Guest guest Posted June 16, 2002 Report Share Posted June 16, 2002 Dear All This is a clarification to those that have sent me a request for a reading. To do an astrological reading i require that at least a 95% of my brain is working in a healthy way. At present it is working in about a 70%. My postings only indicate my observation, intuition, memory, analysis, synthesis and mathematical, systematic, and critical ability. To do a reading I require an extra muscle to gather all the available information and give an order to it, before I give my conclusions. Unfortunately, that extra muscle is in my cerebellum, which was affected by a massive flood of blood that almost killed me. Because the other functions are in my brain, they were not affected directly. But those functions that are in the cerebellum will require time to heal, because as long as the cerebellum is inflamed, they will not work in a healthy mood. >From top to bottom of the cerebellum are the functions of vision, speech, deep intuition, balance and walk. All those 5 functions were affected and it is going to take some 2-3 years to go back to a 95% of normality, or so the doctors say. After 14 months after the attack now I have regained my visual focus on long distances. Now I can see clearly instead of a blurred shape, at 150-250 metres distance, and I can see faces without getting dizzy as before. Before I could only walk, then I could do 2 functions in one, walk and listening, then 3 functions, walk, listening and talking. Now I am starting to develop a fourth function, which is to see objects like buildings or people around me while walking. Before I had to stop walking to focus my eyes and I could focus only on 10 metres from me. Before I could not walk and see at a long distance (the corner of the street) and at the same time looking my path in front of me. I could only walk by fixing my eyes in from of my path at the most 3 metres from me. Therefore, I decline to do deep readings for the time being. Best wishes Natabara Das Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 16, 2002 Report Share Posted June 16, 2002 Natabara, You wrote: "To do an astrological reading i require that at least a 95% of my brain is working in a healthy way ..." For the above statement you sure deserve an applaud! Regards Jay Weiss Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Guest guest Posted June 17, 2002 Report Share Posted June 17, 2002 Jay you <<You wrote: "To do an astrological reading i require that at least a 95% of my brain is working in a healthy way ..." For the above statement you sure deserve an applaud!>> me By the second day in hospital when i was in intensive care, i could no even move my arms or legs. In fact i could not even talk. 14 months later, now i can talk but not for long time as i could do in meetings before, and when i am tired (after being awake for more than 7-8 hours, my speech is blurred like if being very very drunk. Therefore, to do a reading from person to person, is like running the marathon. I have done it only twice in the past 3 months, and the 2 hours reading are ok but it requires from me to sleep a lot in the next 2 days. Although now i am tired and very dizzy after being awake since hours sleep this afternoon, and some 4 hours later, i feel quite comfortable writing this email. But if i get up, i may fall due to dizziness. Many people do not realize how difficult it can be to carry out an astrological reading. In fact i did not know it until i fell ill. Everything that is in the brain was not affected directly, only those things in the cerebellum were affected, including the deep intuition required to do a decent astrological reading. But indirectly, even the brain was affected in the first 4-6 months to the point of suffering from aphasia, the inability to express words. I have to say that i do not feel offended when someone requests a reading from me. i just decline to do so because i have learned not to feel sorry, offended or worried about anything. When we are put in a hopeless position, we learn fast that we are not the controllers. And i do not blame anybody about my condition, i am just happy that finally i have paid some of my karma, and therefore i am more free to do my service and my spiritual practices. When I realised that my teachers saw this illness coming 4 years in advance, I started to follow the signs as indicated in my Vedic chart. I knew well from them that this present illness is a reaction to some mistakes done in my previous life. Although everything is indicated in the Rasi, I did not have the eyes or knowledge to see it. However, after my attack came, that karma from a previous life can be seen clear. Vedic astrology is amazing, the more you learn from it, the more you understand your position in this cosmic manifestation. We are not the masters but His servants. We are not the controllers but the controlled. And God’s mercy is infinite. Best wishes Natabara Das Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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