Looking For Each Other

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Inspiration: Looking For Each Other

 

 

 

 

 

 

Looking For Each Other

by Thich Nhat Hanh

 

 

 

I have been looking for you, World Honored One,

 

since I was a little child.

 

With my first breath, I heard your call,

 

and began to look for you, Blessed One.

 

I've walked so many perilous paths,

 

confronted so many dangers,

 

endured despair, fear, hopes, and memories.

 

I've treaked to the farthest regions, immense and wild,

 

sailed the vast oceans,

 

traversed the highest summits, lost among the clouds.

 

I've lain dead, utterly alone,

 

on the sands of ancient deserts.

 

I've held in my heart so many tears of stone.

 

 

 

Blessed one, I've dreamed of drinking dewdrops

 

that sparkle with the light of far-off galaxies.

 

I've left footprints on celestial mountains

 

and screamed from the depths of Avici Hell, exhausted, crazed

 

with despair

 

because I was so hungry, so thirsty.

 

for millions of lifetimes,

 

I've longed to see you,

 

but didn't know where to look.

 

Yet, I've always felt your presence with a mysterious certainty.

 

 

 

I know that for thousands of lifetimes,

 

you and I have been one,

 

and the distance between us is only a flash of thought.

 

Just yesterday while walking alone,

 

I saw the old path strewn with Autumn leaves,

 

and the brilliant moon, hanging over the gate,

 

suddenly appeared like the image of an old friend.

 

And all the stars confirmed that you were there!

 

All night, the rain of compassion continued to fall,

 

while lightning flashed through my window

 

and a great storm arose,

 

as if Earth and Sky were in battle.

 

Finally in me the rain stopped, the clouds parted.

 

The moon returned,

 

shining peacefully, calming Earth and Sky.

 

Looking into the mirror of the moon, suddenly

 

I saw myself,

 

and I saw you smiling, Blessed One,

 

How strange!

 

 

 

The moon of freedom has returned to me,

 

everything I thought I had lost.

 

>From that moment on,

 

and in each moment that followed,

 

I saw that nothing had gone,

 

There is nothing that should be restored.

 

Every flower, every stone, and every leaf recognize me.

 

Wherever I trun, I see you smiling

 

the smile of no-birth and no-death.

 

The smile I received while looking at the mirror of the moon.

 

I see you sitting there, solid as Mount Meru,

 

calm as my own breath,

 

sitting as though no raging fire storm ever occurred,

 

sitting in complete peace and in freedom.

 

At last I have found you, Blessed One,

 

and I have found myself.

 

There I sit.

 

 

 

The deep blue sky,

 

the snow-capped mountains painted against the horizon,

 

and the shining red sun sing with joy.

 

You, Blessed One, are my first love.

 

The love that is always present, always pure, and freshly new.

 

And I shall never need a love that will be called "last."

 

You are the source of well-being flowing through numberless

 

troubled lives,

 

the water from your spiritual stream always pure as it was in the

 

beginning.

 

You are the source of peace,

 

solidity, and inner freedom.

 

You are the Buddha, the Tathagata.

 

With my one-pointed mind

 

I vow to nurish your solidity and freedom in myself

 

so I can offer solidiy and freedom to countless others,

 

now and forever.

 

 

 

"Call me by my true names"

 

The collected poems of Thich Nhat Hanh