A reading request please for 6 planets in dushtana

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Dear Learned Members

 

I was born November 7, 1968 17:25 Hoshiarpur, Punjab India 31n32,

75e54

 

Have experienced circumstantially forced marriage (debt from maternal

uncles, immigration related issues), a divorce, a son from marriage

(faced problems with access), had unbelievable car accidents (car

sunk in the water while i was in it, during a flashflood), faced

extreme agony humiliation from ex-spouse & in-laws. Without a stable

job or career for most of the past 12 years despite higher education

( i have not had a job for the last 3 and a half years, since i quit

one in US to come and live in Canada, to be near my son). For the

last 3 years, lived in secluded environment, spend time reading books

on spirituality, ayurveda, autobiographies etc.My identity is obscure

socially. Have lived in Canada/US for the last 15 years. Parents in

Delhi. For the last 2 years took interest in spirituality such as

yoga, pranayam, meditation raw diets, juicing, ayurveda, aromatherapy

etc. but had troubles with health due to smoking (smoke one or two

cigarettes a day, quit it for 4 months on a trip to india, but took

it back when i returned to Canada). Find extreme laziness in my body,

no motivation or enthusiasm or zest of life (well, i do not call it

non-attachment, just disinterested so far).

 

I am deciding to leave everything in Canada and live with my parents.

Although, i have problems living and adjusting to society and values

(or rather absence of values) in India. But for my parents and my

welfare, i found it to be a solution to live near them (that would

keep my away from my son, though)

 

My particular question regarding my career is:

what should i be doing whether a job or my own business.

And where should i be living for mental peace and happiness.

 

Whenever, I look at my birth chart and find 6 planets in houses 6, 8

and 12, besides debilitated sun in 7th, i wonder what life had in

store for me, when i was born. Currently i am wearing a Topaz gold

ring in my index finger right hand.

 

My son was born july 28, 1997, 4:37 AM Toronto Ontario Canada 43n39,

79w23

 

I am usually concerned about his well-being, his future character and

his place in society. Since boys without much fatherly presence and a

stable family have problems settling in later life.

 

Please comment on my charts and let me know, what are the fixed

prarabdhas in my chart so that i do not try too much to change them

 

Thanks

 

 

Raj