Guest guest Posted December 24, 2005 Report Share Posted December 24, 2005 Scriptures. But Pa didn'tget the Bible, instead he bundled up again and went outside.I couldn't figure it out because we had already done all thechores. I didn't worry about it long though, I was too busywallowing in self-pity.Soon Pa came back in. It was a cold clear night out and therewas ice in his beard. "Come on, Matt," he said. "Bundle upgood, it's cold out tonight." I was really upset then. Not onlywasn't I getting the rifle for Christmas, now Pa was dragging meout in the cold, and for no earthly reason that I could see.We'd already done all the chores, and I couldn't think of anythingelse that needed doing, especially not on a night like this.But I knew Pa was not very patient at one dragging one's feetwhen he'd told them to do something, so I got up and put myboots back on and got my cap, coat, and mittens. Ma gave me amysterious smile as I opened the door to leave the house.Something was up, but I didn't know what.Outside, I became even more dismayed. There in front of thehouse was the work team, already hitched to the big sled.Whatever it was we were going to do wasn't going to be a short,quick, little job. I could tell. We never hitched up this sledunless we were going to haul a big load.Pa was already up on the seat, reins in hand. I reluctantlyclimbed up beside him. The cold was already biting at me.I wasn't happy. When I was on, Pa pulled the sled around thehouse and stopped in front of the woodshed. He got off and Ifollowed. "I think we'll put on the high sideboards," he said."Here, help me." The high sideboards! It had been a bigger jobthan I wanted to do with just the low sideboards on, butwhatever it was we were going to do would be a lot bigger withthe high sideboards on.After we had exchanged the sideboards, Pa went into the woodshedand came out with an armload of wood---the wood I'd spent allsummer hauling down from the mountain, and then all Fall sawinginto blocks and splitting. What was he doing? Finally I saidsomething. "Pa," I asked, "what are you doing?" You been by theWidow Jensen's lately?" he asked. The Widow Jensen lived abouttwo miles down the road. Her husband had died a year or sobefore and left her with three children, the oldest being eight.Sure, I'd been by, but so what? "Yeah," I said, "Why?I rodeby just today," Pa said. "Little Jakey was out digging aroundin the woodpile trying to find a few chips. They're out ofwood, Matt."That was all he said and then he turned and went back into thewoodshed for another armload of wood. I followed him. Weloaded the sled so high that I began to wonder if the horseswould be able to pull it. Finally, Pa called a halt to ourloading, then we went to the smoke house and Pa took down a bigham and a side of bacon. He handed them to me and told me toput them in the sled and wait.When he returned he was carrying a sack of flour over his rightshoulder and a smaller sack of something in his left hand."What's in the little sack?" I asked. "Shoes. They're out ofshoes. Little Jakey just had gunny sacks wrapped around hisfeet when he was out in the woodpile this morning. I got thechildren a little candy too. It just wouldn't be Christmaswithout a little candy."We rode the two miles to Widow Jensen's pretty much in silence.I tried to think through what Pa was doing. We didn't have muchby worldly standards. Of course, we did have a big woodpile,though most of what was left now was still in the form of logsthat I would have to saw into blocks and split before we coulduse it. We also had meat and flour, so we could spare that, butI knew we didn't have any money, so why was Pa buying them shoesand candy?Really, why was he doing any of this? Widow Jensen had closerneighbors than us; it shouldn't have been our concern. We camein from the blind side of the Jensen house and unloaded the woodas quietly as possible, then we took the meat and flour andshoes to the door. We knocked. The door opened a crack and atimid voice said, "Who is it?Lucas Miles, Ma'am, and my son,Matt. Could we come in for a bit?"Widow Jensen opened the door and let us in. She had a blanketwrapped around her shoulders. The children were wrapped inanother and were sitting in front of the fireplace by a verysmall fire that hardly gave off any heat at all. Widow Jensenfumbled with a match and finally lit the lamp. "We brought youa few things, Ma'am," Pa said and set down the sack of flour. Iput the meat on the table. Then Pa handed her the sack that hadthe shoes in it.She opened