Guest guest Posted January 16, 2006 Report Share Posted January 16, 2006 Hello Your Time is going to change and it is going to change now within few days you will realize this. The grief and pain will vanish from you life for ever. You will forget the word loneliness as this word never existed for you. a true wave of Bliss will be there and this will start happening on 27 January 2006. Tarun Chopra On 1/17/06, Das Goravani <> wrote: > > Scream > Pain > Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh > Repeat > Until wasted of energy > Sleep > Repeat > Until dead > The world doesn't care, boy > This is your private hell lined with good intentions of seva > This is your private hell where that loving woman is a mirage > > This is your private hell, only question is, how long to wait in this > unbearable pain before killing yourself like every other smart person always > has Thanks > > Rick MacQuoid > AIM: ROIKMACKAI IM: das_goravani > > Secure online ordering of Goravani Jyotish 2.5 and Jyotish Studio 3 > > > > > > or > (Please use email if at all possible) > > > > > > > ________________________________ > ! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 17, 2006 Report Share Posted January 17, 2006 On Jan 16, 2006, at 4:40 PM, Das Goravani wrote: > This is your private hell, only question is, > how long to wait in this unbearable pain > before killing yourself > like every other smart person always has. das, all due respect... TRULY intelligent people know that to kill the body does not kill the hell. when i was a tiny little girl i went to the kitchen to get a knife to cut out my heart. i had a plan. i was going to push it between the ribs, into the heart, and everything would be all better then -- or would it? i couldn't find a sharp knife, because i was too little... this must have been preschool. i could only find a butter knife, but i knew that wouldn't work and it would only hurt but not do the job. so i went back to my bed. as i crawled under the covers i heard a voice say, "what makes you think it would be any different if you were to die?" i had to admit i didn't know for sure. that one sentence, one very neutral sentence, convinced me that killing myself was not how to end my hell. and i realized if i had to come back and do it over again, i sure didn't want to have to relive again what i'd already lived... might as well keep going forward. i grieved the lack of love on this planet. my mother was cold and distant and a harsh disciplinarian; my dad was always at work. i heard fairy tales with prince charmings and love songs on the radio and thought surely love would someday manifest in the form of a sweetheart/lover/husband. you could say i had a romance addiction but i always managed to push guys away... wonderful guys. and always ended up alone... amazing irony, thought i! i came many times to the place where i didn't want to be on this planet, but i always knew i had no guarantee it would be any better... and so i stayed. and i'll be darned. now i LOVE my life and i still don't have a sweetheart -- may never have a sweetheart -- but i am as happy here as i could be anywhere... happiness, i know beyond a shadow of a doubt, is an inside job. intelligent. wise people bypass empty promises of the ego (someday my prince will come) and go straight to the source of love (in their hearts) and feeling the love inside themselves, they are even more able to extend a healthy, unconditional love to others. i used to keep looking outside, expecting OTHERS to BE love for me, to provide me with love, like a commodity. but i finally caught on... when you love somebody or something you don't FEEL the love 'OUT THERE,' right? you FEEL the love INSIDE YOURSELF. that's where it is. that's where it's always been. that's where it will always be. the secret is to find it inside, feel it inside... it's the best kept secret in the universe. hohoho. the deer searches the forest for the musk he loves to smell. all the while, what he REALLY wants is inside him. humility says: 'i give up. i can't find it. i know it's there because i have felt it at times. please show me how to get there in a dependable way.' and then it listens VERY CLOSELY for clues and hints and invitations and finds its way to its heart by following its heart. when we feel love, we can BREATHE, and we know we are on the right track. when we feel fear, when we can't breathe, when we have heart palpitations, sweat, blush, flush, shake, etc... what passes for love in our culture sounds like FEAR to me! we often mistake lust or sex or drama or anger or feeling insecure or blackmail or rudeness, feeling off balance ('falling' in love) -- for love, but they all sound like fear to me. we all deserve the real thing. it's worth goign until we find the real thing -- inside our hearts. you deserve to be happy, das, but not a happiness that comes and goes according to the whims of fate. you deserve the happiness you were created from/as/in/of/for. love, patricia. Patricia Robinett www.patriciarobinett.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 17, 2006 Report Share Posted January 17, 2006 I want a woman. Flesh. If your intention in knowing me is to teach me to "love God instead" or anything like that at all, forget it, and stay away. This isn’t rude, it’s setting a boundary. I’ve been that route. I want help finding one, not going around the desire with ideas. Thanks Rick MacQuoid das (AT) goravani (DOT) com AIM: ROIKMACKAI IM: das_goravani Secure online ordering of Goravani Jyotish 2.5 and Jyotish Studio 3 or (Please use email if at all possible) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 17, 2006 Report Share Posted January 17, 2006 Woops, that was supposed to be private Thanks Rick MacQuoid das (AT) goravani (DOT) com AIM: ROIKMACKAI IM: das_goravani Secure online ordering of Goravani Jyotish 2.5 and Jyotish Studio 3 or (Please use email if at all possible) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 18, 2006 Report Share Posted January 18, 2006 Dear das, I can only say that have patience and have faith in GOD, he will make everything ok in your life, you don't know he may be selecting a perfect woman for you, as when I see your problem, I feel my problem in my life is nothing compared to you, You created such a fantastic Jyotish Program and you are following Dharma in a right way, than definitely your present life Karma will payoff and will give you a good reward. Love and regards Adi valist [valist]On Behalf Of Das GoravaniMonday, January 16, 2006 7:40 PMvalistSubject: [VA] ScreamsScreamPainAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhRepeatUntil wasted of energySleepRepeatUntil deadThe world doesn’t care, boyThis is your private hell lined with good intentions of sevaThis is your private hell where that loving woman is a mirage This is your private hell, only question is, how long to wait in this unbearable pain before killing yourself like every other smart person always hasThanksRick MacQuoid das (AT) goravani (DOT) comAIM: ROIKMACKAI IM: das_goravanihttp://www.goravani.com Secure online ordering of Goravani Jyotish 2.5 and Jyotish Studio 32852 Willamette St #353 or (Please use email if at all possible) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 18, 2006 Report Share Posted January 18, 2006 Come on Das, you are a smart guy, to say the least. I know a recepy that works. I have tested it extensively. When I was touring England and Wales I gave Vedic Astrology readings on those Mind, Body, Spirit fairs. One every weekend. Most of the clients were women age 12 till 70. Very many of course were looking for the right partner and wanted advice. But quite a few took that advice from the astrologer to a very personal level. I could hardly reject all the great offers I got. And I did continue with some, whom I carefully selected after reading her chart. Where in the world are those men who understand a woman so well, like vedic astrologers do? That is extremely attractive. Believe me, or not. Try it! What can you loose? You can only win. Go out and meet spiritually inclined people, but not one group or religion only. Doesn't need to be only Hare Krishnas or only astrologers. Meet all the variety that is there, only waiting for y o u ! With a cosmic smile Heinz valist, Das Goravani <das@g...> wrote: > > > I want a woman. Flesh. > > If your intention in knowing me is to teach me to "love God instead" or > anything like that at all, forget it, and stay away. > > This isn¹t rude, it¹s setting a boundary. > > I¹ve been that route. I want help finding one, not going around the desire > with ideas. Thanks > > Rick MacQuoid das@g... > AIM: ROIKMACKAI IM: das_goravani > > Secure online ordering of Goravani Jyotish 2.5 and Jyotish Studio 3 > > > > > > or > (Please use email if at all possible) > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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