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Hi all,

 

I was wondering about Mandi and Gulika. I know that most modern vedic

astrologers don't use them even though they are listed in the classics.

 

I find them most intriguing because they are prominent in my chart.

 

My Moon is in 9'42 Aquarius

My Gulika is in 10'42 Leo

 

My Lagna is in 19'59 Leo

My Mandi is in 20'55 Leo

 

 

As you can see both Mandi and Gulika are conjunct my Lagna and Moon

respectively with 1 degree orb. That's very close conjunction

 

I read that Mandi and Gulika are considered children of Saturn and

that they have a Saturnian influence,and so they are considered

malefics. I read that they are even more malefic than Saturn.

 

What are the exact influences of Moon-Mandi and Gulika-lagna aspects?

 

I am not a bad person,and I don't want to hurt others. I am even

trying to pursue a career in the holistic healing arts

 

I do have abnormalities that make me different from most people which

are Auditory Dyslexia and Dyspraxia. Those conditions have to do with

thinking outside the box,vivid imagination,mainly thinking in

pictures,strong 3-D visualization abilities,intuition,and empathy. My

experiences as a Dyslexic and Dyspraxic person have taught me to treat

others like I want to be treated. I would like to work with children

with special needs. My experiences as a Dyslexic and Dyspraxic have

left me very insecure that I have had problems with anxiety and

depression. I grew up feeling dumb and ugly.

 

I was wondering if those things could be related to my strong Gulika

and Mandi influences. My Moon is in Saturn's sign, Aquarius. 4th/9th

house lord Mars conjuncts my Moon,and retrograde 6th/7th house lord

Saturn in Taurus in 10th aspects the conjunction. My Moon is the lord

of the 12th house and dispositor of my Ketu in Cancer in 12th house.

My 5th/8th house lord Jupiter aspects Saturn and Ketu.

I do have a strong interest in spirituality. I am very openminded and

tolerant of others in general. I believe in treating people like I

want to be treated as fellow human being and fellow soul. I feel that

has a lot to do with my mixed

Black,Portuguese,English,German,French,Italian,German,Puerto

Rican,Jewish,and Native American ancestry as well as my history as a

special education student ostracized by regular students because my

Dyslexia,Dyspraxia were mistakened for mental retardation.

I gave up meat last May. I am lacto-ovo vegetarian now. I want to

pursue holistic healing as a spiritual vocation. I feel that caring

and healing others can be very spiritual. I have been working on

getting myself healed. I don't see myself all the way healed,and so I

haven't gotten a massage therapy job yet. I don't want to transfer my

negative energy to others. I need to get rid of my negative feelings

of insecurity and low self esteem before I can go out in the world and

help others.

 

 

 

 

 

Raymond Andrews

San Francisco,CA

3:20 AM

 

 

 

 

Raymond

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> What are the exact influences of Moon-Mandi and Gulika-lagna aspects?

 

I meant:

what are the exact influences of Moon-Gulika and Mandi-lagna aspects?

 

sorry for the mistake

 

 

Raymond

 

 

 

, "astynaz" <astynaz> wrote:

>

>

>

> Hi all,

>

> I was wondering about Mandi and Gulika. I know that most modern vedic

> astrologers don't use them even though they are listed in the classics.

>

> I find them most intriguing because they are prominent in my chart.

>

> My Moon is in 9'42 Aquarius

> My Gulika is in 10'42 Leo

>

> My Lagna is in 19'59 Leo

> My Mandi is in 20'55 Leo

>

>

> As you can see both Mandi and Gulika are conjunct my Lagna and Moon

> respectively with 1 degree orb. That's very close conjunction

>

> I read that Mandi and Gulika are considered children of Saturn and

> that they have a Saturnian influence,and so they are considered

> malefics. I read that they are even more malefic than Saturn.

>

> What are the exact influences of Moon-Mandi and Gulika-lagna aspects?

>

> I am not a bad person,and I don't want to hurt others. I am even

> trying to pursue a career in the holistic healing arts

>

> I do have abnormalities that make me different from most people which

> are Auditory Dyslexia and Dyspraxia. Those conditions have to do with

> thinking outside the box,vivid imagination,mainly thinking in

> pictures,strong 3-D visualization abilities,intuition,and empathy. My

> experiences as a Dyslexic and Dyspraxic person have taught me to treat

> others like I want to be treated. I would like to work with children

> with special needs. My experiences as a Dyslexic and Dyspraxic have

> left me very insecure that I have had problems with anxiety and

> depression. I grew up feeling dumb and ugly.

>

> I was wondering if those things could be related to my strong Gulika

> and Mandi influences. My Moon is in Saturn's sign, Aquarius. 4th/9th

> house lord Mars conjuncts my Moon,and retrograde 6th/7th house lord

> Saturn in Taurus in 10th aspects the conjunction. My Moon is the lord

> of the 12th house and dispositor of my Ketu in Cancer in 12th house.

> My 5th/8th house lord Jupiter aspects Saturn and Ketu.

> I do have a strong interest in spirituality. I am very openminded and

> tolerant of others in general. I believe in treating people like I

> want to be treated as fellow human being and fellow soul. I feel that

> has a lot to do with my mixed

> Black,Portuguese,English,German,French,Italian,German,Puerto

> Rican,Jewish,and Native American ancestry as well as my history as a

> special education student ostracized by regular students because my

> Dyslexia,Dyspraxia were mistakened for mental retardation.

> I gave up meat last May. I am lacto-ovo vegetarian now. I want to

> pursue holistic healing as a spiritual vocation. I feel that caring

> and healing others can be very spiritual. I have been working on

> getting myself healed. I don't see myself all the way healed,and so I

> haven't gotten a massage therapy job yet. I don't want to transfer my

> negative energy to others. I need to get rid of my negative feelings

> of insecurity and low self esteem before I can go out in the world and

> help others.

