Being Ugly and Karma

[Guest guest]

Hi all,

 

I was wondering about acne scar problem indicators in Vedic Charts. I

have a very acne scarred face. I am not talking about blemishes. I am

talking about craters. You would think that I look like the moon which

has craters. heheheheh Seriously, these acne scars on my face make

me very insecure and have low self esteem. I feel so ugly that shun

myself from human interaction when it comes to social things. I really

feel like a freak. I keep getting acne scars too. The only thing that

cheers me up is that my belief that these acne scars happened for a

reason,and that reason is to learn to be humble. They really do help

me be that way, and I feel that I am very nice person,and my ugliness

has made me even nicer. My history of auditory type Dyslexia and

Dyspraxia have also made me feel humble because I grew up feeling

that I am dumb. I had both feelings of intellecutal and physical

inadequacies that made me the humble person that I am. Unfortunately,

it has made me very shy,insecure and self conscious that I developed

anxiety and depression. I don't like go out and socialize with others

because of my ugliness. I am afraid to look at people in the face.

Pervasive loneliness is something that has always been around. I have

never experienced true love. I have never even had a girlfriend. My

insecurities about myself led me to push others away and to shun

myself. Ever since I understood my auditory type Dyslexia and

Dyspraxia, I understand that I am very intelligent but perceive

differently. Therefore, I don't feel stupid all the time. However,

I feel ugly all the time. Every time I see myself in the mirror, I

get depressed. At times, I feel that I am punished by God and

paying off karma. I do have retrograde 6th/7th house lord Saturn in

Taurus in 10th aspecting my Ketu in Cancer in 12th,12th house lord

Moon in Aquarius in 7th, 4th/8th house lord Jupiter in 4th, and

4th/9th house lord Mars in 7th. My scars do make me an extremely

serious person. I am coming to the realization that I will never be

married and have children,and so I should be single for the rest of my

life. I just recently got my certificate in massage therapy,and so I

will just focus on my holistic health career. I also want to be more

serious about spirituality too. I feel that I need to concentrate on

things on things that aren't so superficial like my face. Working on

my innerlife will help me deal with my outerlife better.

 

 

 

 

 

October 29, 1971

3:20 AM

San Francisco, California

 

 

 

Raymond

[Guest guest]

Dear Sir,

 

> 4th/9th house lord Mars in 7th. My scars do make me an extremely

> serious person. I am coming to the realization that I will never

be

> married and have children,and so I should be single for the rest

of my

> life.

 

Mars is a Rajayogakaraka for Simha lagna but is placed in the 7th

from where it sees the Parashari aspected lagna. Further it is with

Moon and this combination occurs in Dhanishtha which is a nakshatra

which gives progress spiritually but marital difficulties as well.

So your thinking(Moon and Dhanistha) and so the acne(Mars aspecting

lagna and conjunct the 12th lord Moon).

The period from September end is good for you in general.

The period till 2013 is such that you are going to visit places of

pilgrimage.The period is also auspicious for foreign travel and for

acquisition of property and marriage.

These events are more likely to result in greater good if done till

2006 October.

 

Regards

Dr Pandit