Guest guest Posted December 14, 2005 Report Share Posted December 14, 2005 Not long after, his wife died but soon he was forcibly remarried. He felt miserable and again left on his travels. Mostly he was in Pune where he lived by rendering menial service or begging. He often tried in vain to quench his hunger with water and margosa leaves and slept on bare earth. But all the while he sought the company of holy sadhus. Then one of these, a celebate sadhu, impressed upon him the merits of celibacy and devotion to Lord Siva. In one of his moods of depression, an old Marathi lady had taught him the verse which meant, “Maintain your life, even with water and other things, if needed. Love God and bear your lot. Be patient in misfortunes and spurn the smiles of fortune. Break the bonds of desire. (But) Never leave the company of saints.” After sometime he made for his home town to Satana. On the way he saw in a dense wood, a hill with a cave, very difficult of access. He decided to enter the same and there fast unto death. He climbed a neighbouring tree and leapt from its branch into it. The cave was four or five feet high, nine feet long and four feet broad. He devoted his time for the repetition of the Lord’s name. Soon he attained a high state of mystical trance, i.e.,samadhi. When he woke up from it he was surprised to see someone standing by and flaying him alive. His skin was coming off like the slough of a serpent. The shock of the vision had brought him to normal consciousness more fully and he found that there was no one there and his skin was intact. He experienced a keen thirst. His throat was too parched to cry for water and there was none to help him even if he did. His body was too stiff to move. Only his right forearm was free. He again fell into a trance state. Soon there were clouds and a heavy downpour. Water streamed near him in the cave, by the time he regained normal consciousness. With his right hand he slaked his limbs till they were restored to their natural condition. Three days passed when he had a vivid vision: Thirsty, he was approaching a stream for water. Two figures, a Moslem and a Hindu, were by his side. They pulled off his old skin and displayed to him a shining body within and said, “Why do you want to die? We are behind you and we won’t let you die.” Source: http://www.saibharadwaja.org Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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