Guest guest Posted November 1, 2004 Report Share Posted November 1, 2004 Thank you for responding to my email. I had my 4th child 8 months ago. My hormones it seems have been messed up since after my first child but I didn't pay much attention to at that time - I was 18 years old and my body I think handled it alot better. I remember trying some progestron cream after my 3rd child, I got really badly messed up after her. That is when my thyroid became hypothyroid and when I put on 35 pounds. That is also when the doctors started "auto-prescribing"antidepressants to me . now that I recall they actually started me on them while I was pregnant with her. I think my body was already more messed up because after my 2nd child I went into a state of hallucigenic use for about a year -- mind you my kids did not live with me. I lived alone - my 1st son living with his grandparents because the college I started attending refused to let me live in a dorm with my baby. So he moved with them. I became pregnant shortly after starting college (and gave that child up for open adoption) so just wanted to clear up that my children where not in any danger. Anyway - I think the hallucigenics and other drug use - really messed up my body and I never did a body cleanse until ohhh 4 years later when my daughter was born and they had to do a colonoscopy and they give you that stuff to drink that cleans you out. Anyways I am babalin again - so sorry. I hope to find a solution soon. - when I don't feel good (which is on a daily basis from the fibromyalgia) then I am not able to give 100% to my family. Hugs Deana Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 1, 2004 Report Share Posted November 1, 2004 Hi Martha, Thank you again for your guidance as it is really helping me as I take the steps you suggest. I will continue taking the tea with equal parts cumin, coriander and fennel powder, but will drink it to take the shatavari which I have been chewing per someones suggestion. As per your statement "Your fibromyalgia ...........Self massage with warm oil will be highly advised." I use a lavendar essential oil for daily pain massage. Who could suggest the proper formula to help with the fibromyalgia. I have done some research and found no one that practices ayurveda in this area-- maybe some suggestions of herbs i can by and combine myself? Thanks again fr much wisdom! Hugs Deana Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 2, 2004 Report Share Posted November 2, 2004 Deana, Please tell me how long you used the antidepressants and when/if you started/ came off them? It is very important to understand the risks of coming off them and never to attempt on your own without guidance. You must know by now I am not saying this as a standard medical euphamism. 1. The research shows that up to 6 months after coming off them there is very high risk for major disruptive experience, violent emotions, physical and mental extremes, etc from, extreme levels of cortisol in the blood from extreme levels of the seratonin downloading into blood stream from the brain where it concentrates 100s of times and is "stored". (1 Prozak, kinda of middle of the road potency antidepressant, is measured to double cortisol levels. Compare that 3 cups of coffee or subnormal american sugar intake they say just holds cortisol at a high for 18 hours). 2. Example: if you have been on them for a year, Dr. Ann Blake Tracy finds (without ayurvedic guidance or therapeutic uses of essential oils) you should take half that time (6 months) to gradually reduce the dose. Let's do the math. at 6months X 30 days = 180th of your dose reduction daily. Seriously, something like this. Ama reduction is critical to close the gap and increase the comfort. Dr. Tracy sells a tape "Help I cant get off my antidepressants" for $15 on the www.drugawareness.org website. It is a real head's up education for professionals and clients alike. The most useful modalities she has found are all heard in the last 1/2 hour so don't give up listening to the tons of info. 3. Notable side effects of antidepressants include: 30 =- 60 lbs average weight gain. Blood sugar major swings and (I forget the stats) high risk diabetes. Depression. (yes). FIBROMYALGIA. Allergies. The list goes on, dominantly vata and secondarily pitta accumulations in my opinion. Research done so far on only one of them, Xoloft, I think, showed very high risk for cancer. (Causative agent the same, excess serotonin). All but one of them have been black box warning required just htis year as not recommended for teens or children, Give THanks! Pregnant women not recommended. Infants having problems who were on them in the womb (ref above safe reductions alone!) etc etc. 4. Re improper postpartum rejuvenation/care (not that blame is ever indicated, just understanding here) often shows up with the hypothyroid and concommittant weight gain, low agni, depression, et other vata vikruti and ama complications such as yeast. 