another, no, not again, no no no no no

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i just woke up, there's nobody here, again, as for years,

 

for years, i gave and gave, into the computer, for people

 

just hoping for one thing only, love, to not be alone

 

but I'm always alone,

 

go on they say, just go on, but I can't

 

how can i, another day, no i can't face it

 

another day working to pay bills, to just go on

 

to wait, for something that never happens

 

i can't give anymore, i cannot go on

 

i can't think anymore, more code code code and writing

 

i thought and suffered, and wrote about that, they liked it

 

everyone supported me, invisible people I can't see

 

i have nothing left, i need a guide out

 

i need someone holding my hand who loves me

 

i can't face this minute, another minute alone

 

another another when will it end

 

what do i have to do god, i cannot go onlike this

 

i hate it, alone all the time always forever

 

 

fuck me

 

now none of you want to hear it I have nobody nobody

 

 

i already wiated and waited i already died trying, i canot go on anymore

just cant

 

another fucking 4 am crying alone and it just doesn't fucking matter

 

 

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Eugene, Oregon, 97405

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