feeling obligated to respond to what I perceive as an injustice done to a gentle, generous teacher of us all, and myself as well- I DO NOT 'criticize' your personality, just few acts I considered unfair. At the same, to the same person, I am enormously grateful for the e- book you've given us- nobody is just 'black&white', or God forbid, "perfect", dear Bhaskar- it's well known fact that some of us have more 'sharp edges' than others- thus I'd appreciate your re- reading my comments without assumption of malice: there is NONE. > /BTW I don't see any malice in Ramapriya's words either, just an expression of his nature, which combined with his excellent verbal skills and sense of humour, I've seen misinterpreted more than once, LOL!/ > > Best wishes, > Anna > > Bhaskar <bhaskar_jyotish wrote: > Dear Anna, > > You are keeping the fires burning with your Expert critics comments. > You are doing what they did. Calling me a "Paranoid" now. Why? > This is not warranted.I mean your comment on me.Or are you showing > your faitfulness to few by joining them on the band wagon of hitting > me? Why ? I have not caused you any grieveance, in any manner. > Anyway this is the second mail of yours at me,I am allowing to pass, > without any reply befitting the same. > Forget it. > Let things be. > > Yours, > Bhaskar. > > , 108ar <bona_mente@> wrote: > > > > Bhaskar, > > Re what you wrote bellow, > > may I remind you... > > (//You are not as pious as is been projected, I have been wanting > to say > > > this. From thestarting you are mantaining the attack in a > polite way, > > > which never went unnoticed._,___ > > > > ....that paranoics usually believe their own shadow is a 'material' > threat. > > I wish if this childishness could end ASAP. > > Regards, > > Anna > > > > > > > > > > > > Everyone is raving about the all-new Mail beta. > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 1, 2006 Report Share Posted December 1, 2006 Hello dear Bhaskar, Thank you for so open, honest communication- I have an impression that you still have to see how beautiful authentic person you've become already..well, through conflict, but so what? It took me 50 years Bhaskar to take /some/ control of my own 'ghosts', 'mad horses', overidealizations, failings, qualities as well..and I hope I still grow /LOL/ I am glad you are here, and even I haven't mentioned that so far, you do bring fresh air. Welcome back, friend, Anna Bhaskar <bhaskar_jyotish (AT) (DOT) co.in> wrote: Dear Anna, Sorry did not mean to make you feel guilty. We have, if I am not mistaken communicated with each other on other Forums too. It is just when a person is already bruised it just takes a small shot to make his emotions over play once again. You will agree all of us are humane with feelings . You are good from inside it seems so you find good in all and no malice. But I have seen many darker aspects of life and still supicious of many, so its difficult for me to become as good as You and see good in all . Our main aim in life is to control our emotions and mind and think positive, and we are all learning always. Its a process and a slow one for me at least. I cannot so easily control myself if I get a hit and the resulting factor is impulsive reactions from me ,which has definitely landed me in trouble many times. Though many well wishers have advised me on many a occasion, to be silent, its difficult for me. Maybe I am child like in this aspect and not learnt the ways of the world. But the realisation is there and trying to get better all the time, and pray to God too, daily ,to make me good, as he would want me and worthy of Him. I am sure His Grace is there on me, as always a feeling of remorse comes in me when I hurt a fellow being, whatever degree of harm he may have done to me, I should not hurt him. But as I said its a slow process for me. Hope I succeed in this life time. Best wishes, Yours, Bhaskar. , 108ar <bona_mente wrote: > > > -Peace and Love to ALL- > Dear Bhaskar, > > You're pushing me on 'guilt trip, convicted me without even attempting to see any good faith in my comments! I was just feeling obligated to respond to what I perceive as an injustice done to a gentle, generous teacher of us all, and myself as well- I DO NOT 'criticize' your personality, just few acts I considered unfair. At the same, to the same person, I am enormously grateful for the e- book you've given us- nobody is just 'black&white', or God forbid, "perfect", dear Bhaskar- it's well known fact that some of us have more 'sharp edges' than others- thus I'd appreciate your re- reading my comments without assumption of malice: there is NONE. > /BTW I don't see any malice in Ramapriya's words either, just an expression of his nature, which combined with his excellent verbal skills and sense of humour, I've seen misinterpreted more than once, LOL!/ > > Best wishes, > Anna > > Bhaskar <bhaskar_jyotish wrote: > Dear Anna, > > You are keeping the fires burning with your Expert critics comments. > You are doing what they did. Calling me a "Paranoid" now. Why? > This is not warranted.I mean your comment on me.Or are you showing > your faitfulness to few by joining them on the band wagon of hitting > me? Why ? I have not caused you any grieveance, in any manner. > Anyway this is the second mail of yours at me,I am allowing to pass, > without any reply befitting the same. > Forget it. > Let things be. > > Yours, > Bhaskar. > > , 108ar <bona_mente@> wrote: > > > > Bhaskar, > > Re what you wrote bellow, > > may I remind you... > > (//You are not as pious as is been projected, I have been wanting > to say > > > this. From thestarting you are mantaining the attack in a > polite way, > > > which never went unnoticed._,___ > > > > ....that paranoics usually believe their own shadow is a 'material' > threat. > > I wish if this childishness could end ASAP. > > Regards, > > Anna > > > > > > > > > > > > Everyone is raving about the all-new Mail beta. > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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