5. Re use of the hallucinocenics - you must be listening to the discussions. Antidepressants show, in testing, very similar blood chemistry profiles to people on LSD! Also, one of my master teachers, Maharishi Mahesh Yogi, explained that after use of hallucinogenics and marijuana, due to the extremes on the perceptual mechanisms and liver, we would necessarily go through long (didn't say how long) emotional/spiritual dry spell. Says to me the need is for focus on rejuvenative therapies offered in Ayurveda. Now I am the one carring on again long winded, but since learning of these things over a year ago, I see it everywhere and am deeply concerned about the lack of understanding in complementary as well as alloopathic circles. Dr. Tracy is the expert court witness called in about these medications, and states that all the big news stories about postpartum depressed moms killing their children, as well as all the school shootings, many (paid to be kept secret) hollywood names, etc involve use of these medications including not only individual sensitvities as well as excess prescriptions or attempts at withdrawal. In my son's private school, the Maharishi School of the Age of Enlightenment, a teenage boy was admitted whose medical records were not allowed by the state to be reviewed as terms of addmittance. With significant schizophrenic history, he was on his meds when he started, three months later he was not for whatever reasons, and in full view of all his classmates stabbed a classmate next to him in the dining hall fatally. This is extreme, but again, a saddening wake up call which I'm concerned has not yet been heard properly in terms of the medical/drug induced cause and managment lessons. Please forgive the off topic directions, but I feel called to beg everyone's attention. REgarding your needs, my first question is most relevant to go from here. Respectfully, Martha Oakes Ayurvedic Postpartum CAre, Training & ARomatherapy www.sacredwindow.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 3, 2004 Report Share Posted November 3, 2004 Without going back and getting all my records I won't be able to recall exact dates or names of meds but out of recolection here goes. On the record, I never took prozac.. the ones I do recall prescribed over the years where Zoloft, Wellbutrin, Buspar, Xanax, Effexor, Lithium, Paxil, Depakote, and the most recent Celexa. The first precribed was before my pregnancy with my third child in 1996. They changed it many times and kept me on it during pregnancy. I had been on antidepressants/antianxiety pills from 1996 to 1999 when they tried to tell me I was bipolar. They actually put many names on me.. The first was Post Tramatic Stress Disorder, the second Obsessive Compulsive, third depression and anxiety, fourth bipolar, fifth decided the bipolar was not correct and that my childhood and what I had been to up to 1996 was probably Post Tramatic Stress Disorder with some depression - that was the final diagnosis. In 1999 I went off of all medications with the guidance of the Phsycologist. The once I was coming off at that time was Zoloft or Effexor and even with the slow wheening I had horrible side effects, I remember keeping a journal online and posting at many of the boards. Anyway.. a year later the doctor and I decided to try again.. my husband and I were so close to divorce and our poor daughter was so little through all of this. Three years after my daughter was born in 1997 I was still having "depression" problems even though it seemed the meds I was on where working ?? lol out of advise from a friend I asked the Doctor to check my thyroid, mind you the doctors over the years never asked or told me to do this in the first place and I had gone from a size 6 to a size 12 in two years time. Sure enough I had hypothyroid.. on the high number side I believe he had said it was .7 or something like that.. They put me on Celexa which I was on until I found out I was pregnant with our most recent child. With the doctors guidance I weaned off that the side effects where almost none. That was in June or July of 2003 and I have not been back on any of those medications since. I am a bit scared with myself to be honest though, I still lose my temper quite more then I used to (or maybe it is that I catch myself now ??) and get to the point of the feeling of breaking something - although I never do, I sit down and rock in my rocking chair, take deep breaths, remind myself that I am trying to control that anger I feel and usually rock my baby. The only things that set me off and I am not sure why yet is, CLUTTER ... The baby crying non stop so as I can't get anything done, and lots of back ground noise bothers me extremely. I always have to tell my daughter SHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and I know I shouldn't.. she needs to feel like her words count to. I always have to tell them to turn the tv down or turn the radio down, or no friends in the house cause they make to much noise. Am I weird.. I guess its all leftover junk from the physical and emotional abuse I went through from birth to the age of 22. There is so much Crap .. let us just say I am a survivor of alchol and drug overdose, a survivor of two teen pregnancies, a survivor of severe physical abuse from my father, and a few others in my family from the age of 6months (when my father got mad at my mother who took off to take a walk around outside to coool down and came back to find me lying in my crib screaming with blood all over my face and clothing, - apparantley that is when the physical abuse began from my father) my parents divorced when I was 5 years old and my mother walked out - never to see me again until I was in 8th grade.. when parents started moving me and my sister back and forth between them. Anyway enough bable sorry.. I am also a survivor of rape, anorexia and bulimia, and physical abuse from boyfriends as well as being homeless and kicked out into the streets during one teen pregnancy. I have come a long long way in the 8 years since I started therapy and NA meetings etc. But I still have so much to do. I hope my kids turn out ok. and don't have to deal with any of this. Hugs Deana doulaminerva wrote: > > > Deana, > Please tell me how long you used the antidepressants and when/if you > started/ came off them? It is very important to understand the risks > of coming off them and never to attempt on your own without guidance. > You must know by now I am not saying this as a