RAMAKATHA RASAVAHINI – PART – I [7]

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RAMAKATHA RASAVAHINI – PART – I [7]

The Rama Story, Stream of Sacred Sweetness

As told by the Divine Lord Himself in the present Avatar as Bhagawan Sri Sathya Sai Baba

Chapter 10(b)The Two Boons

The cruel bolts that rained on him crushed the Emperor. Was it a dream! Could it

be true! Was it Kaikeyi who asked for these boons? Or, was it a bloodthirsty

monster? Could it be a terrible hallucination of his? Was it a vile trick

played by some horrid illness? He could not gauge! So, he cried, "Kaika! Is it

you, there? Or is it some ogress who has assumed your form? Tell me first who

you are". Like a person who has lost control of his limbs, he tottered unable

to mouth the words he wished to speak. He rolled listlessly from side to side

like mad, his eyes looking wildly all around. Suddenly, sparks flew from his

eyes as he gazed at Kaikeyi. He exclaimed in terrible anger, "Vile woman! What

exactly is your aim? Is it to uproot the entire royal line? What injury has my

dear son Rama done to you? He loves you

even more than he does his own mother. How could your heart agree to send my

Rama into thick dark jungle? It took you so long to be a Princess; now, I find

you are a venomous cobra; I allowed you to infest my home, out of sheer

ignorance. How could such a sinful idea enter your head, when Rama, the very

breath of my life, is being acclaimed by every being that breathes? If

imperative, I am prepared to give up the empire or even my life; but, I cannot

give up Rama; no. You crave that your son be hailed as Emperor. Well; have him

so. I shall go to the forest, with Kausalya, Sumithra and others, taking my

Rama with me. But, I can never send Rama alone into the jungle. That is

impossible. Give up this atrociously sinful desire. Give up the hatred of Rama

that you have cultivated. Kaika! Tell me frankly do you really desire that

these things take place? Or, is all this merely a stratagem to find out whether

I have affection towards your son, Bharata? If so, you can ask that Bharata be

crowned Yuvaraja; but there is no meaning in asking that Rama be exiled into the

forest. Such a desire should not be entertained or expressed lightly. Kaika!

Rama is the first-born son. He is the repository of all virtues. The years of

his reign will be most glorious; you have told me often that you are looking

forward to the time when such golden dreams will come true. And, now you want

that this self-same Rama should be sent into the forest! What is the deeper

meaning of this request? Are you joking with me? If it is all a joke, why this

scene in the Hall of Anger? Why this rolling on the hard stone floor? Jokes too

have limits beyond which they become pitifully cruel. I cannot entertain the

idea, even as a joke. No. I can never be separated from Rama. Kaika! You have

been behaving like an intelligent woman all these years. But now, your

intelligence has become crooked and wicked. Such perversions are always

harbingers of self-destruction. It is a heinous sin to injure the good.

Of course, these tactics will not affect the good; the stratagems of the wicked

will only promote the fame and glory of the good. They might appear hard to

bear, only for some little time".

"Your wicked plans appear to me to be fraught with disaster to the Ikshwaku

dynasty itself. For, until this moment, you have never spoken an unpleasant

word or thought of an inauspicious act. I find it impossible to believe that it

is the same one who is asking me such things today! Kaika! You were all along

afraid of transgressing the Codes of moral law; you were anxious to win the

Grace of God by means of each little thought, word and deed. Where has that

fear of unrighteousness gone now? What have you done with that devotion to God

that kept you on the path of righteousness?"

"What is the gain you look for when you want Rama to be sent to the forest for

fourteen years? His body is soft and tender, like the petal of a freshly

blossomed flower; he is most charming to behold. Rama is so enticingly

beautiful. Of what profit is it for you if he suffers unbearable pangs of pain

in the forest? In this palace, there are many thousand attendants and maids.

Can any one of them point a finger at him and say, that he is faulty in any

respect? Well. Leave alone our palace. Can you bring from the capital city any

single person; can you name anyone who blames Rama? He has discovered many in

misery and relieved them with gifts and riches; he has shown great

consideration for them. He has noticed many those are homeless and provided

them with houses. By his love and care, he has won the affection of

all people. That you should harbor hate against such a lovable son strikes me

dumb; I cannot find words to describe your devilish cruelty."

"There are many who exploit their own subjects, and act only to foster their own

selfish interests; such demons are appearing in good numbers today. But, in your

eyes, due perhaps to the age, or your own past sins, persons who assuage the

wrongs done to the poor and the distressed and foster their advancement, those

who directly inquire into their difficulties and problems and afford relief,

such good men appear bad, deserving exile and punishment!"

"Every one in this empire relishes listening to the virtues of Rama and takes

great delight in recounting his goodness. While they feel exhausted in the

fields, farmers and laborers sing songs on Rama and his charms, to make their

tasks lighter; when I came to know of this, I was filled with joy. How can your

heart agree to inflict on such a compassionate soul this excruciating sentence?

This very evening, when I placed before a gathering of sages, elders,

ministers, leading citizens, scholars and many experts in statecraft, the

proposal for the Coronation of Rama, no one raised a note of dissatisfaction or

dissent. On the other hand, they praised Rama in countless ways, and declared

that it was the fruit of the merit that they had accumulated in many past lives

that they could now secure as Heir-apparent and

lord a spiritual hero who had mastered his senses, an embodiment of selfless

activity, intelligent detachment and unflinching loyalty to Truth; they

indicated their joy by continuous Jay Jays. Is this treasure of my love, this

favorite of my people, whom you seek to send into the forest? Whatever you may

say, this is certain. I will not send my Rama into the forest. And listen to

this also. The coronation of Rama shall take place tomorrow; it cannot be

cancelled". Dasaratha announced this, in an outburst of pride and courage.

At this, Kaikeyi assumed a terrific mien and retorted: "Maharaja! Remember, a

few moments ago, you vowed under many oaths that you would grant me the boons I

ask. And, now you are going back on your word. Now, who is dragging the glory of

the Ikshwaku Line in the dust, you or me? Ponder over this. It is the pride of

the Ikshwaku Line that no one of that dynasty shall go back on his word once it

is given. You are now soiling that fair fame. Without weighing the pros and

cons, you promised to grant without fail the boons I wanted. The mistake, if

any, is yours, not mine. You gave me the boons; then, you promised to grant

them today. You are the very person who gave your word twice. Consider your

honour, your status, your dignity, when you deny the very words you spoke then

and

now."

"It may be common usage for rulers to injure and insult the weak, and act

contrary to promises solemnly made. But, it cannot promote self-respect. Those

who break their promises and cheat women are savages, not sovereigns. When

rulers slide into this savagery, the subjects will naturally resent and revolt;

the kingdom will fast become demon Dom!"

