Depression Update 1 Week

[Guest guest]

Hello

 

It's been one week since I personally stopped taking anti-depessents (Effexor

in this case, 150 mg), and instead have been eating just a little high GLA

oil testing the "Irish/Scot/etc Essential Fatty Acid Genetic Digestive

Defect" theory on myself.

 

Results so far:

 

Panic Attacks: Previously, after being off Effexor for two days resulted in

Panic Attacks and general emotional debility to the extreme degree. This has

been experienced a number of times due to forgetting to take it. Now, after

one week off, I am remaining emotionally happy, and am far from feeling

panicked. Have not had even any of that this whole week. None.

 

Shakes: The shakes are gone. Parkinsons like symptoms are gone. Used to

exhibit them heavily when yawning, and at random times throughout the day,

but all such things are simply gone.

 

Sexual response: I experienced a near complete removal of sexual ability

while under both Paxil or Effexor. Others don't get that always. Anyway, this

side effect is also fully gone already.

 

Heavy night sweating: Seems this too was a side effect of the

anti-depressents, and is also now gone.

 

Addictiveness: Much more control, much lower intakes, which results in more

energy, motor capability, improved self image, improved everything really.

 

Food: Notable changes in attractions. Much more ease to eat really healthy

food. Much lower appetite. I am now eating probably half the amount I used to

eat overall firstly. Healthier and less overall.

 

Vision: Improved, clarity as well as color are both better, noticeably, than

previously, leading me to understand I was losing my sight slowly to gray and

close range only. Annoying: My sensitivity to brightness has increased,

making wearing sunglasses nearly mandatory on a sunny day. Not sure how I

feel about that one, as I have to squint in the sun perpetually now it seems.

 

Skin: Noticeably better looking, a known side effect of this oil.

 

Appearance: I feel my face looks slightly different. I think it is due to the

rather different effects overall one receives chemically as well as

emotionally from taking on the one hand a manuafactured expensive high tech

drug that one does not feel connected to on any kind of spiritual level, as

compared to taking instead a natural oil that gives the body nutrients to do

the necessary job itself, a needed nutrient, positively affecting many parts

of the body, thus the life experience, thus the emotional well being of the

person.

 

The many positive results of the just above mentioned positive feedback loop

are subtle but yes, they are many I feel.

 

This positive feedback loop idea could work like this perhaps:

 

* perform a behavior which you know is good for your body

* this behavior nourishes something as you are expecting it to

* the feeling of capability, target, success, etc., makes you feel that you

are your own friend and capably improving your own life

* you like yourself, and believe in yourself more

* from this belief, and the natural results of the behavior, your life and

outlook slightly improves, allowing more energy, power and self will within

* using that, you do the first step again, but now in an improved position,

slightly, moving in a positive direction or directions, you feel you are

breaking through the problems, there is optimism and joy and expectation

 

As the loop repeats, one gets stronger and stronger on all levels of being

 

The negative feedback loop is the same steps just in shadow reverse

 

bad thoughts and actions leading to less self love leading to less physical

and emotional power, will, force, love, and the result is less ability, and

thus more likeliness to perform more bad thoughts/actions, and go down more.

 

Sometimes called "vicious circles" when heading downward.

 

I'm reminded of how this sounds a lot like certain tantric practices in

nature, using the theory of basically feeding energy loops so that they

increase and improve health- the energy generated is used to generate more.

 

I'm feeling that depression, and it's negative downward feedback which

actually kills the native, is a type of group protection genetic reality as

well. If you are not properly taking care of your unit, you are taken out of

the mix automatically. You are genetically "self removing", and this is

increased in Irish/Scot/Brit people by genetics, and this is a fact, not a

theory, addiction for these people is genetically predisposed, because of

predisposition to lower than normal or average dopamine levels due to the

inability to synthesize GLA from foods, and thus the explanation of why

eating naturally occuring GLA such as in Hemp Seed Oil or Evening Primrose

Oil cures them of this problem, thus improving their lives tremendously.

 

Interesing to note: When understood fully, one can say with some levels of

correctness that there are many people in jail, because of a genetic defect,

and not being cured, are being sentenced to shorter lifes, by scientifically

proven principles relating simply to the effects of lives frought with

actually felt and scientifically understandable emotional and physical pain,

all of which is scientifically proven and experientially/study repeatedly

proven by those affected like myself that just eating GLA rich oils a little

bit each day cures the root problem at the root, series 1 prostoglandins and

dopamine levels, both scientifically proven to be related to mood and

addiction in humans and many types of test animals. It is now clearly known

factually, all that I am talking about in these communications.

