Ketu Conjunctions with planets-Ebb and Flow

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>I think Ketu causes

> what you could correctly call:

>

> chilling- a lack, coldness

> knarly- awareness in a drastic way

> macabre- death, anihilation thoughts

> spirituality- I am not this material entity

> black hole- lack, gone, dead

 

A chairde....

 

Normally I'm simply an observer...but the recent activity regarding

the nodes have kicked me into action as they play pretty heavily

within the confines of my chart...I "feel" compelled to share since

I'm rather a communative communitarian...

 

The planetary re-flections that have imprinted their energy upon my

being (wow, Ketu's kicking in already) maintain Ketu conjunct Saturn

in the 9th and Rahu conjunct (wide) my Sun in the 3rd...talk about

manifestation versus dissipation!!! Yeah, depression is a

chronic/lifelong thread--as it is the cost of a certain value of

awareness--however limited it is (the Rahu relation) due to

embodiment....so one is aware that the awareness isn't as expansive as

it potentially could be--ouch, nailed to the flesh with the

knowledge of how heavy, and dead this weight feels, dammit, I

can only move so fast knowing that lightspeed exists and

un-exists, but I only sustain this insight through embodied

experience, TRAPPED!...so what, I go into the mind to reach the

Mind---yeah, take a trip to the outer edges of the Universe--I "black

hole" it for awhile....Rahu coerces that I push this out through the

flesh--I carve this space into existence...make it "real" even though

it isn't...I play the peace of paradox....what does that lady say

during my Kundalini Yoga session? Go beyond (even when you want to

stop) to reap the benefits...pretty snazzy--it's a pain in the ass

(literally) to get there....

 

Yeah, so, Rahu aligns with my fractal (the Sun) to promote a fierce

Will....purifying it through the demon shadows of what the christians

promote as hell...there's rage here too--can't have fire without the

burn....of course, could be that half of my heritage is Sicilian

(nicely coincides doesn't it?)....Venus tempers my Mars in Ares in the

7th (ohhh like the way that works together) and gives charm to the

rather cooollll (Saturn and Rahu) logic (in Gemini in 9th) about the

whole process....

 

So, I connect the dots at the middle....gain in the material world

arrives for me through the intellect...words and deeds must match (how

very Saturnine)---this is my contract, I came back, I re-cycled with a

vengence....arrogance has given way to the fact that I know that I

really don't know....this is what formal education combined with

practical life experience (yeah, Sun in third promotes a courageous

attitude...moving across the country or across the world without

knowing a solid soul to connect with) has helped me to absorb...being

a single mother in a society that is unforgivingly paternalistic takes

quantum strength and energy as I push to change this rather lop-sided

(absent father's run rampant...society erroneously blames the mother

as a reaction to the fear of the female power--which can, indeed be

damaging and treacherous in an emotional way as the father can also be

in a physical function....but that's for another soap box session) and

deflective way of societal operating....

 

Balance...temperance....moderation...yeah, Libra Ascendent...

 

Ok...so the purpose of this was in a simple hope that this will cause

a spark in someone out there....to relate out of this perceived

"isolation" (Saturn/Ketu are just rearing their little

heads/headlessness everywhere---isn't it great how one just permeates

their chart--and ultimately their sum total being--- merely by the

words chosen)...

 

Slante chugat,

 

Kat