Guest guest Posted May 21, 2004 Report Share Posted May 21, 2004 Greetings everyone, This is for people in the West mostly. To our friends elsewhere, sorry for the bother. This is an uneasy subject for me to broach, but I must. It seems I need to find a new, better situation for myself to live in. I am really dissolving in my current one, which has dragged on for years. I am freer to move about now with my kids grown. I am somewhat of a dependent because of my mental nature, or problems, whichever they really are. I¹m manic depressive, highly creative, like many creatives in the past. I am looking for especially a woman, a spouse, who has the ability and resources to let me with her, who wants me as a spouse. This is the situation which would allow me to really be happy. Otherwise, living with a family, is half good, and in that, I will probably whither more, and just do artwork, instead of any programming. I could explain all this more fully, but suffice it to say it¹s based on my unique mental makeup. For example, the need for spouse to be at all happy and productive is just the way I ended up mentally. Maybe it¹s the Lord of the 7th in the first, and other things, but it¹s there, in me. I am only going so far as to broadcast this once again because I feel hopeless otherwise. I am stuck in a room in the mountains near Eugene, without love, hardly seeing anyone, unable to manifest my work, afraid for the future, feeling very sad, and the people I live with are unable to give me more. What I really need is that spouse, that woman, who wants me, who is strong enough to have me around. I would like to stay in America, to be somewhat near my kids, but outside of the US, I prefer Ireland and England. What I¹m really saying in this mail is: ³Is there anybody who loves me, who wants me because I need to be with a person or household, not alone, and I¹m up for grabs essentially, and I¹m suffering meanwhile (becoming miserable again), and my work isn¹t progressing as it should because of this, which is affecting a lot of people negatively in their astrological pursuits². This is serious. I really am looking for a new situation. I really want to be in love, mainly, and live with that partner, ideally somewhere in the Western countries. My business is still viable, if I get going soon, again. Thanks, please respond to me off list. Using service Das Goravani, Pres. http://www.dancingmooninc.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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