Todays Darshan in Parthi

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Last night didn’t have proper sleep, thinking of my jobless ness, and was very

frustrated with all the happenings in mylife.. I was praying Swamy, to help me

out of this problem, to burn my karma of past and present lives, which are

acting as obstracles to reach out to Him… I also had a weird complaint, that I

have put on 5kilogram weight in 2 months, and I was asking Swamy, in my mind,

to help me reduce the weight…. The answer I got, from Swamy, was I WILL TRY MY

BEST……

By the time I got sleep, it was 10:30 pm and was wondering if I could wake

up 4oclock for darshan.. I was praying Swamy, to wake me up ( I ask even such

Petty things to Swamy)

Around 4oclock, my sai sister from Australia, telephoned me to know my well

being… and thanks to her, to Swamy, to prompting her to call me from Australia…

and her phonecall was like a divine alarm to wake me up….. Along with my brother

, Bhaskar I left for parthi….. There is no heavy rush, as it was for the

Gurupoornima, out of 5 lines, My line was the last one… didn’t feel sorry, like

I used to …… When I entered the Kulwanth hall, all the first rows were

occupied, and as Swamy sits beside the driver, the rows to the side of Swamy

were occupied, leaving vacant spaces on the other side of the row….. We

thought, lets sit on the other side of the row, even though the driver will be

to our side…… I put

my cushion, and went for a morning walk, my heart, still asking for a job,

asking for His divine blessings… I started talking to Swamy, Swamy, now a days,

its very hard to see you from the car, and only devotees sitting in the

verandah, can have a close glance at You.. and now you have given a seat, to

the driver side, How can I see You Swamy?

After, I was convinced with my morning walk, got back to my place at 7o clock,

and exactly at 7:25 am , the car entered the gate and was parked out side His

Abode, and in a minute Swamy was brought in the wheel chair… Automatically, I

found, my lips stretching, my heart dancing in joy, and I was smiling….. While

the car took Swamy inside, Swamy was looking into the hall, the car slowly,

came inside, passing the ladies side, Probably Swamy asked the driver, to stop

the car, the window glass came down, and Swamy spoke to 2 ladies, the car now

was heading towards the gents lines, as the window glass was pulled up…. The

driver, halted for confirmation, if he should take the car, towards the gents

side, all of us were waiting eagerly, and Swamy answered in negative, and the

car, drove to the verandah,

yes"> As the car drove, I strongly felt, Swamy will come to the gents lines,

and if Swamy comes through verandah, He will be on my side and the driver on

the other side, and this happened to me on my birthday, in 2003, and He blessed

me on that day, saying HAVE A LONG LIFE….. I was getting curious…. Will the

Histrory reapeat, the car was now near the stage, and the driver, again stopped

for confirmation, where to go Swamy? Swamy moved His hand, round, that means, He

is coming to the gents lines, He is coming to me, He is responding to the

prayers of this not so sinciere, illiterate devotee, the car slowly came, and

there were many vacant spots beside us,….. and I asked my brother, to be ready,

if possible try to be on you knees, and luckily, the car was moving very slowly,

an d we both knelt, not much crowd around us… He was watching us from far.. the

car got nearer and nearer…..The car was 2meters far…. He was watching

us….He is now less than one meter far…. We both knelt down… tears in our eyes…

Swamy keep on looking at us….. keep looking at us… We need you Swamy… whom

should we ask other than you… No body wants to help us..... Help those all in

needy... Help your children..........You are our mother, father, friend….

Swamy, was hearing to our silent prayers, was smiling while approaching us…. As

He got close….. He gave the wolrd’s beautiful smile, which cannot get to the

imagination of even greatest poets, shook His Head gently, with His eye brows

going up, His eyes widening up as the eye brows were pulled up…. He said some

thing… but I think I read His lips saying CHALA SANTHOSAM,….. (very happy)… the

car was crossed my brother…. Crossed me…. And our hearts were jumping in joy…..

