Experiencing my Medicine

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My medicine is a golden oil, rich in Gamma-Linolenic Acid or GLA.

 

You can buy it in many forms, at least in Eugene. Some come with warnings to

not ingest it, calling it poisoinous. Yet, inside, there are hints that you

"may choose to do that yourself", in which case they warn you of it's highly

acidic dangers.

 

There are other products clearly meant for ingestion, such as supplements of

it you buy in the vitamin refrigerator, as it needs to be taken care of alot

like say milk, as this is a food, not a dead chemical.

 

I have before me now due to my week of interest, an array of GLA rich

products, mostly for eating, but also some for skin care, as it's really good

there, and so on. I'm kindof maxing out on testing this thing on myself in

other words.

 

My favorite however, is purely just drinking the oil. This experience is what

I want to talk about.

 

I have a pure little jar of it, Evening Primrose Oil, from Aubrey Orgnanics,

and putting drops of this on your tongue is for me a rich experience. The oil

is very light golden color like many oils. It's smooth and fine, not thick.

When it touches the toungue there is very slight burning. Swallowing produces

slight warmth all the way down, which spreads in the stomach. These are my

experiences.

 

If I take a good "chug" of the oil, which is like a tablespoon, the act of

swallowing can nearly produce feelings of wanting to vomit because for me the

feeling of directly eating oil as a liquid like that is difficult to bear,

and highly not attractive to my senses of eating. But immediately after

swallowing, the positive feelings on many levels are undeniable, almost as if

one has taken a very positive food. It's not intoxicating at all, but very

powerfully invigorating and energizing, not like Ma Huang/Ephedra, I find

that a fleeting and cold feeling electrical nervous type of energy, but

rather this for me is more a warm type of slow energy. This energy is very

strong, can really move matter, is very confident and powerfully warm and

solid, like a "good elder" as opposed to the "naughty boy" energy I find in

Ephedra, a wild and uncontrollable, unhealthy type of energy is in Ma Huang,

hence it feels in higher levels just like Methamphetamin, or speed, hence

Ephedra Kills at high levels from heart attack. This does not feel anything

like that. This doesn't give me any racing. It's more like it solidifies by

bonding, which is how oil protects wood in a way- by filling in the cracks. I

feel something like that these days- very solid and whole- able, ready,

happy.

 

I have purposefully not changed anything else in my lifestyle at all, but

many things are changing themselves, and I'm letting them. Like I am a lot

less hungry, and prefer better foods, so I'm going with that. Which is good

of course. But I'm not trying to do anything there, I just do what I want,

and I'm noticing what I want is greatly improving.

 

I love my oil. Experiencing it is alot like what I would expect from

associating with something good for me. As Krishna says, "What is poison at

first, turns to Nectar later" and vice versa. This is my such thing. Hard to

swallow, but oh so very good for me it seems.

 

This oil gives me confidence, less addictiveness, happiness, desire to live

and work and go on with life positively again...pretty potent oil.

 

It does it by giving me something I don't naturally synthesize the way most

people do. So this oil is bringing me up to where many of you already are,

and if you ate it, it would be good for you, but you might not feel any

change in your mood at all. This would then prove you are not dopamine

deficient as we are. It would be a super source of EFA for you, and that is

important for one and all, but we need the GLA rich oils to make up for our

lack, whereas you really don't need, especially the Omega 6 side, because

it's highly present in most foods, and you can digest them, whereas we

cannot. So we need to eat GLA, whereas you are already making it.

 

So when I take my GLA, it is like a real experience, very mother, very safe,

very warm, very nourishing, and now that I know it is related to the

production of the bodies internal "aspirin", I understand everything.

 

I am screaming this out because I know I'm a big mouth. Others wouldn't have

the guts. So I'm doing the work of being the "horn" for this current event.

Please let the Irish and Scottish who you know, know about this.

 

They must read "Depression free for life" by Dr Gabriel Cousons, at least the

chapter #7 on the Essential Fatty Acid studies and breakthroughs in and

around depression and addiction, the studies on the Scots, the astoudning

realities of genetic dopamine deficiency due to an EFA genetic digestive

disorder, especially within these bloodlines- Scot/Irish/ then some Brit and

Dutch.

 

Note that some fishes contain GLA in high level, and so it is possible to

self cure also by eating the right fish, thus thinking logically, we can know

that some, possibly many, of these people are currently "fine" due to having

fish in their diets, something it seems our ancestors probably or perhaps

did, the other theory being eating of plant sources.

 

I love my oil. I think it is saving my life.

 

I have had the best week I can remember in many years. Truly.

 

Please help me to spread this information. You may save someones life.