>

>

>

>

>

> Raymond Andrews

> San Francisco,CA

> 3:20 AM

>

>

>

>

> Raymond

>

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Dear Mr Astynaz,

As upgrahas, the role they play is connected with fructification of results.if

unaspected ny benifics,tend to give negative results and reflect on deha,body

problems and health.Since you are involved with people probably may reduce

negative effects.In all healing practices what ever negative things come

up(received) in healing also need to be addressed by regular prayers.Pl also

ensure mandi do not bring in any disrepute and complications

krishnan

 

astynaz <astynaz wrote:

 

 

Hi all,

 

I was wondering about Mandi and Gulika. I know that most modern vedic

astrologers don't use them even though they are listed in the classics.

 

I find them most intriguing because they are prominent in my chart.

 

My Moon is in 9'42 Aquarius

My Gulika is in 10'42 Leo

 

My Lagna is in 19'59 Leo

My Mandi is in 20'55 Leo

 

 

As you can see both Mandi and Gulika are conjunct my Lagna and Moon

respectively with 1 degree orb. That's very close conjunction

 

I read that Mandi and Gulika are considered children of Saturn and

that they have a Saturnian influence,and so they are considered

malefics. I read that they are even more malefic than Saturn.

 

What are the exact influences of Moon-Mandi and Gulika-lagna aspects?

 

I am not a bad person,and I don't want to hurt others. I am even

trying to pursue a career in the holistic healing arts

 

I do have abnormalities that make me different from most people which

are Auditory Dyslexia and Dyspraxia. Those conditions have to do with

thinking outside the box,vivid imagination,mainly thinking in

pictures,strong 3-D visualization abilities,intuition,and empathy. My

experiences as a Dyslexic and Dyspraxic person have taught me to treat

others like I want to be treated. I would like to work with children

with special needs. My experiences as a Dyslexic and Dyspraxic have

left me very insecure that I have had problems with anxiety and

depression. I grew up feeling dumb and ugly.

 

I was wondering if those things could be related to my strong Gulika

and Mandi influences. My Moon is in Saturn's sign, Aquarius. 4th/9th

house lord Mars conjuncts my Moon,and retrograde 6th/7th house lord

Saturn in Taurus in 10th aspects the conjunction. My Moon is the lord

of the 12th house and dispositor of my Ketu in Cancer in 12th house.

My 5th/8th house lord Jupiter aspects Saturn and Ketu.

I do have a strong interest in spirituality. I am very openminded and

tolerant of others in general. I believe in treating people like I

want to be treated as fellow human being and fellow soul. I feel that

has a lot to do with my mixed

Black,Portuguese,English,German,French,Italian,German,Puerto

Rican,Jewish,and Native American ancestry as well as my history as a

special education student ostracized by regular students because my

Dyslexia,Dyspraxia were mistakened for mental retardation.

I gave up meat last May. I am lacto-ovo vegetarian now. I want to

pursue holistic healing as a spiritual vocation. I feel that caring

and healing others can be very spiritual. I have been working on

getting myself healed. I don't see myself all the way healed,and so I

haven't gotten a massage therapy job yet. I don't want to transfer my

negative energy to others. I need to get rid of my negative feelings

of insecurity and low self esteem before I can go out in the world and

help others.

 

 

 

 

 

Raymond Andrews

San Francisco,CA

3:20 AM

 

 

 

 

Raymond

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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ABSOLUTE BLISS.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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My waxing moon aspects Gulika and Mandi, I guess that helps. But Moon

is my 12th house lord,and so that can be bad. My Mars aspects Gulika

and Mandi,and so that can be bad. But Mars is my 4th/9th house

lord..hence my yoga karaka, and so that can be good.

 

It looks like mixed results.

 

I feel the bad results. I have had challenges in life. It hasn't been

an easy life. I had physical and emotional abuse from my mom,and I had

a controlling stepfather. I never knew my father who had drug

problems. My mother is a recovering alcoholic and drug addict with

diabetes and Hepatitis B/C. She was also shot when I was 3 yrs,and I

was with her at the time. Therefore she and I experienced trauma. I

never had a real girlfriend even though I would love to be married one

day. My Dyslexia,Dyspraxic symptoms were mistakened by psychiatrists

for psychotic symptoms. I have been constantly mistakened for gay

because I am a highly sensitive male with voice that sounds feminine.

I am actually androgenous in both looks and voice.

 

I say negative karma has resulted in this life bigtime.

 

 

Raymond

 

, vattem krishnan

<bursar_99> wrote:

>

> Dear Mr Astynaz,

> As upgrahas, the role they play is connected with fructification

of results.if unaspected ny benifics,tend to give negative results and

reflect on deha,body problems and health.Since you are involved with

people probably may reduce negative effects.In all healing practices

what ever negative things come up(received) in healing also need to

be addressed by regular prayers.Pl also ensure mandi do not bring in

any disrepute and complications

> krishnan

>

> astynaz <astynaz> wrote:

>

>

> Hi all,

>

> I was wondering about Mandi and Gulika. I know that most modern vedic

> astrologers don't use them even though they are listed in the classics.

>

> I find them most intriguing because they are prominent in my chart.

>

> My Moon is in 9'42 Aquarius

> My Gulika is in 10'42 Leo

>

> My Lagna is in 19'59 Leo

> My Mandi is in 20'55 Leo

>

>

> As you can see both Mandi and Gulika are conjunct my Lagna and Moon

> respectively with 1 degree orb. That's very close conjunction

>

> I read that Mandi and Gulika are considered children of Saturn and

> that they have a Saturnian influence,and so they are considered

> malefics. I read that they are even more malefic than Saturn.

>

> What are the exact influences of Moon-Mandi and Gulika-lagna aspects?

