job difficulties, confusion, marriage not happening, request to analyse

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hello,

 

please look at my current situation. am being harassed by my bosses.

have put in my papers and the harassment has increased more.

have got another job in hand which i will join after the 18th of this

month (last day at current job).

the girl i was planning to marry has broken all promises of the last

3-4 years and behaviour has changed drastically. i cannot even stand

talking to her. all discussions have become about where she wants to

take her life. i am finding out all that she was upto behind my back.

tensions have become such that continuosly my head hurts.

even i have another job in hand, am continuosly scared what is going

to

happen, maybe industry problems like 1999/2000 .

i have responsibilities of my parents.

slowly it feels like all my friends have gone away in 1 way or the

other and i usually dont have anyone to talk to.

also we are trying for my marriage from a long time and it is not

happening.

now when i look back i realise that 1-2 matches of the many that i

saw were good matches and i see no reason today why i turned them

down 2 years back.

i continuosly am feeling that some change is going on and i am in no

control of what is happening.

sometimes i also feel that there is a very strong direction where

automatically my life is going and i am scared when i feel that life

is not going in the right direction and something bad will happen..

request you to help me with some understanding of the situation and

some guidance regarding the same.

is something good going to happen during life or do i have to prepare

myself for a hard life ahead.

i used to be very good academically and otherwise also i used to have

a

good life.

now there is nothing but tensions. i cannot remember a lot of things .

 

regards,

hemant

 

march 22 1975

15:06

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