Guest guest Posted August 15, 2005 Report Share Posted August 15, 2005 >> On 8/15/05, A.V. <avdhar (AT) (DOT) co.in> wrote: >> It is a very busy life, having to spend your entire time in office, thinking of office responsibilites, >> etc. I would like any Sai brother or sister to give me advice as to how to do namasmarana when >> we are so busy in office. How is it possible to think of God when we are stuck in such a >> 'miserable' position. Can someone tell me, how to get forget Swami for a moment? Can someone tell me, how to see something else around me other than His Splendorous Face? How to think of something else than about His Words and acts? How to forget Him, His smile, His walk? His frolic, His talk? When I sat in the Darshan line, for the first time, praying to Him, as my savior and God, When I said to myself, "This would be the last time I come to Parthi, if you do not accept this letter. I have not written anything selfish in this. I ask only for Your Grace, Your presence in me, with me, all the time. I ask of You, only a moment....a moment in Love with you. And if You do not acknowledge this prayer, it would only mean You are not My God..." And then.... He walked past me.....turned back and took my letter. Yes, He took it from my hand. How can I forget that moment? Its not easy. It is not easy to forget Him. It is not easy to forget Bhagavan Sri Sathya Sai Baba. However strong my Karma is, it is not easy to act as if I don't hear Him, However glittering the world be, it is not easy to behave as if He is not watching me, It is not easy to stop the thump of the heart when you hear His Name, It is not easy to restrict the feeling ----- the feeling of freedom, independence, That overwhelms you when you think of Him, It is not easy to deny His Love, to overlook His presence in your breath, It is not easy not to feel Him in you. It is not easy to be the same way as you were when you didn't recognize Him. It is not easy to think the same way as those who don't recognize Him. You cannot avoid Him. He has already won your heart. Knowingly or unknowingly, He is drawing you closer and closer to Himself. It is not easy to swim against the current....the current of Sai's Love. It is not easy for me to arrest my tears and continue writing this mail... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 15, 2005 Report Share Posted August 15, 2005 om sai ram wonderful!no words to give response to these sweet feelings. in the lotus feet of Baba sai ram --- Sai Sandesh <saisandesh wrote: > Can someone tell me, how to get forget Swami for a > moment?..... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 15, 2005 Report Share Posted August 15, 2005 Sairam brother. Is it wise to Put Bhagwan to such litmus test for our sake ? If our prayer to Swami is not fulfilled, should we leave Swami ?? Brother, i feel there cant be any compromise in accepting Swami whether it is good or bad happens in our lives. Saiom saiom saiom Tan man praan mein Saiom... Shayan Swapan mein saiom Gagan pawan mein saiom Nayan nayan mein saiom JANAM MARAN mein saiom........ - Sai Sandesh Monday, August 15, 2005 2:36 PM [saibabanews] It's not easy >> On 8/15/05, A.V. <avdhar (AT) (DOT) co.in> wrote: >> It is a very busy life, having to spend your entire time in office, thinking of office responsibilites, >> etc. I would like any Sai brother or sister to give me advice as to how to do namasmarana when >> we are so busy in office. How is it possible to think of God when we are stuck in such a >> 'miserable' position. "This would be the last time I come to Parthi, if you do not accept this letter. I have not written anything selfish in this. I ask only for Your Grace, Your presence in me, with me, all the time. I ask of You, only a moment....a moment in Love with you. And if You do not acknowledge this prayer, it would only mean You are not My God..." And then.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 17, 2005 Report Share Posted August 17, 2005 Thank you so much for this thought you shared. You are 100% correct. It is not justifiable to put Swami to test!!! He is the one who tests us! But, my friend, that was the only time I tested Him! That was the first ever time I went to Parthi willing to accpet Him as My God. That was the only time I asked something of Him during Darshan. >From that time on, I never expect anything from Him. I just enjoy. Simply look at Him. And as you can guess, everytime, He gives me more than what I can imagine. It's something like a review that happens there in those few minutes of Darshan. I can clearly see all the mistakes, good things that I have done since the last time I came to Parthi and the improvements needed. JAI SAIRAMSandesh Nothing's gonna change my Love for Him One thing you can be sure ofI'll never ask for more than His loveThe world may change my whole life through But nothing's gonna change my love for Him.... On 8/15/05, SAIpapu <saipapu (AT) (DOT) co.in> wrote: Sairam brother. Is it wise to Put Bhagwan to such litmus test for our sake ? If our prayer to Swami is not fulfilled, should we leave Swami ?? Brother, i feel there cant be any compromise in accepting Swami whether it is good or bad happens in our lives. Saiom saiom saiom Tan man praan mein Saiom... Shayan Swapan mein saiom Gagan pawan mein saiom Nayan nayan mein saiom JANAM MARAN mein saiom........ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 17, 2005 Report Share Posted August 17, 2005 Sairam brother for your kind reply. I understood now your love for Swami. Thanks for clearing my doubts. I am always purturbed when i see people crowding Swami. I had seen how people rush to Swami to deliver their letters. I dont want to see Swami in discomfort... I am sorry, if i have hurt u or anybody in the group with my emotions. Sairam papu - Sai Sandesh saibabanews Wednesday, August 17, 2005 8:20 PM [saibabanews] Re: It's not easy Sairam brother SAIpapu Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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