Guest guest Posted March 17, 2006 Report Share Posted March 17, 2006 big gift.howver with the gift there came other conditions. My soulmate was from a different religion. At the beginning he did not expect me to convert, but when his parents got to know, they started insisting two religion would cause a lot of confusion in the mind of children. It came as a shock to me.I was a multi religion person, ALL GOD IS ONE,that was always on my mind.i thought never mind ,he will realize one day. In 2005, a friend of mind took me to shridi baba’s prayers held at puchong,that was the first time in my life I felt so comfortable with the all the people who come, everyone had the same thinking like me.i thought wow, it was like being in heaven for that 2 hours at the home.i started praying to shridi baba, I saw a lot of miracles. However because I come from a violent family, my parents gave me lots of mental torture and I cold not take ,when the knew abt my relationship ,they become even more angrier with me and started abusing me. Finally I asked piliyar what should I do,should I convert or not, the answer I got was that “I am Jesus, Allah, Pilliyar, Buddha ”Why do u worry my child, I am always with you”. I converted and my parents asked me to leave the house. I had to rent a house outside ,it was difficult for me,day and night I prayed to baba to help me. my parents were very angry with my fiancé and his parents because they converted their child. I had to suffer abt 6 months, finally my parents took me back into the family, thought I converted, I could not stop praying to baba, piliyar,amma. I am still the same person but my parents were more worried about the people, that their reputation will go down, people will look down on them, my siblings will not get a good bride for them.i constantly prayed that my parents will reconcile with my in-laws. finally after about 3 months finally they agreed to go and see them. There was a lot of arguments during the discussion, I was constantly praying to baba to be present in them.finally evrthg resolved.both sides agreed to two weddings. Until today when I recollect all the incidents, I have to say it is all baba’s grace that to day everthg is going on smoothly in my life,I am still battling a lot of thgs with Baba.last week I saw vibuthi all over my thg in the room, I thought someone has done sthg bad, but then after a few days later a realize it was baba who visited me. TEXT-ALIGN: justify"> I am still praying hard that baba will also open my husband’s heart to realize that miraclesof BABA. All i can say is everyone should surrender all their problems in Baba's feet, alwiz imagine baba is with you, he is surrounding you with pink light/light of love.write baba's name when ever u need an answer for any problems. just cry to him,talk to him he is everywhere. TEXT-ALIGN: justify">I am so blessed to have known Baba. The daily messages of BABA’S has enlighten my thoughts .Om sai Ram Thanks to the enite baba group, all your stories nad messages have made me a better person. Warm regards, Heleenaa Heimala Win a BlackBerry device from O2 with . Enter now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2006 Report Share Posted March 17, 2006 TEXT-ALIGN: justify">I come from a moderate class family. my parent always insists on all their children to be professionals. My parents don’t give us emotional love that we need since they are too busy with work. Though always a blessed with good character, we all fail in terms of communication. My childhood was very bad, since I grew with my grandma ,she used to torture me mentally because she always compares me with brother. i had hard times,where I used to cry day and night to god to take my life since I felt there was no need to live where no one loves me .i had to go through this from young, 5 years old till about 20 years old. My nightmare was over when my granny passed away. then mom started with me always picking o me, I only survived through prayers, I started subscribing to Hinduism, ramakrishnan’s articles.that made me very strong mentally, I started reciting mantra’s morning and night.i was a vegetarian since 14years so, that also helped me tone me down.I was an ardent devotee of piliyar. I would pray to him and cry to him all my problems,in some ways he would help me daily. I had many relationship but did not last, but mind you, because of my intence connection with god ,I have never had any indecent relationship with anyone, I always believe everyone has to remain chaste until u get married.i told piliyar I don’t want anyone,I shall remain like this.However there was a twist. When I was 21, I found my soulmate, who was a very good person,good character, the kind of person I dreamt of. I felt piliyar gave a very big gift.howver with the gift there came other conditions. My soulmate was from a different religion. At the beginning he did not expect me to convert, but when his parents got to know, they started insisting two religion would cause a lot of confusion in the mind of children. It came as a shock to me.I was a multi religion person, ALL GOD IS ONE,that was always on my mind.i thought never mind ,he will realize one day. In 2005, a friend of mind took me to shridi baba’s prayers held at puchong,that was the first time in my life I felt so comfortable with the all the people who come, everyone had the same thinking like me.i thought wow, it was like being in heaven for that 2 hours at the home.i started praying to shridi baba, I saw a lot of miracles. However because I come from a violent family, my parents gave me lots of mental torture and I cold not take ,when the knew abt my relationship ,they become even more angrier with me and started abusing me. Finally I asked piliyar what should I do,should I convert or not, the answer I got was that “I am Jesus, Allah, Pilliyar, Buddha ”Why do u worry my child, I am always with you”. I converted and my parents asked me to leave the house. I had to rent a house outside ,it was difficult for me,day and night I prayed to baba to help me. my parents were very angry with my fiancé and his parents because they converted their child. I had to suffer abt 6 months, finally my parents took me back into the family, thought I converted, I could not stop praying to baba, piliyar,amma. I am still the same person but my parents were more worried about the people, that their reputation will go down, people will look down on them, my siblings will not get a good bride for them.i constantly