>

> I am not a bad person,and I don't want to hurt others. I am even

> trying to pursue a career in the holistic healing arts

>

> I do have abnormalities that make me different from most people which

> are Auditory Dyslexia and Dyspraxia. Those conditions have to do with

> thinking outside the box,vivid imagination,mainly thinking in

> pictures,strong 3-D visualization abilities,intuition,and empathy. My

> experiences as a Dyslexic and Dyspraxic person have taught me to treat

> others like I want to be treated. I would like to work with children

> with special needs. My experiences as a Dyslexic and Dyspraxic have

> left me very insecure that I have had problems with anxiety and

> depression. I grew up feeling dumb and ugly.

>

> I was wondering if those things could be related to my strong Gulika

> and Mandi influences. My Moon is in Saturn's sign, Aquarius. 4th/9th

> house lord Mars conjuncts my Moon,and retrograde 6th/7th house lord

> Saturn in Taurus in 10th aspects the conjunction. My Moon is the lord

> of the 12th house and dispositor of my Ketu in Cancer in 12th house.

> My 5th/8th house lord Jupiter aspects Saturn and Ketu.

> I do have a strong interest in spirituality. I am very openminded and

> tolerant of others in general. I believe in treating people like I

> want to be treated as fellow human being and fellow soul. I feel that

> has a lot to do with my mixed

> Black,Portuguese,English,German,French,Italian,German,Puerto

> Rican,Jewish,and Native American ancestry as well as my history as a

> special education student ostracized by regular students because my

> Dyslexia,Dyspraxia were mistakened for mental retardation.

> I gave up meat last May. I am lacto-ovo vegetarian now. I want to

> pursue holistic healing as a spiritual vocation. I feel that caring

> and healing others can be very spiritual. I have been working on

> getting myself healed. I don't see myself all the way healed,and so I

> haven't gotten a massage therapy job yet. I don't want to transfer my

> negative energy to others. I need to get rid of my negative feelings

> of insecurity and low self esteem before I can go out in the world and

> help others.

>

>

>

>

>

> Raymond Andrews

> San Francisco,CA

> 3:20 AM

>

>

>

>

> Raymond

>

SURRENDER JOYFULLY TO THE WILL OF THE ULTIMATE DIVINITY AND RELISH

THE TASTE OF ABSOLUTE BLISS.

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> Visit your group "" on the web.

>

>

>

>

> Terms of

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Sir,

"I am a highly sensitive male with voice"

It sounds that lot of hesitations low self esteem and as you have already gone

through sevral anxieties it is time there is nothing to worry about further.Pray

to saturn.read navagraha stotras regularly.of possible moola mantras.After all

life is all kind of ups and owns.let's face.Nothing like a looser and it is

win-win and depends on how we look at things as fixed due to karmas or improve

through different approach and be open for growth.

krishnan

 

astynaz <astynaz wrote:

 

My waxing moon aspects Gulika and Mandi, I guess that helps. But Moon

is my 12th house lord,and so that can be bad. My Mars aspects Gulika

and Mandi,and so that can be bad. But Mars is my 4th/9th house

lord..hence my yoga karaka, and so that can be good.

 

It looks like mixed results.

 

I feel the bad results. I have had challenges in life. It hasn't been

an easy life. I had physical and emotional abuse from my mom,and I had

a controlling stepfather. I never knew my father who had drug

problems. My mother is a recovering alcoholic and drug addict with

diabetes and Hepatitis B/C. She was also shot when I was 3 yrs,and I

was with her at the time. Therefore she and I experienced trauma. I

never had a real girlfriend even though I would love to be married one

day. My Dyslexia,Dyspraxic symptoms were mistakened by psychiatrists

for psychotic symptoms. I have been constantly mistakened for gay

because I am a highly sensitive male with voice that sounds feminine.

I am actually androgenous in both looks and voice.

 

I say negative karma has resulted in this life bigtime.

 

 

Raymond

 

, vattem krishnan

<bursar_99> wrote:

>

> Dear Mr Astynaz,

> As upgrahas, the role they play is connected with fructification

of results.if unaspected ny benifics,tend to give negative results and

reflect on deha,body problems and health.Since you are involved with

people probably may reduce negative effects.In all healing practices

what ever negative things come up(received) in healing also need to

be addressed by regular prayers.Pl also ensure mandi do not bring in

any disrepute and complications

> krishnan

>

> astynaz <astynaz> wrote:

>

>

> Hi all,

>

> I was wondering about Mandi and Gulika. I know that most modern vedic

> astrologers don't use them even though they are listed in the classics.

>

> I find them most intriguing because they are prominent in my chart.

>

> My Moon is in 9'42 Aquarius

> My Gulika is in 10'42 Leo

>

> My Lagna is in 19'59 Leo

> My Mandi is in 20'55 Leo

>

>

> As you can see both Mandi and Gulika are conjunct my Lagna and Moon

> respectively with 1 degree orb. That's very close conjunction

>

> I read that Mandi and Gulika are considered children of Saturn and

> that they have a Saturnian influence,and so they are considered

> malefics. I read that they are even more malefic than Saturn.

>

> What are the exact influences of Moon-Mandi and Gulika-lagna aspects?

>

> I am not a bad person,and I don't want to hurt others. I am even

> trying to pursue a career in the holistic healing arts

>

> I do have abnormalities that make me different from most people which

> are Auditory Dyslexia and Dyspraxia. Those conditions have to do with

> thinking outside the box,vivid imagination,mainly thinking in

> pictures,strong 3-D visualization abilities,intuition,and empathy. My

> experiences as a Dyslexic and Dyspraxic person have taught me to treat

> others like I want to be treated. I would like to work with children

> with special needs. My experiences as a Dyslexic and Dyspraxic have

> left me very insecure that I have had problems with anxiety and

> depression. I grew up feeling dumb and ugly.

>

> I was wondering if those things could be related to my strong Gulika

> and Mandi influences. My Moon is in Saturn's sign, Aquarius. 4th/9th

> house lord Mars conjuncts my Moon,and retrograde 6th/7th house lord

> Saturn in Taurus in 10th aspects the conjunction. My Moon is the lord

> of the 12th house and dispositor of my Ketu in Cancer in 12th house.

