Guest guest Posted August 10, 2002 Report Share Posted August 10, 2002 Hello Please, you are my family, i do not know where to turn else. I need a woman here, please help me find her. Please. It's important. Don't preach to me. Please. I've tried EVERYTHING that's why I'm asking i need good news on this, i really do otherwise, I wouldn't ask, and I'm not beginning depression I'm ending because of it, after many years of it, YEARS so don't preach as if it's something new with new age quips about how to think, I'm on the edge, after a long hard fight I'm really on the edge, please, I'm begging for help, I know what I need, and that's what I need, her, so please, if you can, help me, and either way, thank you, I won't ask again soon, assuming this one got through, really heard, Now, please, if you know anyone, make a connection, thank you, -- Das Goravani ps: I have suffered lack of love all my life, and totally so, it's really intense, when I get this preaching, about finding love inside myself, give it up, the desire that is, etc., anything of that sort, I'm sorry, but I roast and burn, it's not ok with me to hear it anymore. Please, I'd rather die with this pain than take that path. Sorry, I'm that way. I want what I want, and I'm not going to give up wanting it. OK? So I've admitted it, so there, I'm not interested in giving up this desire. OK? So will all the hindus out there who want to preach to me please sit down. I am not a celibate! OK!? OK, so now I said it. Now, please, help me find a wife if you can, and don't preach about non-wife life for me, ok? I'd rather be in pain over it than purge the desire, that's just the way I am OK? Call it warrior like. I feel offended and challenged by this situation, and am fighting it out my way. That's just the way I am. If I was a chantin-yogi type I would have done that a long time ago. If I was a quitter I would have quit with both of my relationships alot earlier. We're all different. This is me. I'm asking here because I truly am hoping for results, not for anything else. Results. If I'm in illusion, oh well, won't be the first time. All my attempts at relationships are not working. Please God, make this work for me, i'm really really in need of company and support, please! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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