 

So since many Irish/Scot blood people are in jail for drug related offenses,

it would be correct to say the heretofore never said and rather ugly and

therefore avoided conclusion, that it is an act of ignorance, personal and

spiritual offense, and unjust by at least the core base of the American and I

would think European way of thinking and feeling towards each other, to

further ruin the lives of those suffering a genetic disorder, and who are

lacking a nutrient you don't feed them in prison at all, and which is

difficult to find even in the free open market due also to this knowledge

never being fully clear before, and due to all kinds of other complex

factors, but in the end, the ugly fact remains, we are mistreating a group of

needy victims, in a very ugly way. To not immediately try to encourage the

dissemination of this information and to not try to increase the availability

of the "fix" to those who need it is a very bad type of ommissive

irresponsibility on our part. I am would, will continue to hope, and will

continue to work towards, doing those things personally as best I can, to

cause this knowledge and testing to spread. For myself it is still testing.

These oils are very acidic overall it seems. They are lets say, so vital,

that they are to be treated also with caution, like other very intense food

substances including vitamins, minerals, herbs, etc. These are rich and vital

substances. You can feel that when you touch them or eat them. The fat

content is incredibly high, but very vital in essential fatty acids.

 

Other effects:

 

It has been noticed in studies, and in my own experience, that sexual

addiction in either or both thought and act is related to depression or can

be. One can exacerbate the other so it seems. It has been my experience this

week, that a very healthy increased disiniterest in this matter overall has

occured. Saves neck muscle activity while driving greatly. I believe that as

we feel safer and more happy overall, our neediness in this department

decreases. I can think of chemical level reasons as well. This is part of the

side effects of general positive feedback. I think a healthy happy person

approaches intimicy issues overall better than a diseased fearful entity.

 

Confidence and friendship: Another positive side effect of positive feedback

looping is the increased ability to relate to others, because as self love

increases, love of others potentially increases, and the ability to relate

with one's face open and shining is much more possible when one is less toxic

overall, more in control of themselves, emotionally feeling good about life

and themselves, etc. The opposites of these are what addicts experience, and

thus not giving this oil to those who need it curses them to self destructive

decay over time, then early death by much higher statistical facts, not

theories.

 

The ancestors of these peoples grew Hemp in many places for reasons of it's

many uses in natural society. Thus, there were around these seeds, which are

produced so abundantly by the plant, and which when eaten are low in THC, and

very rich in this oil, thus giving those peoples, often our ancestors and

thus our genetic source personally, what they needed to literally "survive",

and now that plant is very illegal, and thus Hemp products are very expensive

as the farming regulations are strict on this crop, sources lower and thus

more costly than they should be, and then there's the ignorance factor, re.

the oil, EFA's for the IRISH as a GENETIC NECESSITY for without it they DIE,

(fanaticism at this point is somewhat acceptable to get the message in

motion)...

 

So my point is, I'm trying to say, this is important for alot of people, who

are dieing due to not knowing about this. One must see in so many people,

though they might seem "ok today", that slowly, over time, they are being

malnourished due to not being able to do what you do, create series 1

prostoglandins from omega 6 fatty acids found in most foods, like you and

everybody else does, but not these people, and thus they always feel shitty,

on every layer of their tissues and all thoughts and emotional responses, the

response to reward and the feeling of well being especially, all of this is

harmed by this genetic factor, and thus they need to eat GLA to literally

"have the normal level of happiness everyone else starts the day with" (this

is fully true it seems), and thus putting them in jail for associating

directly with the plant who's seeds have forever been able to cure them of

their genetic defect...

 

Yes, many Irish blood drug addicts and alchoholics are in jail because of a

genetic defect, and they are currently being deprived of the cheap and easily

created natural cure for their pain, due to ignorance only and mainly I still

believe, as I'm not into conspiracy thinking...and thus I feel a calling to

get this info out. I'm quite sure that nobody would have allowed all the loss

this has caused in my life if they knew how to stop it. So lets become aware

of this, and clearly let anyone know who may be Irish/Scottish it seems as

the group most affected firstly, then also some British and Dutch

(understandable due to proximity and thus ancient blood mixing safely assumed)

 

There is something here that tells us I think rather loudly that these people

ate alot of essential fatty acids for a very long time, thus perhaps in this

theory, we assume that their bodies stopped making that which was constantly

eaten, and it can be thought to be either certain fish foods, which do

contain high GLA content, and certain plant foods, including eating Hemp

Seeds.

 

In case you haven't experienced it, Hemp Seeds, if roasted, are very tasty.

You can simply stir roast them with a little spice on them, tossed on at the

end, to create things like "Tamari Roasted Hemp Seeds" or whatever... eating

this is alot like eating pop corn. Nutty, lots of chewing, kind of a buttery

rich little crunchy treat. I can imagine a native peoples eating tons of this

as the plant grows like a weed, is hardy, produces alot of everything it

produces, in other words, it grows like a Weed, but gives like Santa Claus in

many aras of life. It's seeds are one of the few precious vegetarian sources

of a balance of the life giving health giving EFAs or Essential Fatty Acids.

