Guest guest Posted April 28, 2006 Report Share Posted April 28, 2006 In a message dated 4/27/2006 11:21:06 A.M. Mountain Standard Time, Ammachi writes: ....Many people act as though spiritual growth is automatic. They may have a plan to save for retirement. They may have a plan for sending their kids to college. But they don't have a strategy for enriching their souls. They leave the single most important facet of human existence to chance!... Dear Eknath ~ I read your post, and this paragraph is what stood out the most for me. It applies to all of us, regardless of religion or creed or belief. Without a plan, we are like someone in a boat with no paddle. The boat will be tossed hither and yon as the waves grow and subside, and will follow the direction of the tides, but it will be very difficult for the person in the boat to get anywhere. I am reminded of a beautiful song that was on a tape by Gayatri (sorry, by then she was a Swamini, but I can't remember that name). The tape was beautiful. Amma was pressing Gayatri a bit to go beyond her belief in her own limitations (Amma also had Gayatri begin doing talks during the tours, and poor Gayatri ... she was so shy and looked like she wished the floor would swallow her up). On the tape was a kind of revised rendition of an old spiritual. All I can remember is part of the chorus, and I'm not sure I'm remembering that part correctly. But it goes something like this, "There is a boat that carries me; that boat is named Amritanandamayi." I think this song is also on one of the Bhajanamritam tapes with Big Swami singing. Swami Satyananda Saraswati often makes reference to spiritual practices carrying us across "the ocean of objects and relationships." In fact, it is so often a part of his writing or discourse that I have begun to feel that there is some scriptural reference to this. I wish I knew what it was, because it is a very apt description. Our little boats are dodging trash, other boats (relationships), buoys, boulders, etc. So if we have a plan, what do we put in our boat? We can't put very much. Perhaps a tape or CD player with lots of batteries so we can listen to bhajans and to Shri Lalitha Sahasranama and other stotras and prayers. A couple of our favorite books ~ the "Archana," one or two of the "Awaken Children" series. Then we have to have a few changes of clothes, a bunch of MREs, water, vitamin C. We might include a few of our favorite puja and altar items, but they will have to be light weight and pared down to the basics. So, now we have planned the journey. When we push our boat off from the shore, what is our plan for how we will conduct our daily routines? And, of course, we know Amma is drawing the boat to Her, but perhaps we also have a couple of paddles so we can help ... we don't want our Mother to do all the work. Actually, thinking about this boat metaphor, I realize it isn't all that different from being in a trailer. LOL But a plan, definitely. Yet our plan perhaps needs to be flexible to allow for unexpected events, a big rock we suddenly see ahead, sticking up out of the water. Who knows how big the part under the water may be? So we change our direction for a bit to steer clear of the obstacle. But the obstacle is part of the journey too. Every experience teaches us something. After awhile, other boats whose pilots have the same or a similar destination, group together. Perhaps once in awhile they form a circle so they can have a satsang. This gives me something to think about, especially since my own life, because of my illnesses and space limitations ... a bit like being on a boat. How will I outline my day? How will I fit sadhana into going to the store or to the gallery, having to take a nap, etc. Really, I have a lot of time on my hands, and I could be planning that time so that those spaces are where I incorporate my sadhana. This morning a fellow was interviewed on television. He has written a book, "Letters to Sam." It is about his journey to spirit, which started when he was hit by a "big black thing" and became paralyzed from the waist down. Sam is his grandson. This man, whose name I can't recall at the moment, said we are all hit by "big black things" in our life, and the challenge is what do we do with that? Can we turn the negative to a positive. Seeing the strength I have seen in this group with others who struggle, I believe we can, and that is, in fact what we are doing ... when we share in this satsangh, when we participate in the prayer seva, when we do our own sadhana, when we make a contribution to the work of our guru. Blessed are you all ~ Linda Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! Terms of Service. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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