> My 5th/8th house lord Jupiter aspects Saturn and Ketu.

> I do have a strong interest in spirituality. I am very openminded and

> tolerant of others in general. I believe in treating people like I

> want to be treated as fellow human being and fellow soul. I feel that

> has a lot to do with my mixed

> Black,Portuguese,English,German,French,Italian,German,Puerto

> Rican,Jewish,and Native American ancestry as well as my history as a

> special education student ostracized by regular students because my

> Dyslexia,Dyspraxia were mistakened for mental retardation.

> I gave up meat last May. I am lacto-ovo vegetarian now. I want to

> pursue holistic healing as a spiritual vocation. I feel that caring

> and healing others can be very spiritual. I have been working on

> getting myself healed. I don't see myself all the way healed,and so I

> haven't gotten a massage therapy job yet. I don't want to transfer my

> negative energy to others. I need to get rid of my negative feelings

> of insecurity and low self esteem before I can go out in the world and

> help others.

>

>

>

>

>

> Raymond Andrews

> San Francisco,CA

> 3:20 AM

>

>

>

>

> Raymond

>

SURRENDER JOYFULLY TO THE WILL OF THE ULTIMATE DIVINITY AND RELISH

THE TASTE OF ABSOLUTE BLISS.

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> Visit your group "" on the web.

>

>

>

>

> Terms of

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>

>

>

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>

>

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Just because a person is highly sensitive male doesn't mean that they

have a lot of anxieties and how low self esteem.

 

There are a lot of highly sensitive males that don't have those

issues. They use their high sensitivity to be

empathic,compassionate,understanding and they can be involved in the

healing arts and be nurturing. They can channel that sensitivity into

music and stuff.

 

High sensitivity is a natural trait is typically in people with

learning disorders like Dyslexia,Dyspraxia as well as conditions like

AD/HD. High sensitivity is very common in the gifted. Giftedness is

common in Dyslexia,Dyspraxia,and AD/HD.

 

 

 

It seems that high sensitivity is viewed negatively in society in

India...especially if the high sensitivity is in males

 

That's the damned problem in the friggen first place.

 

Highly sensitive males are given a hard time because they don't fit

the traditional male stereotype.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

, vattem krishnan

<bursar_99> wrote:

>

>

> Sir,

> "I am a highly sensitive male with voice"

> It sounds that lot of hesitations low self esteem and as you have

already gone through sevral anxieties it is time there is nothing to

worry about further.Pray to saturn.read navagraha stotras regularly.of

possible moola mantras.After all life is all kind of ups and

owns.let's face.Nothing like a looser and it is win-win and depends on

how we look at things as fixed due to karmas or improve through

different approach and be open for growth.

> krishnan

>

> astynaz <astynaz> wrote:

>

> My waxing moon aspects Gulika and Mandi, I guess that helps. But Moon

> is my 12th house lord,and so that can be bad. My Mars aspects Gulika

> and Mandi,and so that can be bad. But Mars is my 4th/9th house

> lord..hence my yoga karaka, and so that can be good.

>

> It looks like mixed results.

>

> I feel the bad results. I have had challenges in life. It hasn't been

> an easy life. I had physical and emotional abuse from my mom,and I had

> a controlling stepfather. I never knew my father who had drug

> problems. My mother is a recovering alcoholic and drug addict with

> diabetes and Hepatitis B/C. She was also shot when I was 3 yrs,and I

> was with her at the time. Therefore she and I experienced trauma. I

> never had a real girlfriend even though I would love to be married one

> day. My Dyslexia,Dyspraxic symptoms were mistakened by psychiatrists

> for psychotic symptoms. I have been constantly mistakened for gay

> because I am a highly sensitive male with voice that sounds feminine.

> I am actually androgenous in both looks and voice.

>

> I say negative karma has resulted in this life bigtime.

>

>

> Raymond

>

> , vattem krishnan

> <bursar_99> wrote:

> >

> > Dear Mr Astynaz,

> > As upgrahas, the role they play is connected with fructification

> of results.if unaspected ny benifics,tend to give negative results and

> reflect on deha,body problems and health.Since you are involved with

> people probably may reduce negative effects.In all healing practices

> what ever negative things come up(received) in healing also need to

> be addressed by regular prayers.Pl also ensure mandi do not bring in

> any disrepute and complications

> > krishnan

> >

> > astynaz <astynaz> wrote:

> >

> >

> > Hi all,

> >

> > I was wondering about Mandi and Gulika. I know that most modern vedic

> > astrologers don't use them even though they are listed in the

classics.

> >

> > I find them most intriguing because they are prominent in my chart.

> >

> > My Moon is in 9'42 Aquarius

> > My Gulika is in 10'42 Leo

> >

> > My Lagna is in 19'59 Leo

> > My Mandi is in 20'55 Leo

> >

> >

> > As you can see both Mandi and Gulika are conjunct my Lagna and Moon

> > respectively with 1 degree orb. That's very close conjunction

> >

> > I read that Mandi and Gulika are considered children of Saturn and

> > that they have a Saturnian influence,and so they are considered

> > malefics. I read that they are even more malefic than Saturn.

> >

> > What are the exact influences of Moon-Mandi and Gulika-lagna aspects?

> >

> > I am not a bad person,and I don't want to hurt others. I am even

> > trying to pursue a career in the holistic healing arts

> >

> > I do have abnormalities that make me different from most people which

> > are Auditory Dyslexia and Dyspraxia. Those conditions have to do with

> > thinking outside the box,vivid imagination,mainly thinking in

> > pictures,strong 3-D visualization abilities,intuition,and empathy. My

> > experiences as a Dyslexic and Dyspraxic person have taught me to treat

> > others like I want to be treated. I would like to work with children

> > with special needs. My experiences as a Dyslexic and Dyspraxic have

> > left me very insecure that I have had problems with anxiety and

> > depression. I grew up feeling dumb and ugly.