 

Yes, hemp is a secret amongst the vegetarians, partly because it's highly

illegal. Yes, this is not a good thing. The illegality of the marijuana

family of plants is literally deadly to the Irish Vegetarian, and many other

white people. The body bags are mounting, and the war on drugs is sure doing

alot of killing, of the people who are paying the taxes to fund it, at least

the one's who names are like Oconnor, Langnor, Crinnion, etc etc., and the

list is huge huge huge, the Irish and Scottish are many, and suffering, and

unaware their fix is highly expensive due to being illegal, and many of their

dead relatives and friends could have been saved and could have had WAY

BETTER LIVES overall if they just would have eaten a good handful of hemp

seeds everyday.

 

 

Hello

 

Hey Patty, "Got Oil?"

 

 

Enough for now

 

 

raghu

[Guest guest]

Dear Das, Am just catching up with my mail and am

glad to hear you are coming out of the darkness you have

been experiencing and look forward to the great gifts

you have to bring to us as a result of your journey.

 

"when something new is coming to birth, it needs to go

into the darkness to germinate"

A quote from Caddy, co-founder of Findhorn

Foundation in Scotland.

 

Your thoughts on the genetic defect in the Irish I found

myself thinging about a lot over the last few days and felt

a need to say something about it. For me being Irish is

a great honour and the defect in me, if one would call it

that, is due to my longing for Spirituality and my rejection

of my own heritage.

 

Having lived the alcoholism experience for many years

I now recognise it as my looking for Spirit from a

bottle. I wanted to take the short-cut. The discipline

required for Sadhana was too much hard work for me.

What I wanted was Moksha, (5 planets)which through

alcohol was a temporary experience which ultimately

led to dispair. Yes, I have known the jumping off place

and had to do the route of antidepressants, natural remedies,

every therapy that passed the way I tried, until I became

willing to make the necessary life changes that required self-control,

discipline, prayer, meditation, etc.

 

This journey has brought me many blessings including my

learning Jyotish and also now teaching the basics to a very

willing audience here in Galway in the west of Ireland.

This is done not by rejecting my Irishness but by including

it. In all of my classes so far there have been lots of laughter

we look at our reality and look for the fun in it. We like

to play, we fundamently know that this is a temporary

journey.

 

There is a passion and wildness in what we do in

Ireland that is sometimes seen as less than civilised by the

more organised industrialised world. Whatever we do,

at work or at play,the spirit of fun is rarely far away.

We have had our invaders who tried to elimate this and

failed.

Our music, sport, song and dance continues to be a unique

way of expressing our powerful heritage. Come to Croke

Park in September or attend any Ceili and feel the might of

this great tradition as it continues to amaze and excite. It is

a difficult presence to describe, except to say it is

awe-inspiring.

 

The smile may not be on the face but it will be in the eyes, one has to look

deeper and it is a beautiful sacred thing. We Irish have always had a deep

need for connection to a spiritual presence. It is in everything we do.

Our greeting is Dhia Duit

or God be with you. Every greeting is a blessing.

 

For those people who come from such a rich place and try

to live within a culture that has no respect for sacred things,

drugs and alcohol give temporary relief. There is a wildness in the spirit

that is looking for expression. .

Also, there are those of us who need to reject our home

(e.g.SA in 4th) or be rejected by it in order to fully appreciate what gifts

we have. That is Karma.

 

For me I dont see any great difference between the Indian and

the Irish, our ancient symbols are similiar, our music is similiar,

our belief in the sacredness of all things is the constant theme.

 

What Jyotish has done is given me a way of getting a deeper

understanding and knowledge about these things that we know

has profound meaning but we no longer have the gurus or the

texts here in Ireland to explain it due to the many illiterates who came

here and tried to destroy this place of knowledege and learning.

During the Dark Ages of history in Europe, Ireland was the place people came

to learn and to pray. Some of the most beautiful texts where created here

at that time, The Book of Kells,is an example of one that has survived.

 

To have an Irish heritage is a beautiful thing to be celebrated.

Unfortunately our more cold and insensitive neighbours and

visitors sometimes fail to appreciate this. When we try to

fit in with their view on reality it has the ability to destroys us,

 

Luckily, the spirit cannot die, but it goes into temporary hiding until the

way becomes clear for it to express itself again.

The 'glint in the eye' is its hallmark which is to be found in

young and old alike and when quenched only the Grace of

God can put it back.

 

Apologies for going on so much but this is a subject dear

to my heart and thank you again for giving me the space

to express my feelings. Your site, software, videos,

knowledge, wit and wisdom (all symptoms of the glint in

your eye) are and have been a great blessing to me and

you are very welcome back.

 

Slán agus beannacht, (health and blessings)

Pearl Finn.