"All these years, you have striven to acquire honour and renown; and you have

won them to a large extent. Now the infamy of breaking the plighted word is on

your head, not on mine. Recollect the careers of the kings of old. Take good

care that you do not act counter to your vows and oaths. Ponder well. You are

proceeding along a path that is atrociously bad! Beware! You are moving against

the dictates of Dharma. Well. Were you as intelligent as you are reputed to be,

you should have first ascertained fully the nature of the boons I wanted before

you gave the promise. You did not look before and after; you were enchanted by

my words and you gave word that they shall be granted. And now, you blame me

when I ask you to fulfill that promise! Consider how seriously you are mistaken

in this! How foolish you proclaim

yourself to be! You accuse me for having given up my fear of the unrighteous

act, my devotion to the Divine, and my courting this reprehensible cruelty.

But, what about you? You are acclaimed as Dharmavratha (a strict adherent of

the vow to be righteous in word, thought and deed), and Daiva-samaana (equal to

a God); what name can you claim now when you are going back on your oath?

Pronounce judgment on yourself. The cleverness that dives and discovers the

faults of those before you isn't commendable; if one dives into one's own

faults and failings and is vigilant that they do not lead him astray into wrong

and sin, that way of using of intelligence is commendable. Kings and rulers are

highly intelligent; they are taken to be all knowing. If such as you do not

benefit by self-examination, but are concerned only with selfish interests,

what right have you to blame us as selfish and narrow-minded? You granted the

boons; it is a fact. You took an oath; it is a fact. You broke the oath;

you went back on the given word, it is a fact. Reflect within yourself whether

these three are true or not. You are deluded by attachment to the son; you were

enslaved by fondness for the wife. So, you dump your promise into the waters! I

am not the culprit; it is you who have done wrong. For, it is natural for a

mother to be attached to her son. Every woman who is a mother will yearn that

her son must rise to a position of the highest authority, that of the Monarch

of the Realm. It is the prompting of Nature. It is her bounden duty to see that

her plan is unassailed by others; it is only natural that she plans in advance

to counteract all possible assailments. I am only carrying out my natural

duties and responsibilities, remember; there is nothing unnatural or wrong in

my conduct."

"When Rama is crowned as Heir-Apparent, his mother Kausalya will become the

Rajamatha, the Queen-Mother. My son will stand with folded arms, awaiting the

command of Rama, ready to run errands for him. He will fall at the feet of

Rama, while reporting to him about the task he has accomplished for him; maybe,

he will be reprimanded. No; I cannot be a witness to such scenes; I will be so

humiliated that I cannot live a day longer. Better far to drink poison now and

die than look on at the shameful condition of my son. I am declaring this, as a

solemn oath, taken in the name of my son Bharatha, whom I value as much as my

breath. I shall not be satisfied with anything less than exiling Rama to the

forest."

With these agonizingly harsh words, Kaikeyi fell on the floor, and started

sobbing and groaning in a fit of heartrending sorrow.

Dasaratha beat his head in despair. He said, "Kaika! Has anyone advised you that

this calamity will benefit you? Or, has some evil spirit possessed you, and

forced you to utter these desires? What is this absurdity, this ridiculous

madness, sending Rama into the forest and crowning Bharatha? Why not wish well

for your husband, for Bharatha your son, this Kingdom of Ayodhya, and me? Give

up this desire fraught with certain calamity. Think deeply over the

consequences. Or else, you and I, and your son, all three, will become targets

for the direst infamy. It will not end with that. The entire kingdom will be

ruined, and many more tragedies are bound to take place. Mean, degraded woman!

Can we ever believe that Bharatha will agree to get himself crowned, even if I

now accept your request and promise to do so?

Bharatha is a true adherent of Dharma; he is intelligent and a model of

rectitude. He will not agree either to exiling Rama into the forest or to

himself becoming the Heir-Apparent. Not he alone, but, the Ministers, the

Courtiers, the Vassals, the Allies, the Sages, the Commons, the Citizens -

every one will oppose your desire. How can you be happy when so many are

unhappy?"

"Consider the situation you are responsible for! The elders and sages endorsed

it; they were all of one mind. This evening, at the Grand Assembly of Citizens,

I announced that I shall celebrate the Coronation of Rama. If I act counter to

that Announcement, I will be counted as a coward who runs back from the

battlefield at the sight of the enemy. All arrangements have been completed for

the Coronation. All have been informed about the Festival. The people have

started preparing the City for the Celebration; the streets are already packed

with happy throngs, with faces shining in expectant joy. At this moment, if I

send Rama into the forest, will not the people laugh at me, saying, 'What! This

man has finished three chapters - the Coronation, the Rulership of the Realm and

the Exile - all in one single night!' In

what manner can I explain my action to them, after what I had publicly declared

in the midst of the mammoth gathering of the populace? How harshly the people

will blame me, feeling that their king is such a big fool. I ruled over them

all these long years and won their applause as a consistent adherent of Dharma,

as an embodiment of high virtues and as a redoubtable hero, brave and full of

courage. But now, how can I bear the dishonour of being talked about as a fool,

who plunged into this low level of conduct?"

Dasaratha spoke in this strain, reminding her of the hard blow that his fair

name and unblemished fame will receive if he acts according to her desire.

Nevertheless, Kaikeyi transformed herself into a Demoness of Destruction, and

brushed aside Dasaratha's importunities, as if they were empty words and she

did not attach any value to them. She refused to yield or loosen her hold. On

the other hand, her grip became tighter every moment, her greed more

deep-rooted. She spoke quite contrary to the appeals of the Maharaja and

insisted on reminding him only of the promise from which he threatened to

resile. So, Dasaratha said, "Kaika! If it happens that Rama goes to the forest,

I will not be able to live a moment longer. And, I need not tell you what will

happen to Kausalya. She will draw her last breath that very

moment. And, Sita? She will be mortally shocked; she cannot live even for a

second away from Rama. Will the people look upon all this with equanimity? When

the great hero, the paragon of wisdom, Rama, is being sent as an exile into the

forest, can Lakshmana keep quiet? Why detail a thousand things? The very next

moment, Lakshmana will cast off his body. This is the bare truth. Thus, our

Kingdom will have to suffer all these catastrophes and calamities. You too are

aware of this string of tragedies; but I cannot understand why you are

attempting, with eyes open, to win a widow's role? O, wicked, vile soul! I was

deceived by your charms; it was like cutting one's own throat while charmed by

a sword of gold. I drank the cup of milk, unaware that it had poison in it. You

cheated me, with many a winsome trick. At last, you have planned to consign to

the dust my dynasty itself. Shame on me! What a fool I am! I secured this son,

after performing a scriptural Yaga (Sacrifice); Divine Grace

gave Him unto me. Am I to barter away his fortune and his future for the paltry

pleasure a woman gave me? Is this worthy of His Majesty Emperor Dasaratha? Will

not the meanest being in my kingdom hurl stones at me, in derision? Alas! Is

this to be the fate of Dasaratha in his last days? I clasped a thing round my

own neck, not realizing that it was a rope that strangles. I never knew that it

was the Deity of Death with whom I dallied and diverted myself so long. Alas! I

flirted with Death and fondled it on my breast. I treated her as my favorite,

comrade and companion. It is surely the weight of my sins recoiling on me now.

