Guest guest Posted April 25, 2002 Report Share Posted April 25, 2002 how many nights i've paced and paced, smoking and smoking how many personal ads i've answered and placed how many painful letters i've sent to the world how many phone calls i've received, of pep talk but it continues, now more than ever, alone alone alone is this life, is this what i deserve is this all there is, is this what i can expect alone, pacing, trying to reach out, and never receiving that thing, somebody, who cares enough about me to live with me somebody that i also love back i guess it's not coming now my kids leave me too house more empty than ever at the lowest point in every respect dialing a number is easy, and not enough nobody wants to be with me, i know it nobody Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 25, 2002 Report Share Posted April 25, 2002 The outer planets may not figure traditionally , but at this time all the reports are that still at this particular moment they are managing to overshadow everyone's chart . So hang on in there during the world's 'dark night of the soul' . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 25, 2002 Report Share Posted April 25, 2002 the same old fucking silence continues on and on and on, why live -- Das Goravani , President 2852 Willamette St, #353 Eugene, Oregon, 97405 USA Voice: or <> Home of "Goravani Jyotish" Vedic Astrology Software , and more... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 25, 2002 Report Share Posted April 25, 2002 i sure tried to give many said i gave i cared for and loved my kids my wife never helped at all my girlfriend never committed the kids dont cook for me, clean, do the business they expect i'll just go on and on there are no friends that come over there is no wife, most of all, for years and years the only thing I ever wanted and worked for, hoped for all i ever wanted was a wife the rest of me i gave to the world i am alone still, as always i have no will to go on i shot my best shot, gave it my all i begged and pleaded, what more can be done words fall short, you cannot hug them they don't hug me nothing does there is nothing to do now nowhere to go nobody to call no options left Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 25, 2002 Report Share Posted April 25, 2002 Dear Das, Firstly I like to thank you publicly for the few days we spent together during your visit in Sweden. Besides knowledge, chart interpretation and discussions we also had some great time. Although not within the Vedic traditional set of planets, Uranus is currently influencing your chart in general and some specific areas like nerve system and communication (Square Mercury), the Ego in general (square Sun) and 5th house affairs (opposite) in particular. That is also the reason for the kids moving on with their lives at this point and time. The pressure will ease a bit while Uranus goes retrograde in a few weeks only to return later again. So now you know. Uranus will also mark it's influence in two years time when it will conjunct your natal Moon. Wife and love do come in at the right time so there is no reason for "pushing" it as the only one 'damaged' is yourself. As life MUST go on the best thing to do is to concentrate on finishing GJ3 with all it's exciting features (as I have seen some of them) and spreading the light of knowledge even more. I believe that you are loved by many people without even been aware of it. Cheer up - LIFE IS WONDERFUL (even though it may seem to be different at times) Kind regards Jay Weiss Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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