Guest guest Posted December 28, 2000 Report Share Posted December 28, 2000 Om Amrtesvaryai Namah!! Namaste Mani and all the dear ones!!! Thank you Mani for your wonderful sense of humour!!!...it definitely is a big help.....i'm sorry if my letter came off a little on the humourless in reference to the connections with Saints and between them...i wasn't so much trying to offend you (and am glad to see i didn't!!!)as to point out that YOU seemed to have missed the point in what i was trying to convey. Of course unlike you, i had not compared my chart with all the famous saints and sinners that i admired and felt an affinity with....it didn't seem important at the time...and now i feel that it may actually slightly have confused the issue for you...since now you see that so many people appear to be "related" to you.....(and maybe they ARE...."Everyone has been your Mother...!" what i was trying to get across, was not that just because we are "related" in a "family" or Ghotra sort of way with a particular parampara...or collection of related paramparas...that we are therefore more "Holy"...and that those halos will be adorning our saintly heads...threatening to garrotte us if we should slip....(that was a good "riposte", dear friend!!!) What i was trying to do was to help to instill some deeper faith in our Gurus, and in our Ishtadevatas....those of us who are interested in such beings......because i had become aware that we CAN discover these correlations between us...it does not make me any holier-than-thou to realise that i am in Amma's family...that She is plainly not only my Ishta Devata in the form of Mother Kali, but also my Guru...and to see all this laid out in the charts...both mine and the Guru's, actually was more of a confirmation for me, since Amma had plainly said so, Herself.......and then to see such close connections between my Amma and Paramahansa Yogananda, and Sri Ramakrsna..(Both of Whom i have felt strongly connected with already...and Who had led me to my Amma)...this was awe-inspiring....not ego-inflating....it gives one a broader perspective of what's happening here in the playhouse, wherein the sit-com of life is being enacted every day....it actually allows a bit MORE humour into the scheme of things in my view.... My last letter was so strongly put, because i felt that you were entirely missing the point, and were merely poking fun at what i had brought forward for the list members to contemplate....this i felt, would discourage any further investigation or meaningful dialogue...in short...dear friend....you had apparently Shut the door in my face...metaphorically speaking...so out came the sword..of "discrimination"....WHACK!!!! it's true that even after seeing all these connections, one doesn't sprout a halo....but that was not my purpose...When we feel so deeply and familiarly connected with such a lineage...i believe that it deepens our faith in the Divine...as we can SEE the workings of the Divine thru the lens of Jyotish, thru Bhakti, Jnana, Seva, and so on....not to mention the Leelas of our Gurus and Beloved Deities.... i feel that it merely adds a lot more Zest to the cake...and also settles the issue much more firmly in the doubting monkey mind....one can just go and LOOK at what the "stars say"....and that old doubter is left busy with new routines...checking out just what they seem to say...it's a good way to redirect that monkey from less profitable pursuits...such as worrying about day to day affairs....this exalts the being by helping to bring one a little closer to the Divine...as one is contemplating the Divine Leelas of the Creation.... to me it's the flavour in the soup...the zest...and without these connections, whether consciousless realised or not, we do indeed have a flavourless broth...perhaps THAT is the problem...not enough understanding of the connections. i feel that whatever connections with the Divine that we can nurture and grow within are good to pursue....they can only lead to more light, and love, and compassion, as we seek to become ever more Adorable, merging in the Sacred Om.... others may not have thought much of it, but when my Amma said, the first time i met Her (to the whole assembly), that everyone in the hall had been with Her before....to me that was a wonderful spice to add to the soup!!!my mental tongue has tasted that spice ever since...and it has been reassurring in times of distress.... in the same way to perceive the cosmic relationships of Our Gurus and Ishtadevatas as revealed thru the Sadhana of Jyotish is in reality a great aid to the sadhak...no, the haloes will not suddenly sprout, but it may inspire the person to persevere thru more difficult trials if he knows himself in many different ways to be related deeply with his Guru or Ishtadevata....it removes it a little from the speculative and puts it into the "realised" category...just as when we burn our hand on the stove....no one has to tell us to stay away any more...we just know... i submit that these researches CAN aid one in learning his true relationship with the world, with his Guru, and with the Divine... although admittedly this is basically all fodder for the Mind...and that the Mind is an imperfect instrument...and that for real perception of truth, this Mind needs to take a break...still since this mind is going to be busy anyways, let's give it something positive to do!!! Thank you dear friend for the lively debate!! In the Divine Mother's Love and in Her service, this little one salutes you all bowing again and again! as ever, Your Own Self visvanathan Om Amrtesvaryai Namah!