Or else, was there anywhere, at any time, a father, who, for the sake of a

woman's bed drives his son into the fearful forest, as an exile?"

"Ah! What strange behaviour is this, of a human being! I am unable to believe

this, in spite of everything. Kaika! Change your foolish thought. Rama will not

go against any word of mine. The mere report of these happenings is enough. He

will prepare himself to move into the forest! He will not even ask the

question, why are you anxious to send me into the jungle! He is of such

sterling virtue. Why mention only Rama! No one of my sons will disobey any of

my commands."

"Bharatha will be disgusted when he hears of your plan. He may even ignore the

fact that you are his mother and behave quite inexplicably. He may be ready for

any dire step. Rama is his very life, his vital breaths, all the five put

together. He may do something to defeat your pet desire. That is to say, he may

exile himself into the forest and ask that Rama be crowned. He is of that stamp

of goodness and rectitude. I am wondering at your crooked intellect, which

cannot grasp the workings of Bharatha's mind. Kaika! Wicked designs are

precursors of self-destruction, as the saying goes. This design has entered

your head; presaging your ruination, remember. You are bringing on the fair

name of the Ikshwaku Royal family an indelible blot; you are plunging so many

into fathomless depths of grief; you are bringing

about their end. Can so many lives be hurt for the sake of this fell desire?

What happiness do you hope to have, after perpetrating all this?"

"Even if you do achieve your goal, will that be Ananda? Can you call it so? O

Shame! Those who exult over the sorrows of others are in truth sinners of the

darkest hue, of demonic brood. Those who strive to cause joy to others, those

who yearn that others be happy, they are the holy ones. You are a Queen; you

are a Princess, of Royalty born; yet, you are not conscious of this elementary

truth. You are a disgrace to royal blood. One final word! Rama is my very life.

Without him, I cannot hold on to life. No! I cannot continue to live. He will

not disappoint you; so, though I may not order him by word of my own mouth to

go into the forest, he may, on hearing of my oath and your desire, himself

proceed thereto, in order to make my word valid; he will brook no delay or

debate. As soon as I hear news of that event,

know that I draw my last breath. Lakshmana, Sita, and Kausalya may, in all

likelihood, follow Rama. Kausalya cannot exist alive, apart from Rama. Sita

will not stay away from Rama. Lakshmana cannot walk except along the footsteps

of Rama. Urmila too may proceed along with Lakshmana into exile. There will be

none here then, to perform the funeral rites of this body, and days will elapse

to get Bharatha and Satrughna from the Kekaya Kingdom. Till then, this will have

to lie without the ceremonial. Perhaps, the people will rise against me for

having descended to this low level of wickedness and condemn my body to be

thrown as carrion for crows and vultures, since it does not deserve decent

disposal. Perhaps, no; for, my subjects will wait until Bharatha arrives,

embalming the corpse by some means or other. Bharatha will never agree to

accept the throne and be King. Under such circumstances, he is not entitled to

touch the body or perform the funeral rites. Come! At least, promise me

that you will have my funeral rites performed by him", he pleaded. He said, "Of

course, I am sure you are ready to promise me so; for, you are after the Ananda

you hope to derive from a widow's life. What is it that you hope for, tell me, O

vile viper! You have turned into a demon, at last! Are you undermining and

laying under the earth, the Raghu Clan, this Royal Line? Is this the upsurge of

your basic nature? Or, is it some mysterious Divine fate that dogs your thought

and forces you to act against your will in this strange way? I find it beyond

me to gauge the secret."

While Dasaratha was being tortured in mind like this, the night rolled on into

its third quarter. He groaned like a man in great pain afflicted with some

mortal illness. He was caught in the coils of agony.

Dasaratha tried his best, now, to win the affections of Kaikeyi and persuade her

to accept the Coronation of Rama; he began to flatter her, in honeyed words. "O,

Queen! You are the very embodiment of auspiciousness and prosperity. I treated

you so long as my very breath. You too fostered and guarded me as if I was your

very heart. Come, let us spend the remaining years without giving room for

scandals about differences between us; let us be peaceful and happy during the

rest of our allotted lives. O, Charming Princess! I will not live many years

more. Throughout my life, I was famed as a steady adherent of Truth, and all

men honoured me on that account. I have sworn at the public gathering that Rama

will be crowned tomorrow as Heir-apparent. Consider how my subjects will despise

me, if the function does not take

place! Consider how they will cast insults at me! You saved me that day, during

the battle between the Gods and the Demons. Are you giving me up now, when

something worse is threatening me? This is not just or proper. Well, I shall

endow on you this entire kingdom as dowry. Crown Rama, yourself, tomorrow.

Bharatha too will be very happy if you do this. Not merely he; ministers,

sages, elders, scholars, common citizens, the entire populace will appreciate

and thank you for this. Your fame will last eternally on this earth. Instead,

if you create obstacles in the way of Rama's Coronation, the whole world will

castigate and condemn you. Even your son will find fault with you and fall foul

of you. Your cruel fancy will bring ruin on you; besides, it will cover this

royal line with shame. You will become the target of the 'Fie' that the

smallest of the land will fling at you. Reflect over these possibilities! Earn

eternal renown; stop the stratagem to prevent the coronation. Crown Rama

with your own hands, tomorrow!"

Dasaratha described the joy she could derive from this generous act in sweet

enticing words, artfully put together. He hoped to enrapture her at the

prospect of herself crowning the Heir-apparent; but Kaikeyi interrupted him,

and said, “King Your words strike me as strange and meaningless. You are trying

to slide back from the promise made on oath; to cover up your sin, you are

spinning fascinating yarns! No. A thousand such tricks will not induce me to

change my stand. You said, on your own, 'Ask the boons you desire; I shall

grant them', and, now instead of acting on that promise, you exhibit a fine

bunch of sighs and groans. This does not become you. You are, by your own

conduct, undermining your reputation and honour. I am not in the least

responsible for this distress of yours. Recollect the pronouncements

of those who are masters of Dharma, that Sathya (Truth) is the Parama (Highest)

Dharma (Principle of Righteousness). I, too, have based my request for the

promised boons on the same principle of Dharma. And as befits a follower of

Dharma, you, too, agreed and said, 'Right! They shall be granted'.

