A personal expression of love

[Guest guest]

Sairam dear sisters and brothers,

 

This group is surely blessed with so much of energy in

it.Just felt like sharing some of my inner thoughts.

Somehow feel like I am talking to swami himself while

actually doing this.

 

Swami, You suddenly seem to be there in every breath

of mine.Your grace has given me the strength and made

me capable of actually realising the infinite grace

beiong showered upon me by you. From morning to the

evening , u just seem to be holding my hand ... Oh my

lord, During the time of meera who craved for none but

you, taking you as her husband, u had to come down to

respond to her love. Swami , these days u have taken

the position of my lord , my beloved and my husband. I

seem to feel happy with fresh love, full of energy. I

start smiling while doing my daily activities... And u

know what swami, Even if i am not particularly

thinking about you, my mind may be busy doing the

karmas bound to me, but my heart and soul seem to be

one with you. Oh beloved, everytiome I close my eyes,

I can see your giving darshan, listening to bhajans,

getting close to me, doing narayan seva and most

primarily as the MIGHTY LORD SIVA. . . The enery, the

power and the attraction that is drawing every nit of

me to you is sooooo senstitizing that I just

thoroughyl lose myself . . . Swami I can feel you

holding me tightly and teling to continue with my

daily chores and wait patiently for your call.. Swami

i understand that u not only share this with me but

with teh whole world . . . And the more I can feel

you completely in me as one , the more I feel like

your ardhangini, the more I begin to love the world .

.. . Swami your love is driving me blissfully crazy ..

I have one sincere prayer swami . . please bless the

whole world to feel your warn, loving and caring hand

next to them every second swami . . we the blessed

ones have experienced your fulfilling love, and can

only make a universal prayer to be your true, sincere

and selfless instrument in spreading your love, purely

by placing ourselves completely at your lotus feet.

 

Drowned in your love,

sai sevadal . . .