Guest guest Posted February 1, 2002 Report Share Posted February 1, 2002 When you run out of material gas, you have to run on soul fumes. These are hard to find, as the scent is subtle. Once found, it's like Nuclear Energy. But, you must fully disconnect the line from your old material tank, to your new found spiritual tank. I can't find mine. Darn. ----- Last night as I drove away after helping others who are as a couple, but really in misery, I thought, I am alone, but not in misery. Oh, you think I'm in misery? Not necessarily. Tears are sometimes just goodbyes, happy/sad, like Sweet and Sour Subji. Yum! ----- In one house, you are a Savior, Grand and Good, Above, Beyond, Unreachable, Great, Loved, please stay. In another house just down the road, your are despicable, untouchable, dirty, unkepmt, addicted, loathed, please leave. Both are right. I love both. I cannot make either understand me. ----- Jupiter is easy. Easy easy easy. Saturn is hard. Hard hard hard. One follows the other. You are driving the road happily, when suddenly a Water Buffalo walks before your vehicle and ka-bam. Your life changes. It's no longer easy. Hard hard hard. ----- As you get older, you simply become more careful, aware, cautiaus, trained in self preservation and coy, cunning, manipulative, etc. These are all reactions to be treated like a material being. If you were treated like a soul, chances are, you'd probably never grow up. Be as a child and enter heaven. There is no micro-biology there to learn, all bodies are solid and visible, there are no parts, and everything has it's own light. To fly, you just look and will, then you go. Easy. Like raising a finger. ----- You are a part of God are you not? Is there anything but God? All parts of God are powerful, so you are powerful. ----- God is all there is. So if one part is eaten into another part, then nothing is lost and nothing is gained. But, let those who are made to eat others eat others, and let those made to decompose plants then do that job as they should. The will within us may be deluded, and it is if it is individualized without thought of the center of all and how all is from the center and equal in THAT way. If the free will is aligned, it is free. If it is selfish, it is bound. When you run from God, he grabs you. When you hug him, he grabs you. But the grabs feel very different. ----- Think separate, I suffer. Think Bhakti, I suffer. Why? Because in both I have so far to go. I live inbetween two worlds, like a spider suspended between rafters. In the doorway, looking both ways, like a fish with eyes on both sides of his head, just breathing and wondering, is this all really happening? ----- My brother asks me: Why aren't you going bald? I ask him: Why are you going bald? Neither of us really knows anything, but we make alot of sounds. We talk about things close to our bodies, because our bodies are controlling our minds, or so we're pretending, since we don't really like each other at all and don't want to share the real treasures we have. The downward spiral from heaven is souls fighting souls. That's the "devil in ya". Lieing, is Kali Yuga. Truth, is the last leg of Dharma. The real answer, simple the herb "Foti", reduces cholesterol in men, makes hair actually grow back, and restores youthfulness. That's why I'm not bald like my brothers. I eat Rose Plant from China. Big deal. But I did tell him actually, I lied to you, not him, kinda. Or did I? ----- I always lie. I'm lieing right now. I always tell the truth, and I'm doing so now. ----- I know a man who has so much to say, he got cancer of the tongue, and may lose his tongue. It is not so hard to believe, as cancer is expansive, and so is the greatness of his thinking, and the will to speak, but he cannot, as he knows nobody understands him. The 2nd house is expanding for him, he wants to speak, but cannot, diseased expansion of the tongue, cancer, it is not hard to understand. ----- Why do I do this in the morning? Because nobody is around, nobody is up, it's me in my room, and this computer, and all of you, and that's my life. I love the morning, pre-Sunrise, Brahma-Muhurta it is called by some, the last part of time before sunrise, the Arunadaya, something like that. Right now I am just a soul. Nobody is objecting, nobody says a word. The screen agrees with everything I type, I type what I think and feel, and why bother caring, this body is as good as dead, this plane and world, as good as forgotten, all of you, as good as gone, dust, blown away, in the sand storm of universal dissolution, the grand recycling, when Vishnu breathes in. None of us can harm each other. How can one illusory body actually harm another? Only on the screen of the game. Then God turns off the game, and goes to dinner with his family, who complains that he plays too many computer games. ----- I am a Vaisnava because it makes the most sense. That is, it has the brightest conclusion or Prayojana. If you were God, would you be anything but young, zesty, and having lots of fun, individualized, the boss, lots of friends, the greatest father and killer, lots of GIRLFRIENDS and creating more all the time? ----- Anything that could happen anytime, may happen any second now. If one wishes therefore to be logical, he should conclude that he is neither alive nor dead, but always right inbetween both, referring to this body that is, since there is no solid singularpoint in fact or "physics", only eternally smaller or eternally larger. Similarly, death may be NOW or NOW or NOW so since it could be any microsecond of the smallest particle of time which actually physically cannot be perceived or actually measured, since it could happen at that any present right now non-existant time moment, therefore, you