Nevertheless, you have started imputing motives to me, that I am thrusting you

into unrighteousness, that I am set upon committing an unpardonable sin that I

am attempting to bring lasting infamy on your name! This is most improper; it

is thoroughly unjustifiable."

"I am absolutely innocent of any wrong, in this affair. You made the solemn

promise without a thought on the past or the future, and, when that promise had

to be put into action, you suddenly become confused and desperate. The fault is

yours, not mine. Those who promise and are not willing to act accordingly are

sinners of great magnitude. Act as the promise directs you to; then, the Truth

you have maintained will itself wash off any related sin. Don't you remember?

In the past, Emperor Sibi sliced flesh from his own body as food for an eagle

pursuing a dove for prey! So too, Emperor Alarka had pledged his word that he

would give whatever was asked from him; he was a king of unique splendor. And

to keep up his promise, he plucked and gave a Brahmin his own two eyes! Look at

the Ocean. It is the Lord of all the

Rivers; yet, bound by Its Vow, It limits Itself between the shores, instead of

transgressing them. Why repeat a thousand examples? For all things, for all

men, Truth is the highest authority; the highest ideal. Truth is Brahman. Truth

is the Primeval Sound. It is Dharma. Truth alone undergoes no change or

diminution. Royal Majesties like you should not give up the Imperishable for

the sake of the perishable. Hold fast to the promise you made, and ensure

lasting fame and glory for yourself. That is the right thing to do. Do not

yield to delusive attachments to the son, deceptive sympathy for women; do not

over-rule the dictates of political idealism and royal obligation. Do not

tarnish the Ikshwaku Dynasty with irredeemable dishonour!"

"Don't play otherwise; call Rama to your side and tell him to get ready to

proceed to the forest, and set on foot preparations to call Bharatha from where

he is now to this City. Instruct the Minister concerned to attend to these

matters without delay. See! The eastern sky is getting bright. These two boons

must be realized before dawn. However long you argue, I will be content with no

less. If, on the other hand, you are adamant and you consummate the Coronation

of Rama, I am determined to end my life in full view of the thickly packed

Assembly. This is my vow; this shall happen."

Dasaratha watched Kaikeyi raging and swearing, angry and fearful; he could

neither demonstrate the rage that was surging within him, nor could he suppress

it. He was like Emperor Bali who promised three feet of land to God (in the form

of Vamana) but, discovered that he could not fulfill that promise, for Vamana

measured the entire earth with one foot, the entire sky with another foot, and

stood asking for the third foot of land, that had been gifted to Him! Dasaratha

dreaded the curse that awaited him, for breaking the rules of Dharma. His eyes

were dimmed with doubt and despair. His head became heavy on the shoulders. He

fell on the floor, were he stood. At last, mustering up some courage, he

shouted, "O Sinful Woman! If the Coronation of Rama is cancelled, my death is a

certainty. After that, you can rule

over this kingdom, as a widow, as freely as you wish". Giving vent to his anger

in this strain, Dasaratha cried out, "Alas! Rama! Has it come to this that I

have to send you, with my own consent, into the forest? No, I will not send

you. I will rather give up my life; I cannot keep alive a moment, apart from

you. O, vicious demon! How could your heart entertain the plan of sending my

lovely and tender Rama into the thick dark wild jungle? Horrid Fury! What a

Monster have you become!" And, with that, Dasaratha swooned, and soon lost

consciousness.

Night was melting before the brightening dawn. The Nine Instruments of Music at

the palace gate heralded the Day of Joy. The roads started getting the showers

of rosewater. The air was thick with fragrance and festive noise. The sky was

charged with hope and excitement. The constellation Pushya rose as the Star of

the day. The sage Vasishta proceeded with his group of disciples to the Sarayu

River for the ceremonial bath, and returned from there, with the Consecrated

Water necessary for the Coronation Ablutions. He passed along the Royal road

where the citizens had gathered to witness the sacred articles; the

palace-guards cleared the way for the holy group. At last, they entered the

Royal Palace through the richly decorated Main Gate.

Even at that early hour, the open spaces inside the palace were filled with

priests, vassal rulers, representatives of the people of the Realm, and elders.

They occupied the seats allotted to them. The rhythm of Vedic Hymns recited by

scholars along the streets echoed from the skies. Meanwhile, Vasishtha beckoned

Sumanthra, the Minister, and said, "Go; the auspicious hour fixed for the rite

of Coronation is approaching; many preliminary rituals have to be attended to;

go and inform the Maharaja that his presence is urgently needed. Convey the

message that Vasishtha is waiting for his arrival."

Sumanthra being an old faithful had the freedom to enter any of the inner

apartments of the palace; so, he hurried into the chambers of Queen Kaikeyi, in

search of the Emperor. Entering the Hall, where the Royal beds were, Sumanthra

was shocked out of his wits. He was aghast at the sight of the Emperor fallen

on the floor! Are my eyes seeing aright, he wondered; he lost his moorings. He

went near the King, and said, "King! This morning must find you like the sea at

moonrise, heaving with ecstasy. I cannot understand why you are lying prostrate

on the ground. The auspicious hour is approaching. The great sages, learned in

Vedic Lore, are ready in their roles, awaiting your arrival at the Hall of

Ceremonies. Rise and wear royal robes and jewels, and come into the Hall,

accompanied by the Queens, in lustrous

imperial splendor. The sage Vasishtha bade me hither and bring you into the holy

precincts of the Throne."

Listening to his importunities, Dasaratha could not restrain the outbursts of

his grief. He wept aloud, and spoke to the Minister between sobs thus:

"Sumanthra! Your adulation pierces my heart." Sumanthra could not take a step

forward, nor could he move a step backward. He stood transfixed, where he was.

He prayed with folded palms, "Maharaja! why this turn of events? At a time when

you have to be immersed in Ananda, why this grief, this piteous weeping? What is

the reason behind all this? It is beyond my understanding."

When Sumanthra stood hopeless, sunk in sorrow, Kaikeyi intervened and said. "O

Best of Ministers! The Emperor spent the entire night without sleep, in anxiety

about Rama. If you can go immediately and bring Rama with you here, the mystery

will be unraveled. I am telling you this; do not misunderstand me but bring

Rama here quickly."

