Saturn and my life

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Namasthe,

 

Sadgurubyo Namaha.

 

Been curious about how the "dharma" graha Saturn has affected my

life from the outset of its Dasa period and it's transit periods in

my horoscope.

 

I am a Swathi person by birth with my Lagna also in Tula. Jupiter

occupies my 5th place with Mercury and Venus. Mars in the second. My

Saturn is in the 8th position.

 

Firstly I am currently running Sani dasa. I had Ashtama transit of

Saturn until, I believe, June 2003. Through the period of Ashtama

sani I was in the US - going through the most harrowing mental pains

imaginable and I was away from every well wisher I have and was

surrounded by not so good people - including my employer.

 

I came back to India in July 2003 and have been employed in a

company. Although I had to work hard, I am OK in terms of money and

position. Saturn is transiting my 10th place right now, and I have

been in England from almost the beginnning of the transit and my

contract is going to be on review in September. I am guessing I would

be here until then and when Saturn leaves my 10th house I will be

back in India? Also during this period everything has been slow

paced - nothing works in the time I want it to work and mental agony

is present at various levels. Bad friendships, facing jealous and

often insulting colleagues at office.

 

But with this observation I also think I am going to be thrown out

of my country yet again when Saturn does the 12th, 1st and 2nd house

transits in a few years - that too under Sani dasa. Some learnt

astrologers were of the opinion that it is my karma that Sani is

throwing me out every now and then from India. Although, I learnt

valuable life lessons - I find myself very unenergetic, unethusiastic

and often pesimistic - while I have not been so a few years ago and

have always held a positive outlook on life.

 

I am close to getting my marriage fixed to a good lady, and I

might get engaged in June when I amm visiting India. This lady is

known to my family and she is, although adopted by my distant

relative, is from a different family line and not a part of my

extended family. Considering that she is from a known family, mine

and her family are not going to match horoscopes. I believe in free

will a lot and that doesn't bother me - but what does bother me is

how Sani (and Guru as well I guess) is affecting this marriage. I am

not sure if I can trust the graha to provide me with mental peace,

and often wonder if I am going to face more pains and put the lady

into suffering as well. Question is, should I be cautious in this

alliance? Would I be going through more harrowing pains than I am

going through now?

 

If learnt gurus can kindly provide me with a brief comment on it,

I would be much grateful.

 

Birth data: 3rd February, 1975. 1.09 AM

Cochin, India

 

Thank you,

Eswar