prayed that my parents will reconcile with my in-laws. finally after about 3 months finally they agreed to go and see them. There was a lot of arguments during the discussion, I was constantly praying to baba to be present in them.finally evrthg resolved.both sides agreed to two weddings. Until today when I recollect all the incidents, I have to say it is all baba’s grace that to day everthg is going on smoothly in my life,I am still battling a lot of thgs with Baba.last week I saw vibuthi all over my thg in the room, I thought someone has done sthg bad, but then after a few days later a realize it was baba who visited me. I am still praying hard that baba will also open my husband’s heart to realize that miraclesof BABA. All i can say is everyone should surrender all their problems in Baba's feet, alwiz imagine baba is with you, he is surrounding you with pink light/light of love.write baba's name when ever u need an answer for any problems. just cry to him,talk to him he is everywhere. I am so blessed to have known Baba. The daily messages of BABA’S has enlighten my thoughts .Om sai Ram 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"> Thanks to the enite baba group, all your stories nad messages have made me a better person. Warm regards, Heleenaa Heimala Win a BlackBerry device from O2 with . Enter now. Mail Use Photomail to share photos without annoying attachments. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2006 Report Share Posted March 17, 2006 telling u all this because of my experience.keep sharing ur experiences .we all luv to read it. SAI RAM with sai's luv and regards saikripa amy raja <amy_raja (AT) (DOT) co.uk> wrote: One of BABA'S devotees told me to share life expriences with evryone I come from a moderate class family. my parent always insists on all their children to be professionals. My parents don’t give us emotional love that we need since they are too busy with work. Though always a blessed with good character, we all fail in terms of communication. My childhood was very bad, since I grew with my grandma ,she used to torture me mentally because she always compares me with brother. i had hard times,where I used to cry day and night to god to take my life since I felt there was no need to live where no one loves me .i had to go through this from young, 5 years old till about 20 years old. My nightmare was over when my granny passed away. then mom started with me always picking o me, I only survived through prayers, I started subscribing to Hinduism, ramakrishnan’s articles.that made me very strong mentally, I started reciting mantra’s morning and night.i was a vegetarian since 14years so, that also helped me tone me down.I was an ardent devotee of piliyar. I would pray to him and cry to him all my problems,in some ways he would help me daily. I had many relationship but did not last, but mind you, because of my intence connection with god ,I have never had any indecent relationship with anyone, I always believe everyone has to remain chaste until u get married.i told piliyar I don’t want anyone,I shall remain like this.However there was a twist. When I was 21, I found my soulmate, who was a very good person,good character, the kind of person I dreamt of. I felt piliyar gave a very big gift.howver with the gift there came other conditions. My soulmate was from a different religion. At the beginning he did not expect me to convert, but when his parents got to know, they started insisting two religion would cause a lot of confusion in the mind of children. Roman"> It came as a shock to me.I was a multi religion person, ALL GOD IS ONE,that was always on my mind.i thought never mind ,he will realize one day. In 2005, a friend of mind took me to shridi baba’s prayers held at puchong,that was the first time in my life I felt so comfortable with the all the people who come, everyone had the same thinking like me.i thought wow, it was like being in heaven for that 2 hours at the home.i started praying to shridi baba, I saw a lot of miracles. Roman"> However because I come from a violent family, my parents gave me lots of mental torture and I cold not take ,when the knew abt my relationship ,they become even more angrier with me and started abusing me. Finally I asked piliyar what should I do,should I convert or not, the answer I got was that “I am Jesus, Allah, Pilliyar, Buddha ”Why do u worry my child, I am always with you”. I converted and my parents asked me to leave the house. I had to rent a house outside ,it was difficult for me,day and night I prayed to baba to help me. my parents were very angry with my fiancé and his parents because they converted their child. I had to suffer abt 6 months, finally my parents took me back into the family, thought I converted, I could not stop praying to baba, piliyar,amma. I am still the same person but my parents were more worried about the people, that their reputation will go down, people will look down on them, my siblings will not get a good bride for them.i constantly prayed that my parents will reconcile with my in-laws. finally after about 3 months finally they agreed to go and see them. There was a lot of arguments during the discussion, I was constantly praying to baba to be present in them.finally evrthg resolved.both sides agreed to two weddings. Until today when I recollect all the incidents, I have to say it is all baba’s grace that to day everthg is going on smoothly in my life,I am still battling a lot of thgs with Baba.last week I saw vibuthi all over my thg in the room, I thought someone has done sthg bad, but then after a few days later a realize it was baba who visited me. I am still praying hard that baba will also open my husband’s heart to realize that miraclesof BABA. All i can say is everyone should surrender all their problems in Baba's feet, alwiz imagine baba is with you, he is surrounding you with pink light/light of love.write baba's name when ever u need an answer for any problems. just cry to him,talk to him he is everywhere. I am so blessed to have known Baba. The daily messages of BABA’S has enlighten my thoughts .Om sai Ram Thanks to the enite baba group, all your stories nad messages have made me a better person. Warm regards, Heleenaa Heimala Win a BlackBerry device from O2 with . Enter now. Jiyo cricket on India cricket Messenger Mobile Stay in touch with your buddies all the time. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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