 

But I've noticed many people think I'm crazy when I talk about this, which I

now do everywhere, out of a feeling of urgency, as I am experiencing a

radical improvement in my experience of life just by adding this one thing to

my diet.

 

I know I am being at least a wee bit zerlous here, I apologize.

 

I have a number of lives to vindicate. That's how I feel. There are tears.

There are body bags in my consciousness. In my immediate family history,

cousins etc., and friends from childhood, as many pure Irish families lives

around ours, which was a wee bit like that, so there are many deaths. It's

coming from my recently unblocking memory of my childhood.

 

Jennifer Langnor was my friend. My female counter part. My age, my

neighborhood, we grew up together. I liked her so much. Like 2 of her

siblings, she died from complications of cocaine addiction, and she added

anorexia. Esther is my aunt. Lung Cancer and Alchoholism killed her. She was

a loving kind woman. Everyone liked her. She died very young. My brother who

had the heart attack, very loving person. Everybody likes him always. So soft

and good. Permanent AA member, alchoholism is a total for him. He has to do

the total avoidance thing. I know him well. He is so much like me. We are

usually just shadows of what we could be, always permanently kindof moping

around with less energy and will to live than we should have. It's killing

him. After a few suicide attempts which harmed his nervous system as he took

pills and was saved twice in the knick of time you see, so anyway, overall,

from cocainne, suicide attempts, alchoholism, my 44 year old sweetie brother

could well, honestly, die any day. He can barely work, and has to be treated

like an old man more or less. Another death.

 

The genocide of the sweet Irish by dint of ignorance of one dietary need

continues. Please help me and the others who are trying to spread this

relatively recently realized knowledge. All's I'm asking is to test what has

already been tested and proven by many. If one seeks scientific proof, read

the book, as it lists all the supporting studies and matters documented in

the halls of science relating to this issue.

 

Nuts and bolts:

 

GLA is "Gamma Linolenic Acid"

 

GLA is made found in Omega 6 rich foods such as some fishes, and Hemp Seed

Oil, and Evening Primrose Oil.

 

"depression free for life" by Dr Gabriel Cousons, MD

 

Most people convert cheaply available fats, even those found in junk foods,

into the base chemicals for creatings series E1 prostoglandins, chemicals

scientifically known to be directly regulating mood in many ways, including

dopamine levels, which are clearly regulatory of things relating to happiness

and addiction to medicational substances for regulating pain.

 

It has been see/basically proven, that some of the British Isle bloodlines do

not manufacture the main nutrient required for "feeling well" and need to EAT

THIS INSTEAD. GLA is currently what they can get ahold of to fix their

deficiency which leads to their addictive tendencies (self action for removal

of pain).

 

The products that can give this are currently priced out of most people's

reach.

 

The knowledge is new. You can hardly believe what you're reading here, and

some people reject it wholesale still.

 

One week in, I am living proof. But I am finding that this is well known in

some parts of the psychiatrict/recovery/counselling level. The intelligencia

of the psychiatrict field know it, but it's too much work to do the work of

it in the field, so the widespread misdiagnoses of depression continues, with

blanket use of SRI anti depressents for all whereas actually targetted,

specific, and often mututally exlusive dietary manipulations of

neurotransmitter levels is what is needed, and while many know that, the work

is too great, and not currently fully recognized by say insurance companies

paying the medical charges, so see, it takes time for the "system" to

respond, but you can be quick on your feet.

 

Get the book before it's banned by the MDA and spread the knowledge.

Knowledge is freedom.

 

 

 

They must have their oil. That's how I see it. They, these many people, need

this oil, or the fish, or the knowledge to know and choose and get the

ability to live life back. I am passionate now about making sources of this

oil very cheap. At current prices, most people could not afford it. I am

lucky I can. It's priced as a very high end elitist health food at this time,

at like $1 per liquid ounce, which is something like pricing it like say,

hmmm, an extremely expensive hair conditioner, or facial moisturizor.

Something like where you consider the liquid to be something like gold, so

you put the bottle in a special place, and you use a little bit. It's priced

like that. But we have to gulp this stuff and pour it on things like most

people would add syrup to pancakes. We're being priced into extinction at the

current price levels. You have to be upper middle class to eat this oil

basically.

 

That's not acceptable. So there's alot of work to be done here.

 

Thanks for reading this.

[Guest guest]

What about taking Evening Primrose capsules? They are legal & not too

expensive--taking 6 in the am & 6 before bed. Some grocery stores even carry

them.

Was very shocked to hear about GLA deficiency In Irish/Scot etc--husband is

3/4 Irish & thus my children too need to be taking in GLA. That is, I'm

listening.

Glad to hear you are doing better. Do you have any form of exercise

you like?

Robin