Not meant...

[Guest guest]

Some of us are not meant to be here it seems. What a wasteland of quiet, of

lonliness. Get out and mingle! They say. So easily said. I have never thought

the way they think. SO LONG ago I gave up their way of life. I have no

interest...I only want companionship, and then I will create and share good

things to others. But I shouldn’t, cannot, be alone.

But the nature is making me be alone, and I am going crazy. I am losing all

care, fully cynical, so many years of this, making me really really broken.

I don’t know how this time, I will get up. There is no reason. Friends

turn away. Everyone turns away. Alone alone alone alone the greatest horror I

have ever known, and I’m knowing it right now, and not even is anyone

hardly responding. The world is quiet, my world is, and they say “Get

Out” and I say “To what, more horror, where they treat me weird,

because I think differently...doesn’t somebody want me whom I want too?

I am in real pain.

Thanks

Rick MacQuoid das (AT) goravani (DOT) com

AIM: ROIKMACKAI IM: das_goravani

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