Guest guest Posted March 30, 2005 Report Share Posted March 30, 2005 Namaste, I realized that I had been foolish by not including my chart information. It is a bit tricky because there are two or three towns by the same name in my native country, so noticing the state is important. Naturally, what I want to know is how to be most successful. I would like to become wealthy enough to promote spiritual activities and help stir those who would like not to be swept by ignorance and the lower tendencies to find solace in the fact that there has always been a group of people on earth whose ears have not been deaf to the Eternal Hum of God's Light. Name: R. Figueroa Sex: Male Date of Birth: 10/10/1966 Birth Time: either 08:24 or 08:31, I dont't know. But my older brother died March 14 2004 in a auto accident, and my first child was born on May 21 2004 at 23:03 hours. The City of my Birth: Uruapan State: Michoacan Country: MEXICO My greatest afflictions are: Even though I try to do the right thing, my intentions are misinterpreted and this hurts my reputation and my ability to do well in my job. My marital life does not yield happiness. I have obstacles with my education, as I do not have a high enough degree to earn sufficient money in my profession, teaching, making me wonder if I should change careers, and which implies that nearly every coin I earn I spend on financial obligations related to student loans and family obligations, even though I live in the poorest house in the town. Lastly, I lack happiness in my heart. I listen to strotams, to mantras, and I ask God for help, but my heart is a barren place despite the fact that I have a beautiful child and a young wife and have food every day. I feel as though I am a failure and I simply long for death, even though I know that taking my own life would be a sin, and I would never, ever do such a thing, for I know that things would only be worse later. But still, I feel as a stranger here on earth, unable to have a real connection to anyone but few souls far away. I feel as though my home is in another world, were people do have to speak to know that love and devotion is the correct language, and somehow it is my own fault I have failed to earn a place at a higher place in the scheme of God's worlds. It's long, I know. If you can provide advice, not only about my chart, but also about a way to lead a more fulfilling life and purge my past as speedily as possible, do help me. Sincerely, R. Figueroa , "betabel108" <betabel108> wrote: > > Hello, > I also just joined two days ago. Where I live there is zero Vedic > visibility. Since my childhood I have had a hunger and thirst for > knowledge, and my deceased father's books led me to the East and its > throve of ancient culture. I am convinced that in a recent life I was > part of the Vedic culture because it vibrates at the core of my being, > but that by some fault of my own I was demoted to the state > of "malachas." But I am wanting to return. I am struggling in every > aspect of my personal and professional life, materially, emotionally, > financially, and spiritually. I know about how Arjuna's quest was to > perform right action despite the apparent outcome, but I have no > beautiful Krishna to console me and guide me on the surface level of my > consciousness. Is there someone out there who would not mind giving me > some guidance? Although I am poor now, I am sincere and expect to > overcome many of my challenges, as I now must. My heart swells with a > desire for liberation from the bondage of my ignorant past. > > , "islandexim" <islandexim> > wrote: > > > > Hi > > > > I am new to this site and interested to learn more about vedic > > astrology. Anyone can help me how to start in the beginning > > > > > > island Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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