Seeing Amma again

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Dear Iswari,

 

When you see Amma again, and feel her Love for you,

all of this sorrow will be washed away.

 

Ask Her to help you to accept what is happening, not

to understand it...as in the end it seems that it does

not matter. But when you are in Love again, it will

all be worth while.

 

I can resonate with the extreme difficulty you are

going through and the craziness of it all and I can

say without going into detail, similar things have

happened to me over the past 8 years, and with the

thing that was most important to me in my life.

 

Interestingly, it has only been two years since I have

seen Amma in person, but 4 since connecting with her

consciously. I can see though, that She was in my life

during these 8 years, as at the time I was going

through the first of this series of similar

trials...and I was working for a woman who was an

Ammachi devotee, so that was the first time I saw Her

face and heard Her name.

 

It will all get easier, and all of the wounding will

begin to fall away.

 

With my own life....it has helped me to get much

closer to her and to open to Her Love more fully. I am

not yet feeling as strong as I would like to be, as

the experience just came to a head a few weeks ago,

but I am coming to trust that my Life is in Her

hands...and whatever needs to happen at this point is

Her Will. There is a bit of a relief there. I can't

say that I am one hundred percent OK with this...but I

am learning to lean into and to wait it out to see

what She has in store for me.

 

I have heard that God wants more and better for us

than what we want for ourselves....so I have to trust

this.

 

An awesome book, (Awaken Children V), is Daughter of

Fire, A Diary of a Woman's Journey with a Sufi Master.

 

It is one of the most amazing books I have ever read.

And really gives an stunning portrait of what the

journey of Self-realization is really like....and what

to expect from ones relationship with one's Satguru.

 

Love and Healing to you, May you find your Peace in

the Arms of our Ammachi, and may She wipe your tears

away with Her blissful touch.

S