Have you ever fallen in love?

[Guest guest]

Have you ever fallen in love?

 

I have. And yes, it's great. It is probably the most wonderful thing that had

happened to me since I was born. I do believe love is best known, in fact, only

known, by experience and by no other means. Still I do write this mail to you

about my love. Simply because it gives me pleasure. And probably you might see

your own love in it.

You can write an epic triple in size to that of Mahabharata about your love and

probably, you wouldn't have the satisfaction of having expressed a thousandth

of what you feel about it.

But, let me start somehow.

I was mad in love for her. I had no trace of ego when I adored her. I did not

know whether she loves me or not. But still, nothing could really discourage me

or abate my love for her in the least. I felt it's my birth right to love her!

No, please don't laugh. I felt it's a part of my nature to love her. I believed

that the love for her was an instinct that God placed in me, just like hunger

and thirst.

The best thing about falling in love is that this world, which otherwise

appeared so huge, now appears so small and conquerable! This whole lot of

people around you, and the situations you face in life, which otherwise seem

totally or at least majorly unmanageable, now appear just like a show running

on a screen beside you, in which you are not at all a part of.

And yes, I felt I could do anything for her. And when I say anything, it is just

anything. I felt I could learn and climb Mount Everest in a day, provided she

would drop a little smile of appreciation at the end of the day.

There was no exhaustion I knew, no boredom I felt. Because every moment her

thoughts will keep me anasthesized. It was like I was drunk in her love. Every

day was fresh. May it be busy or slow. If I knew I am gonna see her in the

evening, the whole day went in excitement. And because everyday I see her,

everyday was exciting. What else but love could generate such a constant and

regular excitement?

Waiting for that one moment in the evening, when I could have a distant glance

of her, I would face every day in a joyful anticipation, like a schoolboy who

writes his last- and- final exam, imagining every second, the long vacation

ahead and getting jubilant.

And after the long wait, it just requires one casual 'hi' from her, to make my

day. And I forget the whole day's slogging. Of course, I never felt it even

before. I never understood why the feeling is so fresh. I never knew anyone who

disgusted me, or a guy who spoilt my day. I was always busy in her remembrance

and I couldn't notice him.

The bus is late today. The manager is angry today. The code never worked today.

So what? There was a bad traffic, no water came in our flat, someone spilt a

full cup of hot coffee on my clean white shirt and a guy pushed past me in the

queue for breakfast, after I waited for one long hour. So what?

And there was an old man who shouted at me after coming and dashing me from

nowhere and an insurance agent who calls me for the 31st time while I was

receiving a bashing from my manager. So what?

Why the hell do these things bother me? Ha! How am I concerned about them? I am

gonna see her in the evening. And that is what I wait the whole day for.

What for do I need a comfortable travel to office, a clean compile of my code or

a tap running non- stop in the morning in my apartment? To keep me in good mood?

Oh, I am now floating in clouds. It will at least take a tight slap from her

hand to bring me on to the vicinities of the mortals land called earth and

nothing less.

One thing I never understood was: Why my heart beat increases its pace, when I

know she is around. And whenever she happens to speak a word or two to me by

chance, I lose my mind. I could never recollect what happened, after she left.

And my dear friends, it's not just in words. I indeed, became the master of the

things which enslaved me till the day she met me. There was this indolence that

never allowed me to get up and grab a quick win. I don't know what indolence is

now, for the excitement of love keeps fuelling me through days and nights.

There were all these silly angers and frustrations, for controlling which, I

used to force myself into meditation. What about today? All the time, one

single thought persists, about her. Is this different from meditation?

And there were these schedules and commitments for managing which, I took to

some really silly books running into thousands of pages filled with principles

and methods on improving productivity, and efficiency techniques. Now, they

appear like nursery books to me. I really feel like laughing if I remember the

days when I felt they were going to make a hero out of me soon.

I found no relevance in the entire world minus her. I found no meaning in a full

life with riches, power and fame sans her. Are you surprised? Just imagine, what

would you do with a brand new pair of Sony earphones when you don't have a

player?

Joy was no different from her presence. Gloom was no darker than her absence.

I am still waiting for the day she would tell me, that she loves me. And I am

more assured that such a day would dawn, than I am about my existence in this

very moment. If I am not, why will I proceed to take my next breath, and why

will you get this mail from me?

Sai Maa - My Love, meri jaan hai thoo. You are my very breath.

[Guest guest]

Oh all the time......with swami

 

Thanks brother Sandesh, that makes my day!

 

Jai Sai Ram

SathyaSai Sandesh <saisandesh > wrote:

Have you ever fallen in love?

[Guest guest]

When a person in love with someone he knows only about the person with whom he is loving.

 

In My Case

When I wake up early morning.

When I am leaving home for office

When I enter into office and before sitting on my chair

Time, when i am leaving office

When I reach at home, immediately after getting fresh

At the time of Taking Lunch and Dinner

When i go to sleep.

 

For all the above mentioned activities i do, i do NAMASKAR / VANAKKAM to my

Bhagwan BABA. Then i start my routine.

I only know BABA is every where, i know my bhagwan is sitting infront of me in

my office and guiding me.

 

Baba, give me courage, you are only doctor who can understand my destiny.

Give me a good fruits of my destiny, my soul is yours.

 

Suhas

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[Guest guest]

Hai! Sai Sandesh,

 

Me too, in love with Swami .

 

Regards,

S I R I S H A.

[Guest guest]

THE ULTIMATE FEELING!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU SWAMI!

~ LOVE YOU ~ LOVE YOU

LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!! KAVI

Om Sri Sai Ram

[Guest guest]

WHEN I FIRST READ ABOUT

SWAMI, I LOOKED AT HIS PICTURE AND IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST

SIGHT ~ A FEELING I NEVER

EXPERIENCED BEFORE...

UPSIDEDOWN MY LIFE WENT..

STILL IS..

 

"UPSIDEDOWN 4 SWAMI"

SAI RAM ~ KAVI

 

Om Sri Sai Ram

[Guest guest]

So so nice to read about (y)our Swami :-)

 

What you said is 100% correct...only the person in Love knows about his

Love....same is the case with this Divine Love for Swami...:-)

 

God bless and have a Sai-filled day!

JAI SAIRAM

On 6/1/05, suhas gopal <suhas_sant69 (AT) (DOT) co.in> wrote:

I already fallen in love with Bhagwan.....

[Guest guest]

sairam

all of us have fallen in love thinking that it is permanent.

the love which we have now and which we don't talk about

is the real love. Do your duty and sacrifice your needs i.e love expressed in ways.

sai ram