standard medical > euphamism. > 1. The research shows that up to 6 months after coming off them > there is very high risk for major disruptive experience, violent > emotions, physical and mental extremes, etc from, extreme levels of > cortisol in the blood from extreme levels of the seratonin > downloading into blood stream from the brain where it concentrates > 100s of times and is "stored". (1 Prozak, kinda of middle of the > road potency antidepressant, is measured to double cortisol levels. > Compare that 3 cups of coffee or subnormal american sugar intake they > say just holds cortisol at a high for 18 hours). > 2. Example: if you have been on them for a year, Dr. Ann Blake > Tracy finds (without ayurvedic guidance or therapeutic uses of > essential oils) you should take half that time (6 months) to > gradually reduce the dose. Let's do the math. at 6months X 30 days > = 180th of your dose reduction daily. Seriously, something like > this. Ama reduction is critical to close the gap and increase the > comfort. Dr. Tracy sells a tape "Help I cant get off my > antidepressants" for $15 on the www.drugawareness.org website. It is > a real head's up education for professionals and clients alike. The > most useful modalities she has found are all heard in the last 1/2 > hour so don't give up listening to the tons of info. > 3. Notable side effects of antidepressants include: 30 =- 60 lbs > average weight gain. Blood sugar major swings and (I forget the > stats) high risk diabetes. Depression. (yes). FIBROMYALGIA. > Allergies. The list goes on, dominantly vata and secondarily pitta > accumulations in my opinion. Research done so far on only one of > them, Xoloft, I think, showed very high risk for cancer. (Causative > agent the same, excess serotonin). All but one of them have been > black box warning required just htis year as not recommended for > teens or children, Give THanks! Pregnant women not recommended. > Infants having problems who were on them in the womb (ref above safe > reductions alone!) etc etc. > 4. Re improper postpartum rejuvenation/care (not that blame is ever > indicated, just understanding here) often shows up with the > hypothyroid and concommittant weight gain, low agni, depression, et > other vata vikruti and ama complications such as yeast. > 5. Re use of the hallucinocenics - you must be listening to the > discussions. Antidepressants show, in testing, very similar blood > chemistry profiles to people on LSD! Also, one of my master > teachers, Maharishi Mahesh Yogi, explained that after use of > hallucinogenics and marijuana, due to the extremes on the perceptual > mechanisms and liver, we would necessarily go through long (didn't > say how long) emotional/spiritual dry spell. Says to me the need is > for focus on rejuvenative therapies offered in Ayurveda. > > Now I am the one carring on again long winded, but since learning of > these things over a year ago, I see it everywhere and am deeply > concerned about the lack of understanding in complementary as well as > alloopathic circles. Dr. Tracy is the expert court witness called in > about these medications, and states that all the big news stories > about postpartum depressed moms killing their children, as well as > all the school shootings, many (paid to be kept secret) hollywood > names, etc involve use of these medications including not only > individual sensitvities as well as excess prescriptions or attempts > at withdrawal. > > In my son's private school, the Maharishi School of the Age of > Enlightenment, a teenage boy was admitted whose medical records were > not allowed by the state to be reviewed as terms of addmittance. > With significant schizophrenic history, he was on his meds when he > started, three months later he was not for whatever reasons, and in > full view of all his classmates stabbed a classmate next to him in > the dining hall fatally. This is extreme, but again, a saddening > wake up call which I'm concerned has not yet been heard properly in > terms of the medical/drug induced cause and managment lessons. > > Please forgive the off topic directions, but I feel called to beg > everyone's attention. REgarding your needs, my first question is > most relevant to go from here. > > Respectfully, > Martha Oakes > Ayurvedic Postpartum CAre, Training & ARomatherapy > www.sacredwindow.com > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 4, 2004 Report Share Posted November 4, 2004 Deana, I am truly sorry you have had to go through so much. I am not a professional, but I would say that a lot of your anger maybe from all the mental and physical things you have been through. It maybe built up anger towards all the abuse you have had. Maybe the clutter and the baby crying make you feel out of control and helpless, just like you felt out of control and helpless during the abuse. I also have a thing about clutter, I think my is just the fact that my Mom is a cluttering kind of person and I hated it. My sister is the same way I am. Although I was molested as a child, by our neighbor, I really can't see that as the cause for me hating the clutter. A baby crying can make anyone frustrated. Both my children cried a lot. They wanted to be held all the time. I did not have the patience for that. The doctor told me to just let them cry. So I did. I love them both tremendously and they turned out well. . . wonderful. Both are very well adjusted and are great students. My son is in college and my daughter high school. Motherhood can be a very frustrating time. It does get easier, at least in my case. As they get older things settle down. Take Care Hugs Sherry Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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