Sumanthra took her instructions as the commands of the Sovereign; he hastened to

the Residence of Rama. At the entrance of that palace, he saw on both sides long

lines of attendants and maids, carrying huge plates containing gifts of silk,

brocade, jewels and gems, garlands and bouquets, scents and sweets. It was a

delight for the eye, but Sumanthra did not stop to cast a look at them. When he

hurried into the palace, he felt something precious lacking in all this

festivity; he was overwhelmed and nonplussed. The joy that he had felt earlier

had turned into sorrow.

Riding in his chariot towards Rama's Palace he had noticed how the hundreds of

thousands of loyal subjects who filled the streets talked among themselves that

he was on his way to bring Rama into the Coronation Hall, for the ceremony. He

saw their faces blooming in joyous expectation; they scarce winked their eyes,

lest they miss some incident or facet of joy. At last, Sumanthra stepped into

the Palace of the Prince. He could walk straight, without any question asked,

into all sections of that seven-storied mansion. As a fish dives noiselessly

through the depths of a flooded river, Sumanthra glided through the corridors

and halls of that Palace!

Chapter 11(a)Lakshmana - Too

Within the Palace, the companions of Rama, elated and happy, ready with their

bright countenances and splendid robes were waiting to accompany him to the

Festival Hall. Sumanthra went into the apartments that lay still deeper Inside

the Palace. There he saw Rama, seated on a golden cot, scattering Divine Light

around him, and Sita standing by his side, gently fanning him. He shone like

the Moon with the star, Chitra.

Sumanthra was in a hurry; he could not brook delay. He said, "Rama! Mother

Kaikeyi and your Father have both asked me to bring you quickly to the Palace

of that Queen; they have sent me on that mission here; I have hurried hither

for that same purpose". As soon as he heard those words, Rama turned towards

Sita and said, "Sita! This is a sign of some obstacle, and not of anything

else. I am not unaware of this; but I kept silent and said, 'Yes' for

everything, so that Father might be kept happy. Father’s orders are to be

honoured, lest he be pained." While Rama was talking in this strain, the heart

of Sumanthra was pounding fast inside him. He was trying to interpret Rama’s

words and the picture of Dasaratha lying wailing on the floor. He was now

convinced that the obstacle Rama spoke of was

genuine.

But, Sita interrupted Rama; she said "Lord! What are you talking about? On this

auspicious occasion you should not speak thus. Whatever the obstacle,

father-in-law's words must be honoured. If he is content, we are content. For

his sake, we must renounce whatever has to be. Do not hesitate even a little;

go immediately. Whether the Coronation takes place or not, we shall be equally

happy. Mother Kaikeyi has inordinate affection towards you; any- thing that she

directs us to do, any order that she gives us, will be for our good beyond

doubt. There is no one here on earth that is as solicitous for our welfare as

Mother Kaikeyi. When Father and such a Mother send word that you should hasten

towards them, how happy we should be!" Saying this, Sita followed Rama to the

main door of the Hall and wished him

well.

Rama told her, "Sita! Don’t I know all this? For me, the days that are past, the

days that are around us and the days yet to come are all the same. I welcome

each day with full joy. To uphold the reputation of Father, I am prepared to do

anything; I am prepared to go anywhere. I am indeed immensely happy that you

share my feeling and second my resolve." Rama moved out, accompanied by

Sumanthra. When they ascended the chariot waiting on the road in front of the

Palace, people raised shouts of 'Jai, Jai Ramachandra Prabhu ki Jai.' The

acclamation shook the skies.

Sumanthra announced to the populace, "Now the chariot is not taking Rama to the

Coronation Hall. It is taking him to where the Emperor is. So, allow the

chariot to go as fast as it should. Rama will return in a few moments; so wait

here itself." Sumanthra explained the reason for the hurry, and drove in hot

haste. When Rama was proceeding thus along the city streets to the Palace of

Kaikeyi, in his divine chariot, as soon as he was sighted, heroes cheered like

lions. Minstrels and courtiers started paeans of praise. The strains of many

instruments of music filled the sky. Acclamation of "Jai", "Jai" rose from the

thick masses of people on both sides of the road. Women in their best clothes,

bedecked with jewels, thronged the terraces of the house and filled the

windows, eager to wave lamps when Rama passed

by.

When he approached the Palace, they showered floral petals and waved sacred

lamps. People gazed upon the Prince until he passed beyond reach of the eye;

then, they relished with joy the picture of "Rama in the chariot" they had

imprinted on their hearts, and, stood without stirring wherever they were, like

idols of themselves, lost in contemplation of the Bliss that filled them.

The chariot rode into the precincts of the Palace of Dasaratha named Vardhamana,

as imposing as Mount Kailas itself. It passed through the three quadrangles

guarded by vigilant bowmen.

Then, Rama alighted from the vehicle. Thereafter, he moved through two more

quadrangles on foot. While walking across, he told his companions and even

Lakshmana to stay back. For, Rama knew what was about to happen soon. In spite

of this, he was acting like a mortal, as naturally as any would under the

circumstances! Finally, Rama entered the apartments of the Queens and the place

where Dasaratha had fallen on the bed. His hair was disheveled; he was wearing

the clothes of 'yesterday'. He was lying on the bed without any regard to

propriety. Rama was astonished at the spectacle. Kaikeyi was standing by the

side of the bed.

Dasaratha's face had lost all trace of brightness; he was lamenting and wailing.

He raised his head; his eyes fell upon Rama. His tongue failed to spell out what

he longed to say. Tears streamed from his eyes. Though he tried to speak, no

sound came. Rama had never before seen or experienced such a fearsome scene. He

was filled with anxiety; he hastened to the presence of his father, and held

both his feet in his hands. "Tell me, father, why you lament so? What is the

cause? I shall try to confer joy on you, in the best manner possible. I shall

dedicate my very life for the sake of restoring your Ananda. Tell me what has

caused this grief; do not weep", he pleaded.

At this Dasaratha exclaimed, 'Rama!" and broke into tears again, unable to

continue. He lost consciousness. Rama tried to revive him and console him; but,

he fell deeper into grief and could not be pacified. Then, Rama mustered courage

and took his father to task, "Father! what is all this? You have to instill

courage into young persons like me; on the other hand, you are weeping and

wailing and filling us with fear! No. This is not right. This is the occasion

to be happy; but, is it Dharma, is it proper, for you to sink into grief? Till

this day, whenever you were angry or worried, my coming to you used to remove

in a trice all signs of those troubles, and to make you beam with Ananda. You

used to gain peace again when you drew me near, didn’t you? How is it then that

the longer you took at me the more you

suffer from sorrow? This makes my grief too more painful. Can you not mention

the reason for this strange behaviour and bring solace to me? Won’t you tell

me? Has any wrong been committed by me? Or, if there is anything I have to do,

tell me, I shall do it without fail. I shall correct myself, if you tell me my

faults. Do not grieve; do not doubt or hesitate; tell me with the authority of

affection what I have to do, and I shall bow to the order. Father! Your being

plunged in grief is not good augury for you, for me as well as for the Empire".