> >

> > I was wondering if those things could be related to my strong Gulika

> > and Mandi influences. My Moon is in Saturn's sign, Aquarius. 4th/9th

> > house lord Mars conjuncts my Moon,and retrograde 6th/7th house lord

> > Saturn in Taurus in 10th aspects the conjunction. My Moon is the lord

> > of the 12th house and dispositor of my Ketu in Cancer in 12th house.

> > My 5th/8th house lord Jupiter aspects Saturn and Ketu.

> > I do have a strong interest in spirituality. I am very openminded and

> > tolerant of others in general. I believe in treating people like I

> > want to be treated as fellow human being and fellow soul. I feel that

> > has a lot to do with my mixed

> > Black,Portuguese,English,German,French,Italian,German,Puerto

> > Rican,Jewish,and Native American ancestry as well as my history as a

> > special education student ostracized by regular students because my

> > Dyslexia,Dyspraxia were mistakened for mental retardation.

> > I gave up meat last May. I am lacto-ovo vegetarian now. I want to

> > pursue holistic healing as a spiritual vocation. I feel that caring

> > and healing others can be very spiritual. I have been working on

> > getting myself healed. I don't see myself all the way healed,and so I

> > haven't gotten a massage therapy job yet. I don't want to transfer my

> > negative energy to others. I need to get rid of my negative feelings

> > of insecurity and low self esteem before I can go out in the world and

> > help others.

> >

> >

> >

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Hi,

 

I am also an INFP/INFJ according to Myers Briggs/Kiersey profiles.

Those are the most sensitive people,and they are very intuitive and

empathetic.

 

 

 

f you find you are a highly sensitive person, or your child is, then

you need to be aware of the following points:

 

* This trait is normal--it is inherited by 15 to 20% of the

population, and indeed the same percentage seems to be present in all

higher animals.

* Being an HSP means your nervous system is more sensitive to

subtleties. Your sight, hearing, and sense of smell are not

necessarily keener (although they may be). But your brain processes

information and reflects on it more deeply.

* Being an HSP also means, necessarily, that you are more easily

overstimulated, stressed out, overwhelmed.

* This trait is not something new I discovered--it has been

mislabeled as shyness (not an inherited trait), introversion (30% of

HSPs are actually extraverts), inhibitedness, fearfulness, and the

like. HSPs can be these, but none of these are the fundamental trait

they have inherited.

* The reason for these negative misnomers and general lack of

research on the subject is that in this culture being tough and

outgoing is the preferred or ideal personality--not high sensitivity.

(Therefore in the past the research focus has been on sensitivity's

potential negative impact on sociability and boldness, not the

phenomenon itself or its purpose.) This cultural bias affects HSPs as

much as their trait affects them, as I am sure you realize. Even those

who loved you probably told you, "don't be so sensitive," making you

feel abnormal when in fact you could do nothing about it and it is not

abnormal at all.

 

http://www.hsperson.com/

 

 

the problem is that high sensitivity in males is frowned upon in

society. They are often seen as weak,gay,sissy,and all kinds of stupid

crap. It's all bullcrap

 

Ignorance is not bliss.

 

 

 

Raymond

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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, "astynaz" <astynaz> wrote:

>

>

> Just because a person is highly sensitive male doesn't mean that they

> have a lot of anxieties and how low self esteem.

>

> There are a lot of highly sensitive males that don't have those

> issues. They use their high sensitivity to be

> empathic,compassionate,understanding and they can be involved in the

> healing arts and be nurturing. They can channel that sensitivity into

> music and stuff.

>

> High sensitivity is a natural trait is typically in people with

> learning disorders like Dyslexia,Dyspraxia as well as conditions like

> AD/HD. High sensitivity is very common in the gifted. Giftedness is

> common in Dyslexia,Dyspraxia,and AD/HD.

>

>

>

> It seems that high sensitivity is viewed negatively in society in

> India...especially if the high sensitivity is in males

>

> That's the damned problem in the friggen first place.

>

> Highly sensitive males are given a hard time because they don't fit

> the traditional male stereotype.

>

, vattem krishnan

> <bursar_99> wrote:

> >

> >

> > Sir,

> > "I am a highly sensitive male with voice"

> > It sounds that lot of hesitations low self esteem and as you have

> already gone through sevral anxieties it is time there is nothing to

> worry about further.Pray to saturn.read navagraha stotras regularly.of

> possible moola mantras.After all life is all kind of ups and

> owns.let's face.Nothing like a looser and it is win-win and depends on

> how we look at things as fixed due to karmas or improve through

> different approach and be open for growth.

> > krishnan

> >

> > astynaz <astynaz> wrote:

> >

> > My waxing moon aspects Gulika and Mandi, I guess that helps. But Moon

> > is my 12th house lord,and so that can be bad. My Mars aspects Gulika

> > and Mandi,and so that can be bad. But Mars is my 4th/9th house

> > lord..hence my yoga karaka, and so that can be good.

> >

> > It looks like mixed results.

> >

> > I feel the bad results. I have had challenges in life. It hasn't been

> > an easy life. I had physical and emotional abuse from my mom,and I had

> > a controlling stepfather. I never knew my father who had drug

> > problems. My mother is a recovering alcoholic and drug addict with

> > diabetes and Hepatitis B/C. She was also shot when I was 3 yrs,and I

> > was with her at the time. Therefore she and I experienced trauma. I

> > never had a real girlfriend even though I would love to be married one

> > day. My Dyslexia,Dyspraxic symptoms were mistakened by psychiatrists

> > for psychotic symptoms. I have been constantly mistakened for gay

> > because I am a highly sensitive male with voice that sounds feminine.

> > I am actually androgenous in both looks and voice.

> >

> > I say negative karma has resulted in this life bigtime.

