Guest guest Posted January 13, 2005 Report Share Posted January 13, 2005 To respected Gurus and List, I need help discerning proper judgement of parental influence on my life. It has been difficult with both relationships, particularly with my mother. However, I feel my father was much of the contributer to many views. I always felt I came from good parents but always felt I was a dissappointment to them. Later in my years, I realized I was very much taken care of physically but not really ever nurtured. It is difficult for me to accept my parents rejection of me emotionally when both have been good people, well educated and highly admired by many. Most importantly, I never felt physically abandoned. My father has been dead now 13 yrs and my mother is very self absorbed. My husband says that my mother always has been the kind of person who would call me to pass on information or wanted information from me - not really ever wanting a true relationship. Too, I have felt for many years a kind of competition or jealousy coming from my mother. I have no idea why. I think it is more than a control or autocratic position. I am confused on my own judgement and analyzse of chart. Please help so that I can better understand both my parents and myself. And to make the best of the situation for both my mother and myself. Thank You Debra July 28, 1951 10:14am (CDT - subtract 1 for Zone 6) Chicago, Illinois USA 87 W 39 41 N 51 Lahiri: ASC Virgo 3* 56 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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