true guru

[Guest guest]

may you all be blessed as i have to find a very special person who

tells me he is not my guru but teaches me all the same. I go to india

each year to visit him and the temples and to be with the people

there. Some people call him Lord Shiva, he is so good and helpful to

people. I hope to build my home in nashik, india so I can be close to

him and spend three months out of a year there, talking to him and

visiting the temples every day. I don't get a chance to visit the

temples unless I am in india. I want to be there for the festivals

and all the joys and sorrows. I have only been studying hindu for 8

years and know so little. there is so much to learn. i went to

Osho's in Pune last year. I know when I began my search for something

that Lord Shiva had hinduism in his heart for me. See I had had aorta

by pass and wasn't expected to live, but I refused the last rights,

because I knew there was something I had to find out and hinduism is

what keeps me alive this day. the prayers, the mediations, the duties

of trying to live a beautiful hindu life in a small town in america.

Mani