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 28, 2000 Report Share Posted December 28, 2000 Dear KV, Thank you for your understanding letter. We are both - perhaps all of us on the list too - alike, yet different! I see your research as an excellent pursuit and hope you will finally formulate a thesis as to when, where and how a person can find enlightenment actively and not "miss" the chance through neglect of the opportunity. Amma´s statement that all present had been with her previously is not "surprising" at all! All humanity has been with her, before the separation took place! In the Bible, in the Book Of Job, God asks Job "Where were you when I created these things?" This is falsely understood as a belttling chiding. It meant rhetorically, "Have you forgotten that you were with me as WE created these things?" None of us is an entity. We are only partial bits of much larger entities, the real children of the Creatrix, divided to gather experience simultaneously and reunite as Megsa-souls, large enough to be palpable in the infinity of space and time! We were all with God once. The search for a Guru or Ishtadevata is an individual matter for us as human "bit" beings. I learn my lessons from nature. When, as a boy, I heard of the tremendous energy that was released by splitting an atom - from a colleague of Einstein - my questions were, "How did that much energy get packed into an atom? Who managed to do this?" My automobile requires gasoline, luboil, cooling water plus anti-frost, brake fluid, water for the wipers, distilled water for the battery. When the tyres get worn I have to get new ones. Can I fill my tank with a mixture of gasoline, brake fluid, cooling water, anti-frost, plain water, distilled water and liquid rubber and hope that all goes well? But I throw into ONE hole, my mouth, all sorts of things including junk from MacDonalds and food supplements - and the body thrives, each organ takes what it needs! There are so many electric circuits in the body. Yet none of them is "electrically" insulated from one another. But no short-circuit occurs, the current flows as planned! The fuse does not blow! Take a ton of earth to a lab, supply enough water, flood-lights and fans and say, "Make me a pear tree!" The best scientist cannot fulfill your wish, but a tiny seed from a pear can! >From the tiniest bacteria or amoeba to the giant whale, everything that exists is a wonder, a testimony for the Supreme Being! "Go to the ant!" said Solomon... and if I study the life of the ant, I learn all I need to know: the hope, the self-sacrificing and tremendous effort for the good of the community, without any real reward but more toil .... Do I need a better guru or devatha? I am not in any way disputing or questioning your devotion to the Great Mother as Ammachi. She is there now, but has always been there in some incarnation or other. She needs us, for otherwise she would not have created us at all! Our purpose is to understand how much we need Her!... Who has to understand that we need Her, the guru or the disciple? It is the disciple who has to understand. In days of yore, when everything was taught by word of mouth, a guru was indispensable. But today we have enough literature, enough examples. We can read and think.. and think deeper and deeper. We don´t need a guru to teach us philosophy or how to behave. We need them to learn certain esoteric practices and attain "siddhis". But frankly I am not interested in any siddhi, do not want to levitate or create objects or bilocate etc. What I need is devotion and that must come from myself, cannot be thrust into me. But the moment I acknowledge that a saint is a saint, that devotion is in me - otherwise I would not have admired the saint! But again, devotion alone as pure admiration is not enough. We have to strive to live up to the ideals. Here a very close guru could help, admonishing us every day. But is that good, being trained and forced to be virtuous? is the guru a mentor - or a crutch??!! Saints are there to convert non-believers. Believers are their own teachers! WHICH DOES NOT PREVENT THEM FROM ADORING THE SAINTS! This is only to clarify my attitude to "religion", not meant to be a sermon! Regards Mani Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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