Guest guest Posted May 5, 2006 Report Share Posted May 5, 2006 Does anyone else on the list have suicidal thoughts due to lonliness? Or is that I'm the only one who would admit it? Sincerely, Das Goravani Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 5, 2006 Report Share Posted May 5, 2006 As I understand the epic, when Lord Rama's beloved Sita was abducted he wailed in dismay and expressed all sorts of desperate thoughts. Only after his brother Lakshman advised him to pull himself together and designed a further plan of action did Rama arise from his gloom. Not exactly the same circumstances, but it seems your in good company. Preston valist, Das Goravani <> wrote: > > > Does anyone else on the list have suicidal thoughts due to lonliness? > > Or is that I'm the only one who would admit it? > > > > > Sincerely, > > > Das Goravani > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 5, 2006 Report Share Posted May 5, 2006 Thank you, that is the nicest thought. I truly "love" very very deeply. I loved someone, a real woman, who did not marry me as she said she would. She eventually left for her home country, and is now gone, which in a way is better. I can feel the possibility of love deeply, when I just watch TV, or anything that shows woman that attract me. It's so very strong. The possibility. I long for it. Yes, Ram loved Sita. Krishna loved Radha. Some of the Gopis committed suicide because their parents would not let them go to Krishna. It is that type of extreme Madhurya Rasa that some of us are seeming to feel something like...something very very strong. By the way, my plans of action are failing. Websites. All failing. I tell my daughter I want to go on the street with a sign, she tells me not to. I have a feeling she's right. Patricia tells me to go to various meetings in Eugene, I have tried that too, in the past, and gone home miserable. I think if you are brainy and fast moving, you are in a rare crowd. I think am an ET, alien blood, Kings blood, something.... (devout bhaktas forgive my comparisons) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 6, 2006 Report Share Posted May 6, 2006 Hi Das Seems right that all problems maybe started when the woman left, and sure some troublesome years since. Ever thought of if it was the woman you were in love with ? Maybe something in her energy field triggered something good in you ? If so you have the oppertunity to find the same inner state (a similar one) as you had when she were present, but now with you as the center of it. Hope I'm not rude friend. Best Niels valist, Das Goravani <> wrote: > > > Thank you, that is the nicest thought. I truly "love" very very deeply. I > loved someone, a real woman, who did not marry me as she said she would. > She eventually left for her home country, and is now gone, which in a way is > better. > > I can feel the possibility of love deeply, when I just watch TV, or anything > that shows woman that attract me. It's so very strong. The possibility. I > long for it. Yes, Ram loved Sita. Krishna loved Radha. Some of the Gopis > committed suicide because their parents would not let them go to Krishna. > > It is that type of extreme Madhurya Rasa that some of us are seeming to feel > something like...something very very strong. > > By the way, my plans of action are failing. Websites. All failing. I tell > my daughter I want to go on the street with a sign, she tells me not to. I > have a feeling she's right. Patricia tells me to go to various meetings in > Eugene, I have tried that too, in the past, and gone home miserable. > > I think if you are brainy and fast moving, you are in a rare crowd. I think > am an ET, alien blood, Kings blood, something.... > > > (devout bhaktas forgive my comparisons) > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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