My Lord and land - Miracle

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2.0in">With the blessings of mother sai my both the sons got the admission at

Chennai school.In the month of june they went to Chennai Now I am all alone at

home. ( this house is not mine or better to say I do not have any place of mine

in this entire world. This is the house where my children never got love and

care and because of this I wanted them to be part of swami’s institute. Swami

took good care of them and gave them admission at his chennai school) As my

children are not here , I never feel like going home. Day and night I used to

cry in front of my sai Krishna that u r brahmandnayaka, can’t u bless me with a

small house. Many times I used to say Sai Krishna that forget about my house ,

how can u live at the age of 80 in a house where nobody respect u . (in my

family where I am living no body have faith in bhagwan) This is my every day

routine I used to cry after coming from office and I used to pray him like

this. One day to find out the answer of my this question I just picked up 3rd

vol. Of Sathya Sai Speaks.( This book is Ist swami’s

yes"> book gifted to me by one of Sai devotee and when ever I have any problem

, I look for my answer in this book) Can u guess the heading of the page which

I had opened “ House of the Lord” and swami was inaugurating someone

house. Message of the swami was on this

page was like that he do not live in the house of concrete, He is the resident

of devotees heart, We should fill our heart with good pure thought, I cried

more after reading this reply from swami, We need house to live in. I am not

doing anything any wrong with any body I need a house I do not understand yr

philosophy sai krishna. I keep on doing evening aarti and morning

suprabhatam everyday with wet

eyes. Some how swami arranged a one day trip from Delhi for his divine darshan

in the month of Aug –05. All merciful lord bless me very beautiful darshan from

the first raw. (During my this visit to parthy my sons were also coming by bus

with school from chennai for bhagwan darshan, in the night their bus met with

the accident and all the children and staff saved by bhagwan) But friends when

I saw swami’s new resident (new building I do not know actually when swami will

shift in this new building but everybody says that this is swami’s new resi..)

I heard this news many times but seeing swamis new residence my anger have no

limit , I wrote a big letter to swami, that for your physical body u need

bigger house because everyday yr family is multiplying and you need bigger

house for yr family and here everybody is busy in pleasing u . But mother who

will take care of my requirement? Am I not a part of yr family?

TEXT-INDENT: 0in; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; tab-stops: .25in 2.0in">I do not have big

job. No cash in hand , no one to take care of me other than u.( in my family no

one believes in bhagwan but I feel am survived because of yr love and care

only. ) Till now I keep on requesting relatives and friends to help me so that

I can have my own house. My all relatives are very very well off and smart

enough to shut door on my face. After reaching home I requested swami that

today I am starting this akhand jyoti and this will continue till your

birthday 23 rd Nov. Now u arrange for my house do what ever u can do before u

celebrate yr 80th birthday. I will just sign the papers of my property and u

have to arrange everything. From that day onwards my problem was over . I used

to feel comfortable. I was not aware from where swami will arrange but I was

very much sure that before his birthday he would sort out my problem. In

between I wanted to give some different gift to swami for his birthday.

yes"> I requested at the site about sponsoring a girl child. Few members

informed me that they are sponsoring child in there area I was able to sponsor

two girl child with the help of few devotees. After I saw swami’s new res. I

have only one job to do fight and just fight with mother sai. I try to attend

maximum bhajan and whenever we sing this word hridyavasi or hridyavihara I

used to look at swami with wet eyes and used to remind him about my problem and

used to tell him it is better if we call u parthivasi or parthi vihara (one who

lives at parthy only

and not the resident of our heart) I wanted to share my this happiness can u

believe today is only 25 oct. and guess what a good news I have

.. Today I am owner of 91.95 mtr plot. One sai devotee did everything without

telling me anything I just went to sign the papers. We are too small to

understand the leela’s of mother sai. May mother sai take care of everybody’s

problem. I wanted to tell all that let the hell fall on our

head or the world go against us but we should not loose faith in bhagwan. No

matter how we worship him, Swami is not pathy vihara, he is hridya vihara,

Swami is going to respond our prayer, We should leave our problem at his side

and do whatever little seva we can do to make this world better.

Roman">As I gave time to swami up to 23rd nov. I went to attend the akhand

bhajan and req. to mother sai to shift to her new res. As per their schedule.

In between I met with the road accident and my leg was plastered , I was not

able to go to sign the papers as scheduled. At last the day came when I was

able to sign the paper and everything was in order the govt. officer, the

person with whom we have purchased the land and I was also able to move the

plastered leg , everybody sign the papers and when my turn came to sign the

paper the govt clerk told me to put the date. I looked at his face and put the

date 23.11.05. Yes this is the date I gave to swami and swami is prompt enough

to make us realize that I did what you demanded and with in the time limit, Now

it our turn to work as a Sai messanger. And spread the messages of

love May bless all of us vijaya

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I am very very much follower of swami. I am very lucky interms of swami grace.

But my personal life is gng little down. Nothing is getting settled down in my

life. I am in low stage now.

 

But ur story gave hope for me. I had so much affection and belief on swami. But

some times i dont have any hope for my prbs. But now i got reminded again that

he is there for me.

 

Thank youvijay laxmi <ranawatvl65 (AT) (DOT) co.in> wrote:

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So sorry to hear that you are at a low at the

moment.Please rest assured that this will not be for long.Baba is looking after

you and knows of your life.

Please also accept my divine blessings.The sunshine in your

life will soon burn bright.

Yours in eternity.Light and grace.

david.

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Sai ram,

 

the "low stage" you'r in now will pass. Keep on with

namasmarana, never never stop. Swami is holding you ever since,

although when times are difficult we seem not be aware or able

to feel His presence.

He is always with and within you, you are one, you are a drop and

Swami is the never ending ocean. Keep calling on Him and praying

to Swami and all will go well.

all my love

Sai sister Berit

 

 

 

>-- Original Message --

>neelima gogineni <nprg_2004

>Tue, 6 Dec 2005 03:35:22 -0800 (PST)

>[saibabanews] Re: My Lord and land - Miracle

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Om Sai Raam Dearest Sister,

Embodiment of love....as Swami fondly addresses us....

Whatever stage you are going through right now, think of it as a

self-purification. Swami always puts his beloved children through the

grinding mill for us to become totally refined and ready for what he has in

store for us to do.

Be always positive and as mentioned recitation of the name of god is very

helpful at this time. Never give up hope or faith NO MATTER WHAT THE

SITUATION MAY BE, for Our Beloved Swami Lord of the Universe never GIVES US

MORE THAN WE CAN HANDLE!!!! I know that for sure....lol -for we all go

through trials and tribulations from time to time....but hold on the feet of

the Lord and he will never let you down.

May Swami grant you strength to carry on now and always. May his love fill

us forever!

 

I offer my most humble pranaams at the lotus feet of our beloved Lord Of The

Universe.. Bhagawan Baba.

Om Jai Sai Raam

Radhey of Canada