advice please

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Dear memebers,

 

I come forward to humbly ask for your advice.

I am a 44 yo woman who stuggled all her life with

different diseases, trying all the time to find a

natural cure for this and that. I don t go to the

regular doctor unless something is really bad because

I had bad experiences with doctors ( bad surgeries,

etc)

So you need to understand that I have a natural

aversion towards the doctor s treatments.

 

Latelly I don t feel right again and I am asking my

inner self what s going wrong. Two nights ago I had

this very weird dream: I was walking on a dusty road

and I met a group of gipsies women. With them there

was a little girl. A handicaped child, short, with

twisted small hands. One of the women asked me; Do you

really want to know what s wrong with you? Give her

your hand and she will tell you. The little girl took

my hand in her small twisted hands, hold it for a

moment and started to wisper: you have urinary bladder

cancer. Whatt??? i said. And she continued: dont go to

the doctors because I am tired to see the results of

their stupid treatments.

As I was stayind in the middle of road, shocked , and

out of blue a big white being came to me and with all

her love tryed to embrace me but I pushed her away

saying: you are a doctor, I can not stand doctors! And

I woke up very troubled.

I know that my aversion towards doctors is not

justified. I have friends who are doctors and some of

them are wonderful human beings. It is just my destiny

that gave me bad experiences with them.

Please send me some advice what should I understand

from this dream????

Thank you for your time

Maria