are dead right now, logically speaking, but similarly, since it may not happen until some future non-existent microsecond, therefore you are temporarily alive in the body, for now. But you must plan to not be, at all times that don't exist actually. ----- Neither time nor thing are real. There is no such thing as a thing, since it is energy moving only. And energy has no substance, only force. So force moving is what you are. Really! You are God's energy in motion, but you are conscious! Do not indentify with that energy in motion, as you are only the witness. But hardly anybody is good at this, and when they are, you never know it, because usually, they're very ugly, old, poor or diseased, or unable to speak anymore, or write anymore, so chances are, if you can read this, you're probably ignoring such persons anyway? Think about that. Then God has to manifest another way other than the usual or normal, only because we are ignoring the Saints around using old and diseased bodies. ----- Hatha Yoga opens the flowing channels within the body. Energy in motion must flow. Sit still wrongly, and you shall die, sit still rightly, and move a little rightly, and you can live a very long time, as your body is "energy in motion", so the channels of movement within the body, air, water, blood, emotions, thoughts, everything, must all flow and recycle properly for health of the unit. ----- You know those sexy woman on the magazine covers? I know some of them. Everybody looks at them and thinks "Ahh the good life" Think again. They don't hardly eat, they're always hungry, they don't party, because drugs make you ugly for your photo shoot the next day, wich ruins your career, they never marry, because "a better richer guy is always just around one more magazine cover". They can hardly go in public, because guys just hound them like, well, hounds. So they hide in their houses, hats, sunglasses and cars and just go to photo shoots, and wait for phone calls. To be seen, you must not be seen. If you are seen by everyone, then you see nobody. If everyone worships you, then you tend to have no love. Known to all is the greatest isolation. To be loved by all, is to be envied by all (here), which is a great pain, like being hated everywhere you turn. Is it love, or is it lust? This is the duality of this way of living, this way of lusting. If everyone is a center of enjoyment, then nobody gets to enjoy, because nobody gives in. ----- In Vaisnavism, we all give in, and let the Supreme Enjoyer enjoy like crazy. At least one of US gets to enjoy, whereas NONE of YOU get to enjoy. My religion can beat up your religion. My soft, humble, loving and surrendered soul is way better than yours! ----- As a part of God, I have to tell you, you're a part of God. Oh yeah, you can run away and find other people (cells) who don't think they are "a part of". All such disbelievers together are like a Cancer to God and Earth, his Garden. You grow and fester but are not properly acting as "a part of" within God's system. So every once in awhile he performs Chemo-Therapy on the Earth to remove the Cancer. ----- I hope somebody is keeping all these writings because I'm not. ----- Jyotish is boring compared to thinking about Bhagavan Sri Krishna. Therefore I procrastinate by meditating on Krishna. It's very bad. In this way, this black boy is my partner is avoiding my duty. This is typical of Him. He doesn't need to work, and thus comes and wastes my time in His Lifestyle of play and folly. I, on the other hand, have a family to raise, and have to pay bills, whereas he does not. So, I end up playing with him due to weakness for his charms, and thus don't do my real duties. In this way, my life is ruined by Him. That's why they call him "Hari", which means "thief", because he will steal your life away. And "Hari Das" is the servant of the thief, so don't listen to anything said by anyone named "Hari Das" or "Krishna Das". These persons want to connect you to this little black charming boy, who will ruin your life with his autocratic playful demands. Play with him, and soon everyone can tell. You look different, and act different, and you're definitely MESSED UP in terms of being "NORMAL", but you're very likeable, somehow strangely attractive. Is it that weird disease that black boy has rubbing off? After all, he is named "Krishna" which means "All Attractive". Therefore, the attractiveness of his friends could be simply "rub off" and not really "them". Hmmm. When they leave him, it does leave them too. Hmmm. It must be "rub off" beauty, due to associating with the Supreme Beautiful. Yes, that's it! We have now located the disease, and can attack it directly. The beauty of Saints is Gods own charm. So, to correct these lunatics, let us simply get rid of God, or at least that Charm he has! ----- After seeing Ireland, and knowing that suffering produces prayer, it's no wonder it was so religious there before they invented the roof and umbrella. And after experiencing India's Summer in Uttara Pradesh's Desert, same thing, before the air conditioner. Direct conclusion: Inventions of Comfort come directly from the devil because they directly stop the process of prayer. Hindu Tyagi (austere renunciate) way of saying it: "Give it all up and come live with me in the garbage pile, cave, or ash pile." American Yoga Practitioners way of thinking it: "I'm so glad that at least I know of the truth, and will keep hoping to become austere someday." True Full Saintly Person thinks: "No wonder nobody else is doing this with me. They REALLY DO THINK I'M SUFFERING. HA! Damn Maya, you are REALLY GOOD at your job". ----- By No Body Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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