Praying thus, Rama turned towards Kaikeyi. With folded palms, he asked her,

"Mother! Have I committed any wrong? Tell me who that execrable sinner is who

caused such grief to father! The moment father saw me, he used to beckon me

lovingly, draw me close to him, and fondle me caressingly! Now, he does not

even look at my face; why is it so? He does not utter one word; he keeps his

face turned away from me! If, however, the fault, the crime is mine, I am ready

to suffer any punishment to atone for it. It is enough for me if father is

happy. Or, is he suffering from any illness or disease? Else, have my brothers,

Bharatha and Satrughna sent any bad news? They are well, aren’t they? Mother

Kausalya and Sumithra are well, I hope! I am overcome with grief, since I am

unable to understand the reason for father’s agony!

I shall do whatever is needed to bring joy back to him, however hard it may be.

His command, however painful, I shall discharge to the full, most loyally, with

bowed head. Whoever is born, the father is the cause of his birth. Therefore,

the father is everyone’s visible God. I seek nothing higher than his happiness.

Have compassion on me; tell me what has taken place. Mother! Was your

self-respect hurt by any incident, resulting in your speaking some harsh words

against father? Or, did my mother act against his will and hurt his feelings?

Mother Kausalya will never behave like that. And, Sumithra? I am more certain

about her. She will not at all act so. And father will certainly not lament so

distressingly, even if either of them acted so foolishly. There must be some

very serious reason for his plight. When father is reluctant to tell me what

that is, at least you can tell me about it and console my grief".

Looking at Rama who was so pathetically praying to her, Kaikeyi gave up all

sense of mercy and moderation, all consideration for the husband who might be

plunged in deeper misery when he hears her words spoken in utter disregard of

the calamities they were sure to usher in. She did not stop to inquire whether

the words could be uttered or whether they were better left unspoken. She did

not discriminate between the fleeting present and the oncoming future. She

brushed aside the claims of love, and cast off her own innate dignity and

motherly status.

She said, "Rama! Listen! Years ago, during the battle between the Devas and the

Asuras (Gods and Demons), your father was wounded by dire demonic arrows and he

suffered unbearable pain. I nursed him back to health and happiness. He

appreciated my sacrifice and service and told me to name two boons promising to

grant them to me. At that time, I felt that the only thing I craved for was his

recovery and victory; so I replied: ‘I do not desire any boon now; I shall ask

you for the promised boons when I feel the urge later’. Your father said,

'Right! Whenever you like, ask me whichever two boons you wish for; I shall

certainly grant them and fulfill your desire. These boons have no limit of time

and are bound by no condition. Whenever you ask, whatever the boons, I shall

give them', he

vowed.

"You know that scions of the Ikshwaku line never break their promised word.

Putting faith in that well known fact, I asked now for those two boons: one,

that my son Bharatha should be crowned Emperor and two, that you should be sent

into the Dandaka Forest for a period of fourteen years. As a result, your father

is creating this hubbub! Why elaborate further? I shall not modify or withdraw

my demands. If your father is as adherent of Truth, and if you desire to prove

that you too are an adherent of Truth, you have to go this very moment to the

Dandaka Forest, wearing deerskin and matted hair. You have to reside there for

fourteen years.

"Since you are his very life-breath, he does not like to send you into exile; he

is reluctant to ask you to go. He apprehends you may take it amiss; that is the

reason for this grief. Rama! No other calamity or deluge has happened here. It

is meaningless to exaggerate this minor matter and make out that a mountainous

catastrophe has landed on us. Rama! The father can be saved from the sin of

breaking his word only when his very image, the son, resolves to fulfill the

vow he fails to fulfill. Else, if he who vowed and he who is the son of the

person who vowed, both neglect it, then the father has to meet the doom of

eternal downfall. You are not unaware of this".

Rama was not affected in the least, while listening to these words uttered with

such deliberate hard-heartedness. With a smile playing on his lips, he replied,

"For this reason, it is not proper that father should lament". He nodded his

head as if to signify his approval of the proposals made by Kaikeyi. But, when

this conversation fell on his ears, Dasaratha felt as if his heart was being

sawn within. He rolled and groaned in extreme agony. Rama turned towards

Kaikeyi and said, "Mother! It will happen as you have contemplated! I am

reverentially placing on my head the promise made by my father. It is enough if

father draws me near him as he so lovingly used to do until now and speaks to me

affectionately, and blesses me. Well, if I am at least told that I don’t deserve

these, that I have not earned that merit,

I will accept it without demur and with equal joy and satisfaction. For, father

always wishes the best for me. He blesses me always and desires that I progress

ever. He is a great seer; he is for me not only the father, but the preceptor

who teaches the highest path. What responsibility and duty have I than

conferring joy on him, who is both father and teacher? This is my dearest duty,

my Dharma. I will derive immense Ananda in the forest for fourteen years. Not

merely fourteen, if father’s wish is such. I am prepared to live all my life in

the forest itself! But, why is it that father is hesitating to tell me about

these two boons? This is what pains me. Will I ever say no to what he says?

Rama is the servant and support of the parental word, not its opponent. Is

there any act of gratitude nobler than dedicating this body, which was received

from the father, to his service alone? I shall offer it with Ananda; I am not

one who waits to be told to do

so.

"Mother why did you not mention to me that Bharatha is the person to be crowned?

I and my brother - there is no difference between us; why then did you entertain

any difference between us? We know no distinction among ourselves. Also, why is

it that you say, ‘This is your father’s command’? Do I ever disobey your

commands? No I never do so. Whether you say it or my father says it I

un-hesitatingly carry it out. I am leaving Ayodhya this very day, and

proceeding to the forest. Mother! Send proper messengers charged with the task

of bringing Bharatha from the grandfather's place. It is best to get him

quickly. If my moving into the forest and the coronation of Bharatha happen at

the same time, father will be saved from physical strain, mental anxiety and

the sense of void. And you too can be fully content! Who can

say how events will shape themselves?"

