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Is there somebody, who is loving, anybody, doesn't have to

be spouse, who can help me, by being here, for a little

while, help me get my life back together? I am a captive

amongst only 3 people who know me, two children who are

young, confused, and one adult, who is not at all helpful or

capable, and never around. Please somebody. Just help me to

get on some path, off this track to death, please.

 

I am totally serious when I say I need help. I am not doing

good at getting it for myself. Advice is wasted. I cannot

even shop for milk. I cannot make calls or look up phone

numbers. I only know how to exist, with what's here now.

Please, does anybody get this? Advice cannot help- I can't

barely do anything.

 

Please, in person, is it possible, my eyes are closed as I

type this, kieled over, always, please, do you understand. I

don't know how to break the cycle alone. Must be very

understanding, endurance, capable of managing hot situations

as people with motivations just might show up. Somebody

please. There must be somebody that can help me, an older

brother or sister, a mother or father, a spouse, somebody,

anybody?

 

But one phobia, seriously overweight people, any age, freak

me out. I'm sorry. It puts me into panic, which is the

opposite of what I'm trying to achieve. Don't judge this

please, it's just one attribute of a nervous system which is

highly sensitive. Please do not judge me, please, it's not

exactly judgeable.

 

If I feel something, I may not be into you. I feel alot.

Please somebody, you're there somewhere, I'm not a bad

person just because I'm like this. I'm worth saving.

 

Please somebody.

 

Please world do not ignore me this time please.

 

4001 Potter Eugene #36

 

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