Guest guest Posted August 10, 2002 Report Share Posted August 10, 2002 Dear Das, I have been reading all your messages over the past few months with concern, including your apology and interaction with Robert Koch. Nothing seems to penetrate the mood you are in that people *are* concerned, *are* listening, *do* care, but *don't* know what to do anymore. This is a common scenario for this type of situation. I have been there, done that, got the T shirt. No advice...I don't give advice. As you know as an experienced Jyotishi yourself, you can tell people until doom's day what to do according to their chart and they go about their own merry way anyway, often to self destruction. I am very far away geographically and it makes it all the more distressing listening to you. I realise this is your list and you can do what you like on it and with it. However, I have a *request* to make. There are hundreds of people out there on your list who are keen to learn Jyotish, look up to you as a leader and teacher, and keen to use your programme (with the MACS). I have noted carefully how lucid, how well written, how astute, some of your messages are. There is certainly nothing wrong with your intellect at the moment. There may be something wrong with your emotions, but your brain is working fine. The finest way I know how to get out of these conditions is to do something constructive about helping others. I know you do already, but, as someone once said to me, you have to do it until it hurts. Love until it hurts. Give until it hurts. Its is old axiom but true that the more we give, the more we get. Perhaps the person who is going to be able to help you will come along once you give until it hurts. Selfcentredness is a killer. And resentment is the number one killer of all spirituality. Robyn - "Das Goravani" <> <gjlist> Saturday, August 10, 2002 4:30 AM [GJ] Overt > > Is there somebody, who is loving, anybody, doesn't have to > be spouse, who can help me, by being here, for a little > while, help me get my life back together? I am a captive > amongst only 3 people who know me, two children who are > young, confused, and one adult, who is not at all helpful or > capable, and never around. Please somebody. Just help me to > get on some path, off this track to death, please. > > I am totally serious when I say I need help. I am not doing > good at getting it for myself. Advice is wasted. I cannot > even shop for milk. I cannot make calls or look up phone > numbers. I only know how to exist, with what's here now. > Please, does anybody get this? Advice cannot help- I can't > barely do anything. > > Please, in person, is it possible, my eyes are closed as I > type this, kieled over, always, please, do you understand. I > don't know how to break the cycle alone. Must be very > understanding, endurance, capable of managing hot situations > as people with motivations just might show up. Somebody > please. There must be somebody that can help me, an older > brother or sister, a mother or father, a spouse, somebody, > anybody? > > But one phobia, seriously overweight people, any age, freak > me out. I'm sorry. It puts me into panic, which is the > opposite of what I'm trying to achieve. Don't judge this > please, it's just one attribute of a nervous system which is > highly sensitive. Please do not judge me, please, it's not > exactly judgeable. > > If I feel something, I may not be into you. I feel alot. > Please somebody, you're there somewhere, I'm not a bad > person just because I'm like this. I'm worth saving. > > Please somebody. > > Please world do not ignore me this time please. > > 4001 Potter Eugene #36 > > Das Goravani > or > Om Namo Bhagavate Vasudevaya; Hare Krishna; Om Tat Sat > : gjlist- > > > > Your use of is subject to > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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