Guest guest Posted February 2, 2002 Report Share Posted February 2, 2002 Hello, Das If you're having these challenges, why don't you ask a pandit to perform a yagya for you to cure your condition? I believe this perfomance is within the purview of jyotish. If you do, please let us know if it works. Regards, John R. --- Das Goravani <> wrote: > > It's true that many have told me they benefit from > my exposure of my own turmoils. > > I also get alot of mail from others suffering, > telling me so. That's > very interesting actually, as I'll cover below. > > I get some emails and phone calls telling me to > shut up to protect my > good reputation. > > Some friends tell me I'll never get a wife if I keep > this up, and so on. > > My own heart is that of pure honesty. That's part of > my problem. > > > > > > I am right now in the middle of an extreme swing > down. So it's an > interesting time to be writing. Very jittery > fingers, have to correct > alot, may notice funny sentences, hyperness in the > midst of extreme > remorse, it's very weird. > > > I can say that I have had a tremendous mind in this > life. I wish I could > share it more easily- what I see. It's been a real > pleasure, being able > to visualize geometry in my mind, understand math > easily, have colorful > flying dreams, be able to read so fast and > understand well, and so on. > The things I can see about our universe are really > cool. I have > animation software and would like to try to share > some of it, but can't > get to it, for many reasons, depression, money, GJ3 > needed first, and so on. > > > The diagnosis of what I have changes over time, > which is normal. It's > sliding towards bi polar but it isn't there yet, as > the manias required > for that have not been seen, but like Bi Polar, but > without the hi > manias, just slightly seeing those. > > > But I have the polymaths problem, the "Touched" > intelligence, the demon > that chases us, as many before have discussed it. > > > These days, In this game, one sees a psychiatrist, > who is a prescriber, > not a counselor, and they work with you on the > medications. There are > many modern medications that directly target various > neuro transmitter > chemicals in the brain. Finding the right cocktail > for each patient is > the trick- a little more Seratonin and > Norepanephrine, a little less > Dopamine, like this, it's a game of hide and seek. > The drugs are there, > but it's a hard area to diagnose clearly all the > time. > > > So the shrinks today pretty much focus on these new > drugs, which started > with Prozac, but has blossomed into a whole array of > such things which > all target different things, and some undo the side > effects of the > others, so you mix for that reason too. > > > It's very expensive. One can easily pay $4 to $6 per > day for each drug, > and if there's a few prescribed, it can run you > hundreds per month to be > on these meds. > > > They work, but it's a complex and tricky part of the > body, and the cause > and cure of these kinds of mental diseases is still > being researched. > It's a complex field where much relieving headway > has been made, but > there's alot more to go. > > > One things for sure, anyone who has serious panic, > depression, and all > mental illnesses, are usually treatable these days. > Most of them are. > > > When one's mind and consciousness goes to extremes, > one can perceive > things not normally noticed. This was the whole > argument for LSD and > phychadelic mushrooms etc. That by seeing > hallucinations, one's mind got > expanded, that these drugs made you feel differently > about life. > > > In fact, these drugs directly work on the same > chemicals that these > class of medications I mentioned target. Generally > psychadelics and some > other drugs will either max or block one of these > transmitters, thus > greatly affecting your brains functioning, thus you > experience something > very unusual. > > > So now, the "mental diseases" are when the balance > of these things is > such that "disfunctional symptoms" appear in the > individual rather than > some pleasureable experience. > > We all know or have heard of "bad trips" for people > taking LSD. Yes, > some people experience horror when they take LSD. > This is because of the > way their brain is balanced. The LSD has a different > effect for them by > maxing out Seratonin as it does. > > So, when you see "crazy" people walking down the > street, often they > simply have very strange brain chemistry. That's why > they're talking to > themselves, or walking strange. > > I have had a highly productive life and have proved > that my brain is > definitely capable of producing in the real world. I > always got high > marks, got full scholarships to a University, > excelled in the HK > Movement, excelled in business, programming, > Jyotish, Music, Writing, > and other things. I've had a great life in the > intellectual/mental arena. > > So what went wrong? > > Well, it's complex. If you read the journals, you > see the shrinks > talking about environmental factors, genetic > factors, and trigger > factors, and so on. > > These are there with me. It's known to be a genetic > thing, bi polar and > depression. That's known, and my family has lots of > history. Then for > triggers, I know what they were for me, so I can > give a story as to why > this happened to me. > > But then scientists will have a slightly different > story, somewhat > paralelling mine at first, then changing, and this > is where it gets interesting. > > At first, something starts a depletion, usually some > stress in life, > depleting the brain in one way or another. > > After this the shrinks say, the change in the > persons thinking and > behavior begins a spiral downward, pulling down > other neurotransmitters, > and eventually rendering the person a real basket > case (at least in the > old days before these meds). > > The person themself however doesn't notice the > initial slow process of > depletion, of usually Seratonin first. They don't > notice, as it's so gradual. > > They then don't notice the next one going either, or > the next, but > eventually, their lives fall apart due to so much > bad === message truncated === Great stuff seeking new owners in Auctions! http://auctions. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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