Swamy what a blessing… My brother said, He looked at you more than me… I said

the vice versa… what ever it may be… He looked to us both….. Just closed my

eyes… to capture the divine gift….. the car, now took a

right turn, towards the big gate… Swamy was going out…. To give His STREET

DARSHAN…… I thanked Swamy, for listening to my prayers… We both ran to the main

gate to go out in the street, for second round darshan…but the gate was closed…

and didn’t open untill He crossed the gate….. as soon as the gate was opened,

we ran in the street, I saw the public standing on both sides, to have His

darshan, so also were the LAZY shopkeepers!!... We both ran with the car…. As

the car crossed the main arch near the primary school, there was less public….

We both were running with the car…. Close to His window… SWamy looked to me…

the same smile….. stretching His lips, looked so natural, filled with love…. He

was as usual,tasting the amrutha from the lips, and some times rubbing it with

His hand kerchief, I ran, with the car, with my hands joined, watching Him all

the way….. ignoring the bumps on the road, I think, once or twice,my feet hit

some thing

very hard on the road, who cares….. Iam running with Swamy, Swamy was looking at

me…. Second time the same smile… third time the same smile…fifth time I thought,

He may give a serious look… No… the same smile…. 6th time I thought, He will

ignore me… look on the other side… No…looked at me…with the same smile… I was

praying Swamy… It is said.. your one glance, will wash away all the sins and

will burn all the bondages of Karma…. Swamy, this is a divine opportunity given

by you… pls look at me, as many times as you can…. I was running with the

security boys…. None of them objecting… I know its all Swamy,…. I was watching

each and every glance of Him… The car was nearing the SAi Geetha(swamy’s

elephant), she started screaming, raising her trunk,,,, He smiled at her… the

car was now near the music college,… Swamy bent down, a little, and had a close

look at the college…. The car was very slow… like snail….. I know Its all Swamy…

the car now was nearing the Gokulam… the streets were lined up with young and

old…. Men and women… one lady was holding her little child and was showing

Swamy… the little child, who might be watching Him, in the photo at its

home…was clapping, screaming in joy at Swamy… probably, she thought, it’s the

same same man in the photo, sitting in the car….. Swamy, our divine master,

responded equally to the little child… I didn’t find any difference between the

two…. And I don’t have to tell the joy of the mother, who was watching these TWO

kids……

The car passed by… slowly… and Swamy was still looking at me… I was praying

Swamy, Swamy, remove all the obstacles which is stopping me to get closer to

you… I want you… I want you…… Our divine ROMANCE continued… Atleast 20 times I

had eye to eye contact with Swamy…..(pls forgive me where ever I use the word

“I”… its all Swamy, nothing to do with “I”(ME)….. Swamy was smiling at me….. My

brother, was still running behind me….. I could hear the lines HARA HARA MAHA

DEVA…. HARA HARA MAHA DEVA…. In the bhajan, OM NAMAH SHIVAYA SHIVAYA NAMAH OM..

OM NAMAH SHIVAYA SHIVAYA NAMAH OM…… Even now.. while typing this letter, tears

are flowing from my eyes… my hands are shivering…I still cant believe if that

was true….

The car now, crossed the Ram temple in Gokulam… and the crowd were just going

crazy to see Swamy….. ladies and gents were throwing flowers… the car now was

nearing the post office… any body, who had been to parthi, might have noticed

one mentally retarded lady, standing near the post office…. I really was

praying for this lady and her Mentally retarded son, and this lady, was

standing in Her PLACE when Swamy’s car passed by… and I noticed Swamy, watching

her keenly, even though she was standing on the other side…… Any body, living in

parthi, pauper or millionaire, has a reason…. And I should say, she is one of

the luckiest mentally retarded, and who knows How many of Her sins were washed

away, as Bhagwan looked at her…. And by now... the car started accelerating the

speed… and I thought.. let me see Swamy once

again, and bow before Him for this Divine gift………At the end of the show… I

thanked SWamy for His looking at me…. Burn my karma and also He burnt few

calories… Thanks to the divine master… He told me last night that I WILL TRY MY

BEST… and He kept His word… Lets also, keep our word… by transforming into His

children, God’s children.... He taught me a lesson, He is no reservations like

verandah devotees or TOKEN LINE DEVOTEES... All are Same... All Are His

children....Jai Sai Ramsatish NaikBrahmanapalli Thanda villageNear

PuttaparthiAnantapur Andhra PradeshIndia 515134 Tel:91-8555-289327