My experience with Rurda-ka-AAKSH

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Hari Om!

 

Dear Group members please accept my respectful pranams!

 

It was due to my sani dasha + sade sati that I started to venture into spiritual

life. Fellow members I am saying this to the best of my knowledge. Please

forgive me if it is offending anyone. I was very attached to the material life

of everything, you know what I am talking about. As my karmas were not good,

Saturn the teacher decided to teach me a lesson and his teachings are still

going on. He threw me from one land to another across oceans and still is doing

it. I was at pains and I started to search for a remedy from this task master.

We even through years of having no children but mis-carriages. Finally I came to

know about Rudraksha from Matha Neetaji and Sri Dharmadevji. They are very

blessed souls.

 

I decided to buy the siddha mala for the reason to try to become a siddha as I

always saw a sketch of three eyes and bhamsa in my dreams and used to wake up in

midnights. I asked my folks back in India to consult a astrologer who does a

deva prashnam. In the prasnam it was seen as Lord Rudra. The answer was "I am

doing my job, you do yours". I did not know what it meant and have no idea to

coin these. I happen to meet a yogi at Lord Vaidheswaran in Tamil Nadu. This

temple is the place where the famous Nadi astrology is obtained for an

individual. This yogi smiled at me and said why are you hesitant? Go to him and

ask his help. I came back to US and finally decided to buy the Rudraksha Siddha

mala from Mata Neetaji and Sri Dhramadevji.

 

I did try to worship Sri Lord Rudra to the best of my ability. I do not remember

the date but it has been a couple of years. I first wore the mala, I felt like

something heavy on my neck especially the one mukhi which supressed my mind and

made it at ease. I started feeling a smiling attitude at my work, household

problems. I used to remove the mala during sleep and keep it next to Shri Shri

Lord Rudraji's photo. During the time when I did not have the mala with me, I

tend to deviate again and fall into misery.

 

Then I took at a step towards HIM. I started to think and feel it is HIM

everywhere and Mata is his vahana or vehicle. It was sheer brilliance I saw my

enemies as as a testing tool, my problems were puzzles to solve. Certain things

in life though troubling have to coined toward Shri Rudraji then you can feel

what I am trying to say. We are not suffering at all, we are better off to talk

about Rudra-ka-aaksh when lowly creatures like worms do not even know these. It

would taken years for us to know about these. I am humbled to see the suffering

Lord Rudra who had to uplift me which such a lowly creature. HE CARES if you

believe in HIM. He is a Yogi or called a para-desi (one who roams and has

nothing attached to). It does not mean you be a para-desi. His followers are

some of the richest men in the world. It is how you adore HIM and Rudra-ka-aaksh

is one way.

 

Lord has been so kind HE blessed me with a Narmadeshwar and allowed me to do

pooja to him. HE showed me the way for bhakthi, and always I feel I should not

miss this opportunity. I started off with Rudraksha, then in Lord Narmadeshwar

Shiv linga worship, then into Sri Parvati or Shri Matha Shakthi worship and into

Sri Sri Saligrams.

 

I do not know what I gained by doing these. People expect to see returns or

return on investments as soon as possible. But remember these are sevas you do

to your soul. These are transparent and cannot be measured by us. It is Lord

Rudra who decides the karmic activities of any living or non-living thing.

 

These are my experiences The point I am trying to make is Rudraksha is a vehicle

to try and reach the supreme soul. It is Lord Rudra himself trying to awaken.

Please do not think if you have money you can buy Rudraksha. Sure you can, but

everything happens only as HE wishes. You will be buying it and to wear it you

will not be able to or you will feel irritating. HE will test you to find if you

are worth it.

 

These are my humble experiences, I know many of you out there are much blessed

than me for me my karma is not right hence if I have offended anyone of you

knowingly or unknowingly please forgive me.

 

Om ShivaShakthi Shivaya Nama

Sri KrishnaArpanamastu!