> >

> >

> > Raymond

> >

> > , vattem krishnan

> > <bursar_99> wrote:

> > >

> > > Dear Mr Astynaz,

> > > As upgrahas, the role they play is connected with fructification

> > of results.if unaspected ny benifics,tend to give negative results and

> > reflect on deha,body problems and health.Since you are involved with

> > people probably may reduce negative effects.In all healing practices

> > what ever negative things come up(received) in healing also need to

> > be addressed by regular prayers.Pl also ensure mandi do not bring in

> > any disrepute and complications

> > > krishnan

> > >

> > > astynaz <astynaz> wrote:

> > >

> > >

> > > Hi all,

> > >

> > > I was wondering about Mandi and Gulika. I know that most modern

vedic

> > > astrologers don't use them even though they are listed in the

> classics.

> > >

> > > I find them most intriguing because they are prominent in my chart.

> > >

> > > My Moon is in 9'42 Aquarius

> > > My Gulika is in 10'42 Leo

> > >

> > > My Lagna is in 19'59 Leo

> > > My Mandi is in 20'55 Leo

> > >

> > >

> > > As you can see both Mandi and Gulika are conjunct my Lagna and Moon

> > > respectively with 1 degree orb. That's very close conjunction

> > >

> > > I read that Mandi and Gulika are considered children of Saturn and

> > > that they have a Saturnian influence,and so they are considered

> > > malefics. I read that they are even more malefic than Saturn.

> > >

> > > What are the exact influences of Moon-Mandi and Gulika-lagna

aspects?

> > >

> > > I am not a bad person,and I don't want to hurt others. I am even

> > > trying to pursue a career in the holistic healing arts

> > >

> > > I do have abnormalities that make me different from most people

which

> > > are Auditory Dyslexia and Dyspraxia. Those conditions have to do

with

> > > thinking outside the box,vivid imagination,mainly thinking in

> > > pictures,strong 3-D visualization abilities,intuition,and

empathy. My

> > > experiences as a Dyslexic and Dyspraxic person have taught me to

treat

> > > others like I want to be treated. I would like to work with children

> > > with special needs. My experiences as a Dyslexic and Dyspraxic have

> > > left me very insecure that I have had problems with anxiety and

> > > depression. I grew up feeling dumb and ugly.

> > >

> > > I was wondering if those things could be related to my strong Gulika

> > > and Mandi influences. My Moon is in Saturn's sign, Aquarius. 4th/9th

> > > house lord Mars conjuncts my Moon,and retrograde 6th/7th house lord

> > > Saturn in Taurus in 10th aspects the conjunction. My Moon is the

lord

> > > of the 12th house and dispositor of my Ketu in Cancer in 12th house.

> > > My 5th/8th house lord Jupiter aspects Saturn and Ketu.

> > > I do have a strong interest in spirituality. I am very

openminded and

> > > tolerant of others in general. I believe in treating people like I

> > > want to be treated as fellow human being and fellow soul. I feel

that

> > > has a lot to do with my mixed

> > > Black,Portuguese,English,German,French,Italian,German,Puerto

> > > Rican,Jewish,and Native American ancestry as well as my history as a

> > > special education student ostracized by regular students because my

> > > Dyslexia,Dyspraxia were mistakened for mental retardation.

> > > I gave up meat last May. I am lacto-ovo vegetarian now. I want to

> > > pursue holistic healing as a spiritual vocation. I feel that caring

> > > and healing others can be very spiritual. I have been working on

> > > getting myself healed. I don't see myself all the way healed,and

so I

> > > haven't gotten a massage therapy job yet. I don't want to

transfer my

> > > negative energy to others. I need to get rid of my negative feelings

> > > of insecurity and low self esteem before I can go out in the

world and

> > > help others.

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > > Raymond Andrews

> > > San Francisco,CA

> > > 3:20 AM

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> > > Raymond

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Part One - The Connection between Ultra-sensitivity and LD/ADD

 

By Elizabeth Bogod

 

Do you sometimes feel that you unusually overreact to everyday

situations? For instance, do you find yourself easily frustrated,

moved to tears, overwhelmed while others in the same situation seem to

be unaffected? Do you think of yourself as a sensitive person? Well,

you may have good reason to think so. There is some evidence to back

up the fact that people with learning disabilities and/or Attention

Deficit Disorder are typically more prone to sensitivity and, for

sure, the topic of oversensitivity comes up frequently In IADA support

groups.

 

Being ultra-sensitive is not necessarily a bad thing. Most of us like

to think of ourselves as being caring, thoughtful, sensitive folk and

LD/ADD hyper-sensitivity may even be a strength, but I will talk about

this in a later newsletter.

 

To start, I want to clarify exactly what is meant by the term "Highly

Sensitive Person". The term "highly sensitive person" was first

introduced into pop psychology by Dr. Elaine Aron, author of ""The

Highly Sensitive Person - How to Thrive When the World Overwhelms

You". Dr. Aron describing persons with this characteristic as having

an extremely sensitive nervous system. In other words, she contends

highly sensitive people are biologically more sensitive to external

stimuli such as glaring lights, strong odors, and clutter, not just

emotional stimuli (Aron, 1999). Most of us only think of the academic

difficulties associated with LD and ADD, but if Dr. Aron's theory

holds good, then ultra-sensitivity will likely affect every aspect of

our lives including all aspects of daily living, family, and work and

school.

 

It is important to note that being highly sensitive does not mean you

have a disorder. It is rather a characteristic or personality trait.

Unfortunately, no research exists to link this particular theory to LD

or ADD. However, Dr. Jean Ayres, Ph.D., with her concept of sensory

integration, does present significant evidence of a link between

ultra-sensitivity and LD/ADD (Sensory Integration International: FAQ).

This theory describes dysfunction in processing information through

the senses (touch, movement, smell, taste, vision, and hearing). Some

signs of this sensory integration dysfunction include:

 

Oversensitivity to touch movement, sights, or sounds

 

Distractibility

Hypo or Hyperactivity

Complaints about how clothes feel - especially tags, socks, and shoes

Difficulty making transitions from one situation to another

Inability to unwind or calm self

Impulsivity

Delays in speech, language, or motor skills

Delays in academic achievement

Frequent Mood Changes

 

Does any of the above sound familiar to you? Research indicates that

up to 70% of children with learning problems experience

characteristics of this sort (Sensory Integration International: FAQ).

