Guest guest Posted June 10, 2005 Report Share Posted June 10, 2005 Sairam to the members of this holy group Last week I was longing for His darshan, but couldn’t go to whitefield as I was tight in funds. 4 days back my friend, telephone me and invites me to stay in whitefield and he also promised me that he will sponsor my stay in whitefield. Taking this unexpected opportunity, I headed for whitefield for His darshan. I was strongly feeling that it was His call, as I was mentally disturbed with some personal problems in my family and with my unsuccessive job hunts. I reached whitefield on june 8th around 6 am and went to darshan. Swamy came around 7:30 and 110 priest couples were felicitated with clothes and Prasad. Swamy was watching the whole proceeding from the stage. The significant thing about my visit to whitefield was i noteiced there was not much enthusiasm in devotees, May be its because Swamy is not moving amonst the devotees, If Swamy is little late to show up, there is somuch frustration, and devotees are looking here and there and some are even leaving the hall. The first day when I came out from darshan, I went to eat in one of the restaurants right opposite to the brindavan ashram. I was surprised to see , an Indian young lady, with a big cigar in her hand, and I better don’t mention her dress, and most funny thing here was she was reading the latest Dr.Sandwise’s book WITH LOVE MAN IS GOD. Devotees, should note an important point here, just imagine what kind of message she was conveying by doing that. I was shocked!! If it were, a foreign lady, I would not have felt bad, as thier life style doesnt ,mind that. But she was Indian, the country, the whole world is looking to for its spiritual riches and moral conduct. I asked to my self “Swamy, what’s happening?, such shameful incidents are happening right under your nose, when will we change?”. To add to my agony, another over seas young gentle man( i don't want to mention his name and country), whom I met inparthi in march and he also invited me to his apartment for tea. He was living with his girl friend,and while conversing, he said that he came alone becuase he was very much impressed my Swamy’s teachings. To honour his privacy, I didn’t ask the details about his girl friend. Now , I see the same young man, with a new girl friend, and she was behaving in an inconvenience way which was disturbing the people sitting next to them. They seemed to be having lot of fun by sharing a cigarette,and he was teaching her to recite GAYATRI MANTRA.(unbelievable) These 2 incidents disturbed me a lot ( I told you I was already disturbed). I was just wondering, whats happened to us (devotees). Many of us say Swamy's GOLDEN ERA is coming very shortly after His 80th birthday, but it can't happen all of a sudden, Swamy cannot do a magic, infact it should start from each of us hearts. By doing so, we will be facilitating early arrival of this GOLDEN ERA.If we are really impressed by our beloved lord’s teachings, by now we should have known what is wrong and what it right. Some people say, I come to India for mental peace and when we ask the same person, why he/she is smoking the reply is FOR MENTAL PEACE. I don’t understand what kind of mental peace they are talking about Some devotees are staying late night in restaurants out side ashram puffing cigarettes, and engaging in unnecessary gossip.Being a member of Sai Family, demands lot of dignity, the whole world is looking forward to us. If we misbehave, others will take it for granted, The present state of Swamy, is directly proportional to the above incidents. Iam not specifically blaming those people in the above incidents, it is happening with 90% of the devotees. NO body is trying to practice and implement His teachings in our lives. May be that’s the reason why He is has limited His access to devotees. Somebody was asking if Swamy will ever walk amongst devotees like He used to …. Why not, let us show Him that we have changed atleast a little, He will come running to us!!He says I need my devotees prayers… This will be the best prayer..let us change....A mother can only prepare food and put it in the child’s mouth. It is the duty of the child to chew it and swallow. Swamy has taught us the essence of life and importance of human life in PARTICULAR, it is the duty of we devotees, to practice His teachings, Now Swamy’s body is 80 years old, even if we deduct 20years from His initial life, for the past 60years He has been teaching us what’s wrong and whats right but no body is following His words 100%. What ever He says now, will be only repetition.... insha Allah as muslims say, if this message is posted,Let us give a thought to this. Iam not blaming any particular country’s devotees. Let us be good, behave decently, and make our MOTHER SAI happy.....happy....happy (i apologise if I had hurt any body's intentions, and I wish to end this email with a prayer to our beloved mother Sai Swamy, we are your children, forgive us our sins, give us the strength and the knowledge to know the essence of this life, which you have specially gifted to us.... we want to be yours... we want to be good.... WE LOVE YOU... WE LOVE YOU.. WE LOVE YOU... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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