Guest guest Posted June 27, 2006 Report Share Posted June 27, 2006 When I met Amma in 1998, my heart was stone cold hard and closed to any love coming in because severe child abuse made me not trust anyone ever. Even when people really did love me, I did not believe it, could not see or feel and refused to accept any love from any human. My core belief was that I was an alien from another planet. I pretended to be human. Upon walking in the room and seeing Amma for the first time, the cells in my body rearranged and my heart opened wide, I fell into her arms and cried and cried and cried. My feet did not touch the ground for the rest of that evening. I was in a state of total shock and bliss. I cried for a long time, with relief that love was real. Now that I know what unconditional love is, and have received it from Amma my mama, I am learning how to give it to others and receive it. Surviving for so long without love makes me appreciate every iota of love I can be aware of. I appreciate love and I know when someone who shall remain un-named is not being loving. I can choose to dance or not dance, it is not the choice of anyone else but me who I dance with. I choose to dance with LOVE. Om Namashivaya - In Amma's service, Supriti Omenka Nnadi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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