So it is conceivable that LD/ADD adults are more neurologically

susceptible to being highly sensitive individuals.

 

So what does this research mean for you? It means that you can take

comfort in knowing that high sensitivity is NOT a personality flaw. It

means that it may help you come to terms accuse you of being "too

sensitive", "overly emotional", "weak", or "thin-skinned". Comments

like these may make you feel bad about yourself or shamed into change

but knowing the reasons for the source of your hyper-sensitivity -

that it is the result of the way your central nervous system copes

with stimuli - may help you to cope with people who criticize you

because they do not understand your sensitivities.

 

More importantly, though, you are beginning to understand a new side

of your LD/ADD. In the next News Letter, you will find out about the

gifts of being highly sensitive and more…!

 

Do you have any thoughts or experiences to share on the topic of

ultra-sensitivity and LD/ADD? Send your comments to our mailing

address or email us at iada-victoria

 

Resources

 

Aron, Elaine. The Highly Sensitive Person: How To Thrive When The

World Overwhelms You . Broadway Books, 1999.

 

Sensory Integration International, "Frequently Asked Questions".

Available at: http://www.sensoryint.com/faq.html

 

Part Two - The Affects of Ultra-sensitivity on Our Lives

 

by Liz Bogod

 

The previous newsletter discussed the connection between

ultra-sensitivity and LD/ADD. We now explore this connection further

and take a deeper look at the affects of ultra-sensitivity on our lives.

 

Having LD/ADD may mean you are more sensitive than the average

individual. In fact, many definitions of LD and ADD include "emotional

instability" as a defining characteristic. Throughout history, gifted

people such as artists, writers and musicians have demonstrated

ultra-sensitive characteristics. Given the fact that so many people

with LD and/or ADD are, in fact, creatively and intellectually gifted,

it follows that they, too, are likely to be highly sensitive individuals.

 

Dabrowski, a psychiatrist who specializes in giftedness, proposes five

areas of extreme sensitivity in gifted individuals which he terms as

"over-excitabilities". You may recognize some of the following areas

in yourself:

 

Psychomotor - Need for extreme physical activity, movement, and sports

activity

 

Hyperactivity, restlessness; inability to quell non-stop inner thought

processes (often cause of sleeping problems); highly pronounced

gesturing, fast talking

 

Sensual - Heightened sensory awareness

 

Over-reaction to sensory input (bad smells, bright lights, loud

noises, etc); heightened tactile sensitivity (e.g. to textured

fabrics); finds some sensory input intolerable and may need to leave

location of stimuli

 

Imaginational - Thinks and lives in fantasy worlds

 

The poets, the fantasizers, the "space cadets" of this world; uses

metaphorical speech; day dreams; remembers and reacts strongly to

night dreams

 

Intellectual - A heightened response to intellectual questions and

problems

 

Intense focus on particular topic, difficulty diverting away from

topic (which may interfere with development of social relationships);

often a highly ethical, moral topic requiring sustained analytical

thinking abilities; difficulty letting go of the world's problems

without continual questioning

 

Emotional - Heightened emotional reactions and attachments to people

 

Emotions experienced in extremes; need to develop strong emotional

attachments; self-examination; natural ability for empathy and

compassion; often perceives others as not caring enough;

susceptibility to depression and anxiety

 

http://www.ldpride.net/sensitivity.htm

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

, "astynaz" <astynaz> wrote:

>

>

> Hi,

>

> I am also an INFP/INFJ according to Myers Briggs/Kiersey profiles.

> Those are the most sensitive people,and they are very intuitive and

> empathetic.

>

>

>

> f you find you are a highly sensitive person, or your child is, then

> you need to be aware of the following points:

>

> * This trait is normal--it is inherited by 15 to 20% of the

> population, and indeed the same percentage seems to be present in all

> higher animals.

> * Being an HSP means your nervous system is more sensitive to

> subtleties. Your sight, hearing, and sense of smell are not

> necessarily keener (although they may be). But your brain processes

> information and reflects on it more deeply.

> * Being an HSP also means, necessarily, that you are more easily

> overstimulated, stressed out, overwhelmed.

> * This trait is not something new I discovered--it has been

> mislabeled as shyness (not an inherited trait), introversion (30% of

> HSPs are actually extraverts), inhibitedness, fearfulness, and the

> like. HSPs can be these, but none of these are the fundamental trait

> they have inherited.

> * The reason for these negative misnomers and general lack of

> research on the subject is that in this culture being tough and

> outgoing is the preferred or ideal personality--not high sensitivity.

> (Therefore in the past the research focus has been on sensitivity's

> potential negative impact on sociability and boldness, not the

> phenomenon itself or its purpose.) This cultural bias affects HSPs as

> much as their trait affects them, as I am sure you realize. Even those

> who loved you probably told you, "don't be so sensitive," making you

> feel abnormal when in fact you could do nothing about it and it is not

> abnormal at all.

>

> http://www.hsperson.com/

>

>

> the problem is that high sensitivity in males is frowned upon in

> society. They are often seen as weak,gay,sissy,and all kinds of stupid

> crap. It's all bullcrap

>

> Ignorance is not bliss.

>

>

>

> Raymond

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

http://www.hsperson.com/

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

, "astynaz" <astynaz> wrote:

> >

> >

> > Just because a person is highly sensitive male doesn't mean that they

> > have a lot of anxieties and how low self esteem.

> >

> > There are a lot of highly sensitive males that don't have those

> > issues. They use their high sensitivity to be

> > empathic,compassionate,understanding and they can be involved in the

> > healing arts and be nurturing. They can channel that sensitivity into

> > music and stuff.