it hesitantly and took the shoes out one pair at atime. There was a pair for her and one for each of thechildren---sturdy shoes, the best, shoes that would last. Iwatched her carefully. She bit her lower lip to keep it fromtrembling and then tears filled her eyes and started runningdown her cheeks. She looked up at Pa like she wanted to saysomething, but it wouldn't come out."We brought a load of wood too, Ma'am," Pa said. He turned tome and said, "Matt, go bring in enough to last awhile. Let'sget that fire up to size and heat this place up." I wasn't thesame person when I went back out to bring in the wood. I had abig lump in my throat and as much as I hate to admit it, therewere tears in my eyes too.In my mind I kept seeing those three kids huddled around thefireplace and their mother standing there with tears runningdown her cheeks with so much gratitude in her heart that shecouldn't speak. My heart swelled within me and a joy that I'dnever known before, filled my soul. I had given at Christmasmany times before, but never when it had made so much difference.I could see we were literally saving the lives of these people.I soon had the fire blazing and everyone's spirits soared.The kids started giggling when Pa handed them each a piece of candyand Widow Jensen looked on with a smile that probably hadn'tcrossed her face for a long time. She finally turned to us."God bless you," she said. "I know the Lord has sent you.The children and I have been praying that he would send one of hisangels to spare us."In spite of myself, the lump returned to my throat and the tearswelled up in my eyes again. I'd never thought of Pa in thoseexact terms before, but after Widow Jensen mentioned it I couldsee that it was probably true. I was sure that a better manthan Pa had never walked the earth. I started remembering allthe times he had gone out of his way for Ma and me, and manyothers. The list seemed endless as I thought on it.Pa insisted that everyone try on the shoes before we left.I was amazed when they all fit and I wondered how he had knownwhat sizes to get. Then I guessed that if he was on an errandfor the Lord that the Lord would make sure he got the right sizes.Tears were running down Widow Jensen's face again when we stoodup to leave. Pa took each of the kids in his big arms and gavethem a hug. They clung to him and didn't want us to go.I could see that they missed their Pa, and I was glad that Istill had mine.At the door Pa turned to Widow Jensen and said, "The Mrs.wanted me to invite you and the children over for Christmasdinner tomorrow. The turkey will be more than the three of uscan eat, and a man can get cantankerous if he has to eat turkeyfor too many meals. We'll be by to get you about eleven. It'llbe nice to have some little ones around again. Matt, here,hasn't been little for quite a spell." I was the youngest.My two brothers and two sisters had all married and had moved away.Widow Jensen nodded and said, "Thank you, Brother Miles.I don't have to say, "'May the Lord bless you,' I know for certainthat He will."Out on the sled I felt a warmth that came from deep within and Ididn't even notice the cold. When we had gone a ways, Pa turnedto me and said, "Matt, I want you to know something. Your maand me have been tucking a little money away here and there allyear so we could buy that rifle for you, but we didn't havequite enough.Then yesterday a man who owed me a little money from years backcame by to make things square. Your ma and me were realexcited, thinking that now we could get you that rifle, and Istarted into town this morning to do just that. But on the wayI saw little Jakey out scratching in the woodpile with his feetwrapped in those gunny sacks and I knew what I had to do.Son, I spent the money for shoes and a little candy for thosechildren. I hope you understand."I understood, and my eyes became wet with tears again.I understood very well, and I was so glad Pa had done it.Now the rifle seemed very low on my list of priorities. Pa hadgiven me a lot more. He had given me the look on Widow Jensen'sface and the radiant smiles of her three children.For the rest of my life, Whenever I saw any of the Jensen's, orsplit a block of wood, I remembered, and remembering broughtback that same joy I felt riding home beside Pa that night.Pa had given me much more than a rifle that night, he had givenme the best Christmas of my life. Author unknown Source: From the Net Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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