When Kaikeyi heard these words from Rama, she was filled with Ananda and

apprehension. She feared what might happen if Bharatha arrived while Rama was

still present in the city; she concluded that it was best to insist on Rama

leaving for the forest that very day itself. She replied, "Rama! It is possible

to make arrangements to get Bharatha from where he is to Ayodhya; but, there is

no need why you should continue here until he reaches this City. Since you have

decided to start the hermit life, why should you delay your departure? For, the

longer the start is delayed, the day of your return too will be advanced! It is

advisable that you get ready to leave even now. "Your father is eager to tell

you this himself, but, he is unwilling to express his command directly. Though

his heart insists that he should say

it, he is bothered by a sense of shame, for he loves you much. He is reluctant

to inform you of his promise to me; that is the reason for his distress. He has

no other grief. The quicker you depart from Ayodhya, the sooner he will recover

from agony. Until you leave Ayodhya, I am afraid, he will not take food or

bathe. Therefore, if you yearn to restore him to happiness, the sooner you

depart the better".

Dasaratha lying prostrate on the bed heard these heart-piercing words of

Kaikeyi; he could not contain his anger and sorrow. He burst into indistinct

fury, "Fie on you, traitorous demon!" and turning to Rama, he cried, "Rama"

twice, before he fainted again. Rama sat on the bed, with the head of his

father on his lap; he stroked the forehead and consoled and comforted him with

sweet lovingness. He also spoke to Kaikeyi, "Mother! I am not a covetous

fellow, poisoned by worldly ambition. I have no desire to win over the people

and establish my rule over the kingdom. I wish to live like a hermit; I yearn

to foster and maintain righteousness (Dharma) that is all. I have only one more

resolve: to confer joy on my most revered father. To realize these three

objectives, I am prepared to undertake any task. A son has no

greater duty, no higher good, than serving the father. Mother! Though father has

not directly spoken to me, you are telling me what his command is, aren’t you?

That is quite enough. Besides, you are speaking in his very presence, and

despite his hearing what you say, he is unable to alter or deny anything.

Therefore, I infer that your words are virtually his. So, I bow to the order,

and shall leave as directed.

"Mother! I have one little wish, which I hope you will fulfill. When Bharatha is

ruling the empire, see that he obeys in every way the orders of Father and that

he contributes to the joy and satisfaction of Father by his acts. For me, for

Bharatha; indeed, for every son, there is nothing more holy and more fruitful

than the vow of filling the heart of the father with contentment and happiness.

Service of the father is the Sanathana Dharma, the eternal duty, of the son".

With these words, Rama fell prostrate on the ground and touched the feet of

Mother Kaikeyi. Dasaratha, who heard his Son, writhed as if the Dharma that

Rama expounded and the equanimity, which he revealed, aroused his love even

more and thus aggravated his sorrow beyond control. Knowing that Rama will not

stay in Ayodhya any longer, he lost all sense of propriety and status. He

shouted, "Rama!", and slumped on the hard floor of the room. Women in the

zenana heard the thump, and were stunned into grief and wonder. They lamented

loudly among themselves at the turn of events. Rama realized that it was not

advisable to delay any longer. He prostrated before his father and touched his

feet. Then, he walked out of the apartment.

Lakshmana was standing at the door and listening to the words spoken inside the

room. He was in tears; he was furious against Kaikeyi and angry against father.

He found it impossible to give expression to his feelings; so, he followed the

footsteps of Rama with arms folded, eyes on the ground, head bent low. Though

he had lost a kingdom, and had to exile himself into the forest, Rama’s face

shone like the moon behind thick dark clouds, unaffected by the black veil. The

splendor of his countenance was unaffected; for, he faced honour and dishonour

with equal serenity. He behaved like a veteran Yogi, with no trace of agitation

in thought, word and deed; he walked as if nothing had happened to cause him

worry. However, Sumanthra guessed that some transformation had happened inside

the palace. The guess soon grew

into certainty. When his eyes fell on Lakshmana, his heart suffered a shock. To

add to his fears, Rama brushed aside the White Umbrella that was held over him

by the attendant. He ordered that the ceremonial whisks be not used for him. He

declared that he did not deserve any more the silver chariot. On hearing this,

Sumanthra lost strength of body and will. He was confirmed in his worst fears.

Rama did not speak a word to those around him or to the citizens he met; not

that he was sad, no, he knew that others would be hurt if they heard the news.

For, if he spoke, he would have to speak out the truth; and he would be

spreading sadness through his own words. In spite of this, his style of walking

back to the palace announced the sad news to all onlookers.

Rama did not proceed direct to the apartments of Sita. He chose to walk to the

palace of Kausalya. The palace was resplendent with flags and festoons and

other external marks of jubilation. The women and other attendants of the

palace got intimation of the approach of Rama and Lakshmana to the mansion and

they got ready lamps on plates, and ranged themselves in rows to welcome them.

Old and trusted guards at the main entrance rose sharply when they espied the

Brothers, and exclaimed, "Victory! VictoryMay it be victory to you"! They

bowed low and offered homage. When Rama entered the second square inside,

Brahmins who had gathered there showered their blessings on him. On entering

the third square, the young maids in attendance on the queen rushed in,

carrying the happy tidings that Rama and his younger

brother were arriving, to offer reverence to the mother. They were themselves

delighted at the sight of the princes. From the outer door right up to the room

where the Mother was, maidens standing on both sides of the long passage waved

ceremonial lamps as sign of welcome, to ward off evil and welcome joy and

prosperity.

Queen Kausalya had observed vigil all night, in preparation for the holy day

that had dawned. She was engaged since dawn in worshipful rites. Aged Brahmin

priests were propitiating the God of Fire with Vedic hymns, when Rama was

announced. The mother was overwhelmed with joy, since she could witness with

her own eyes the Coronation of her son. She celebrated her joy by means of

several rites; she gave away plentiful gifts. She fasted and kept vigil; Ananda

was enough food for her, the Ananda she shared with all. She ran forward to

clasp Rama in her arms; she caressed the curls on his head; she led him by the

hand into the shrine room where she was spending the morning. She had no

knowledge of the somersault events had taken. Innocent and simple-hearted that

she was, she wore the white sari of purity and with the

sacred silk cord tied round her wrist, she was gratefully engaged in the worship

of the Gods. Looking at the face of Rama, she noticed an added splendor

illumining it. So she could not contain within herself her Ananda. "Son!" she

said, "Your forefathers were all Royal Sages, Rajarshis. They were strong

upholders of Right. They were super-souls, Mahatmas, each one. You shall be as

long-lived as they, as renowned as they; your glory must reach the ends of all

the quarters as their glory did. Son! Follow the ideals of Righteousness, which

were held high by this dynasty; do not neglect them, even in a fit of absence of

mind. Hold on to them, without wavering in the least." With these words, she

placed a few grains of rice on his head, in token of her blessing on the

auspicious day. She placed a golden seat near hers, saying, "Son! You observed

the ceremonial vigil last night, didn’t you? And, you fasted yesterday,

according to rule. You must be exhausted. Sit here for a while, and eat

a few fruits." So saying, she held forth a gold plate of fruits which she had made ready for him.