> >

> > High sensitivity is a natural trait is typically in people with

> > learning disorders like Dyslexia,Dyspraxia as well as conditions like

> > AD/HD. High sensitivity is very common in the gifted. Giftedness is

> > common in Dyslexia,Dyspraxia,and AD/HD.

> >

> >

> >

> > It seems that high sensitivity is viewed negatively in society in

> > India...especially if the high sensitivity is in males

> >

> > That's the damned problem in the friggen first place.

> >

> > Highly sensitive males are given a hard time because they don't fit

> > the traditional male stereotype.

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> > , vattem krishnan

> > <bursar_99> wrote:

> > >

> > >

> > > Sir,

> > > "I am a highly sensitive male with voice"

> > > It sounds that lot of hesitations low self esteem and as you have

> > already gone through sevral anxieties it is time there is nothing to

> > worry about further.Pray to saturn.read navagraha stotras regularly.of

> > possible moola mantras.After all life is all kind of ups and

> > owns.let's face.Nothing like a looser and it is win-win and depends on

> > how we look at things as fixed due to karmas or improve through

> > different approach and be open for growth.

> > > krishnan

> > >

> > > astynaz <astynaz> wrote:

> > >

> > > My waxing moon aspects Gulika and Mandi, I guess that helps. But

Moon

> > > is my 12th house lord,and so that can be bad. My Mars aspects

Gulika

> > > and Mandi,and so that can be bad. But Mars is my 4th/9th house

> > > lord..hence my yoga karaka, and so that can be good.

> > >

> > > It looks like mixed results.

> > >

> > > I feel the bad results. I have had challenges in life. It hasn't

been

> > > an easy life. I had physical and emotional abuse from my mom,and

I had

> > > a controlling stepfather. I never knew my father who had drug

> > > problems. My mother is a recovering alcoholic and drug addict with

> > > diabetes and Hepatitis B/C. She was also shot when I was 3 yrs,and I

> > > was with her at the time. Therefore she and I experienced trauma. I

> > > never had a real girlfriend even though I would love to be

married one

> > > day. My Dyslexia,Dyspraxic symptoms were mistakened by psychiatrists

> > > for psychotic symptoms. I have been constantly mistakened for gay

> > > because I am a highly sensitive male with voice that sounds

feminine.

> > > I am actually androgenous in both looks and voice.

> > >

> > > I say negative karma has resulted in this life bigtime.

> > >

> > >

> > > Raymond

> > >

> > > , vattem krishnan

> > > <bursar_99> wrote:

> > > >

> > > > Dear Mr Astynaz,

> > > > As upgrahas, the role they play is connected with fructification

> > > of results.if unaspected ny benifics,tend to give negative

results and

> > > reflect on deha,body problems and health.Since you are involved with

> > > people probably may reduce negative effects.In all healing practices

> > > what ever negative things come up(received) in healing also need to

> > > be addressed by regular prayers.Pl also ensure mandi do not bring in

> > > any disrepute and complications

> > > > krishnan

> > > >

> > > > astynaz <astynaz> wrote:

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > Hi all,

> > > >

> > > > I was wondering about Mandi and Gulika. I know that most modern

> vedic

> > > > astrologers don't use them even though they are listed in the

> > classics.

> > > >

> > > > I find them most intriguing because they are prominent in my

chart.

> > > >

> > > > My Moon is in 9'42 Aquarius

> > > > My Gulika is in 10'42 Leo

> > > >

> > > > My Lagna is in 19'59 Leo

> > > > My Mandi is in 20'55 Leo

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > As you can see both Mandi and Gulika are conjunct my Lagna and

Moon

> > > > respectively with 1 degree orb. That's very close conjunction

> > > >

> > > > I read that Mandi and Gulika are considered children of Saturn and

> > > > that they have a Saturnian influence,and so they are considered

> > > > malefics. I read that they are even more malefic than Saturn.

> > > >

> > > > What are the exact influences of Moon-Mandi and Gulika-lagna

> aspects?

> > > >

> > > > I am not a bad person,and I don't want to hurt others. I am even

> > > > trying to pursue a career in the holistic healing arts

> > > >

> > > > I do have abnormalities that make me different from most people

> which

> > > > are Auditory Dyslexia and Dyspraxia. Those conditions have to do

> with

> > > > thinking outside the box,vivid imagination,mainly thinking in

> > > > pictures,strong 3-D visualization abilities,intuition,and

> empathy. My

> > > > experiences as a Dyslexic and Dyspraxic person have taught me to

> treat

> > > > others like I want to be treated. I would like to work with

children

> > > > with special needs. My experiences as a Dyslexic and Dyspraxic

have

> > > > left me very insecure that I have had problems with anxiety and

> > > > depression. I grew up feeling dumb and ugly.

> > > >

> > > > I was wondering if those things could be related to my strong

Gulika

> > > > and Mandi influences. My Moon is in Saturn's sign, Aquarius.

4th/9th

> > > > house lord Mars conjuncts my Moon,and retrograde 6th/7th house

lord

> > > > Saturn in Taurus in 10th aspects the conjunction. My Moon is the

> lord

> > > > of the 12th house and dispositor of my Ketu in Cancer in 12th

house.

> > > > My 5th/8th house lord Jupiter aspects Saturn and Ketu.

> > > > I do have a strong interest in spirituality. I am very

> openminded and

> > > > tolerant of others in general. I believe in treating people like I

> > > > want to be treated as fellow human being and fellow soul. I feel

> that

> > > > has a lot to do with my mixed

> > > > Black,Portuguese,English,German,French,Italian,German,Puerto

> > > > Rican,Jewish,and Native American ancestry as well as my

history as a

> > > > special education student ostracized by regular students

because my

> > > > Dyslexia,Dyspraxia were mistakened for mental retardation.

> > > > I gave up meat last May. I am lacto-ovo vegetarian now. I want to

> > > > pursue holistic healing as a spiritual vocation. I feel that

caring

> > > > and healing others can be very spiritual. I have been working on

> > > > getting myself healed. I don't see myself all the way healed,and

> so I

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