My lord and my land

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My Lord and my land

I wanted to share one of the most beautiful recent leela of bhagwan in my personal life.

 

With the blessings of mother sai my both the sons got the admission at Chennai

school.In the month of june they went to Chennai Now I am all alone at home. (

this house is not mine or better to say I do not have any place of mine in this

entire world. This is the house where my children never got love and care and

because of this I wanted them to be part of swami’s institute. Swami took good

care of them and gave them admission at his chennai school)

As my children are not here , I never feel like going home. Day and night I

used to cry in front of my sai Krishna that u r brahmandnayaka, can’t u bless

me with a small house.

Many times I used to say Sai Krishna that forget about my house , how can u

live at the age of 80 in a house where nobody respect u . (in my family where I

am living no body have faith in bhagwan) This is my every day routine I used to

cry after coming from office and I used to pray him like this. One day to find

out the answer of my this question I just picked up 3rd vol. Of Sathya Sai

Speaks.( This book is Ist swami’s book gifted to me by one of Sai devotee and

when ever I have any problem , I look for my answer in this

book)

Can u guess brother and sister the heading of the page which I had opened “

House of the Lord” and swami was inaugurating someone house.

Message of the swami was on this page was like that he do not live in the house

of concrete , He is the resident of devotees heart , We should fill our heart

with good pure thought,

I cried more after reading this reply from swami, We need house to live in. I

am not doing anything any wrong with any body I need a house I do not

understand yr philosophy sai krishna. I keep on doing evening aarti and

morning suprabhatam everyday with wet eyes.

Some how swami arranged a one day trip from Delhi for his divine darshan in

the month of Aug –05. All merciful lord bless me very beautiful darshan from

the first raw. (During my this visit to parthy my sons were also coming by bus

with school from chennai for bhagwan darshan, in the night their bus met with

the accident and all the children and staff saved by bhagwan) But friends when

I saw swami’s new resident (new building I do not know actually when swami will

shift in

this new building but everybody says that this is swami’s new resi..) I heard

this news many times but seeing swamis new residence my anger have no limit ,

I wrote a big letter to swami, that for your physical body u need bigger house

because everyday yr family is multiplying and you need bigger house for yr

family and here everybody is busy in pleasing u . But mother who will take

care of my requirement? Am I not a part of yr family?

I do not have big job. No cash in hand , no one to take care of me other than

u.( in my family no one believes in bhagwan but I feel am survived because of

yr love and care only. ) Till now I keep on requesting relatives and friends to

help me so that I can have my own house. My all relatives are very very well

off and smart enough to shut door on my face.

After reaching home I requested swami that today I am starting this akhand jyoti

and this will continue till your birthday 23 rd Nov. Now u arrange for my

house do what ever u can do before u celebrate yr 80th birthday. I will just

sign the papers of my property and u have to arrange everything. From that

day onwards my problem was over . I used to feel comfortable. I was not aware

from where swami will arrange but I was very much sure that before his birthday

he would sort out my

problem.

In between I wanted to give some different gift to swami for his birthday. I

requested at the site about sponsoring a girl child. Few members informed me

that they are sponsoring child in there area I was able to sponsor two girl

child with the help of few devotees.

After I saw swami’s new res. I have only one job to do fight and just fight

with mother sai. I try to attend maximum bhajan and whenever we sing this word

hridyavasi or hridyavihara I used to look at swami with wet eyes and used to

remind him about my problem and used to tell him it is better if we call u

parthivasi or parthi vihara (one who lives at parthy only and not the resident

of our heart)

 

I wanted to share my this happiness with all the sai family.

Brother and sister can u believe today is only 25 oct. and guess what a good

news I have for every body . Today I am owner of 91.95 mtr plot. One sai

devotee did everything without telling me anything I just went to sign the

papers.

We are too small to understand the leela’s of mother sai. May mother sai take

care of everybody’s problem.

I wanted to tell all that let the hell fall on our head or the world go against

us but we should not loose faith in bhagwan. No matter how we worship him,

Swami is not pathy vihara, he is hridya vihara, Swami is going to respond our

prayer, We should leave our problem at his side and do whatever little seva

we can do to make this world better.

 

 

 

 

Wish you all a very very happy and prosperous Diwali

 

 

Sairam

Vijay Laxmi

ranawatvl

 

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