The Ananda of the mother and the love she showered on him thrilled Rama. He

wondered how he could communicate to her the turn of events; he was unwilling

to destroy the atmosphere of joy. For the sake of giving her satisfaction, he

sat on the golden chair, fingered the contents of the plate and said, "Mother!

>From this moment, I should not touch gold. I should not sit on golden chairs. I

am awaiting your blessing, for, I have to proceed as an exile to the Dandaka

Forest. I came to you for taking leave". Kausalya could not understand a word

of what he said. She could only say, "Son! Within a few minutes, you are to be

crowned King, and you talk of the Dandaka Forest! I am at a loss to make out

the sense of what you say". She thought her son was teasing her with a joke.

She said, "Son! In this auspicious hour, you

should not, even in fun, talk of things of bad omen. Give it up, my lovely gem!"

She scooped with her fingers a little from a plate of rice, boiled in milk and

with sugar, and placed it on Rama's tongue! Observing her love and her Ananda,

the eyes of Lakshmana were spontaneously filled with tears.

Kausalya noted it; she turned to him, and inquired, "Lakshmana! Why are you so

sad?" She hurried towards him and tried to caress him, but Lakshmana could not

suppress his grief any longer. He wept aloud and sobbed. The queen stood

aghast; she did not know why he sobbed. Rama’s words and Lakshmana's grief

confused her much. Meanwhile Rama interceded: "Mother! if you promise not to

grieve, I shall tell you one thing" and he held her hands in his, very firmly.

"This is something that will endow me and you, and our entire family and

dynasty with imperishable glory. So, don’t give room for any anxiety, doubt or

distress. Agree to it with alacrity and affection. Does it not give you great

joy that I obey father’s command? He has resolved to crown my brother,

Bharatha! He has resolved to send me, in the habiliments of

a hermit, into the Dandaka forest for a period of fourteen years. I have bowed

to his command and come here to take leave of you." At this, Kausalya shrieked

"Rama", and fell on the floor. "What a turn of events is this? Is the tender

child of mine to be sent into the dark jungle? What crime has my Rama done to

deserve this? Can this be true? Or, is it meaningless jabber coming out of my

own brain, since I had no sleep and no food?"

While she was thus trying to explain to herself and consoling herself, the

happenings at Kaikeyi's palace had spread throughout the zenana and the noise

of wailing and lamentation rose from maids and attendants everywhere. All faces

streamed with tears in great sorrow. Cries of "Rama! Do not leave us", were

heard on all sides. Grief-stricken groups hurried to the palace of Kausalya,

who was overwhelmed with astonishment, sorrow and fear. She could not unravel

the mystery of it all. She could not rise from the floor, for she was weighed

down with anxiety and despair. Nevertheless, she was longing to understand what

had really happened to cause this universal agony. She drew Rama on to her lap,

and caressing his curly hair she asked, "Son! What is this I hear? This news?

Tell me clearly what took place. I cannot

bear this suspense any longer". Rama told her, "Honoring the two boons that

father had promised Kaikeyi once upon a time, father granted her these two

wishes". Rama told Kausalya that the first boon she was granted was, "Bharatha

is to be crowned" and the second was, I should be sent to the Forest for

fourteen years".

When Rama related these facts and confirmed their truth, Kausalya exclaimed,

"Rama! Did Kaikeyi really demand such boons? Kaikeyi had unbounded love and

affection towards you. She would not have wished for these things any day. Let

that rest. Even if she has, I am sure it must be only to test the king! For

this simple thing, why should there be so much confusion and anxiety? Or,

assuming that she asked for the boons; will your father ever agree to grant

them? I refuse to believe this. Will your father, who cannot tolerate your

absence from his presence for a single moment, send you away into the forest

for fourteen years? This is plunging me into more confusion."

Seeing his mother doubting the truth of the incidents that actually took place,

Rama again held both her hands in his and pleaded, "Mother! Believe my words!

Father had already promised to grant her whichever two boons she desired;

afterwards, when she asked for these two, he had no inclination to break his

plighted word, to take back the promise he had solemnly granted. Nor could his

mind agree to order me into the forest and be without me. So, he is suffering

great mental distress. I cannot bear the sight of his affliction. I have just

now returned from that palace. He is stricken unconscious: he is in terrible

anguish. This is the truth. I am not so cruel as to cause such anxiety in you

over a light laughable matter, believe me. I have accepted father’s order; I

have come to you for your

permission."

With these words, Rama fell at the feet of his mother. Kausalya lifted him up

tenderly. She said, "Rama! What strange behaviour is this? However barbarian a

person may be, will he demand these horrible boons? Can ever any human being

think of sending you, who is to be crowned in a few minutes, into the forest

and for fourteen years? Am I to suffer throughout my life? I got a son, after

observing many a vow and ritual. Looking on your lovely face, I overcame the

pangs of those years of sorrow. I have no other desire; I ask for no other

boon; enough for me if my son is with me, near me. Have I become unfit for this

little gift? Did I deliver a child only to throw it into the forest? Will any

mother agree to send her son into the jungle? Alas, what sin have I committed

in the past? In which of my previous lives

have I kept apart a mother from her son? Since the day when you were initiated

into Vedic studies, I was deriving happiness every moment from the thought that

the day of your Coronation was drawing near. Have those sweet dreams of mine

come to naught? Have all my hopes been dashed to the ground and broken to

pieces? Have all the vows, vigils, rites and rituals I so scrupulously observed

and performed for ensuring your joy and happiness been in vain? 0! What a big

sinner am I? Why has my heart not broken on hearing this news? Perhaps, I have

to hear and bear many more heart-breaking news! Death does not help me! My

heart still beats, in spite of this shock. Alas, even death awaits the allotted

moment. He comes; but on seeing my plight leaves me alive, postponing the moment

of my release. Yama too has no mercy towards me, I am pronounced undeserving of

even the realm of Death. O Rama! That this calamity should happen to us!" She

lamented and fell on the floor in a faint. Coming to,

she rolled on the floor, pressing her heart with the palm of her hand. Rama

could not quietly look on the scene. The wailing of the maids, who gathered

around blasted his ears like thunderbolts.

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